18/9 rainny

Tired tired tired. Today i went out with some of the juniors n seniors here, never thought of that we actually got around 20 malaysians here, but most of them are malays, so dont really care at all. Be4 that, i actually wanna reject alrdy, cause i really dont like to go out to town during a weekend like this, because it is the time for me to rest in my hone normally. Haiz, making myself tired only. But, no choice, since most of them will go n maybe it is the only chance for us to meet up too. Going out, n i didnt expect that today is kinda windy n cloudy n it was very cold too. So, i jz kept shiverring there, cause it isnt really my style to wear a pull be4 going out on summer. Haiz, really like to hug her at that time, making myself warmer, but she isnt here with me. Haiz, too damn pity. Nthg can be done, jz chat chat chat n then go back home to rest or gaming better than spending my time with those malays. I actually planned to start studying tonight one, but in the end, jz dont care about it. Haiz, cincai, tmr or afterwards then. Started school for 1 week alrdy, n yet i still hvnt sit down in front of my study table to study properly, most of them jz sit there n movies or online. See tmr lol.