28/4 sunny

Normally they got a sushi buffet today, but i feel kinda lazy, so jz stayed at my home n cooked myself. Besides, almost all the chinese didnt hv any intention of going too, n i really dont mix along with all those stupid malays one. Stay at home n enjoy enjoy first, cause starting from may to june, my timetable will be full of lots of exams n presentation.

27/4 sunny

Next week is quite free. Dont hv any class for monday n tuesday, n then for thursday, it will be my group turn to rest at home n do nthg. So, meaning that i only got 2 days class on the next week, plus another exam. This exam isnt as hard as orga chem, i think, since it will probably hv a lot of mathematics, n somemore, we can bring in a piece of paper written with all those formulas for this exam, so, it means that i dont even need to memorize all those important formulas. Simplify my life a lot.

26/4 sunny

Thursday again, n then weekend will come again. Time really does fly, now is end of april alrdy. Now i am still thinking about wat should i do next yr, cause next yr, i think i will hv to stay here to do my internship, unlike the this yr now, meaning that i wont be able to go back for the next following 2 yrs then. Hmm, is it really good then? jz leave her there. Maybe will try n go back during next yr christmas then, but it will jz be a 2 week holiday. Watever, still too early to think about that matter.

25/4 sunny

Next week got an exam, but i still not in such a study mood. Maybe is because next monday n tuesday will be holiday, n i think that i can manage to read through all the things be4 the exam, which will be on wednesday. Hmm, after all, that subject isnt really that hard, since i had alrdy studied most the things last yr, jz need to remember how i solve the problems n memorize those important formules n that will be enough alrdy, i think. Still hvnt looked through pass yr question papers, so i still kinda not so sure about it yet. Watever, will start doing revision tmr or during this weekend, time is more than enough since it isnt orga chem this time.

24/4 sunny

Finally we managed to finish all those projet thingy, right now we only got the presentation parts left. Honestly, i didnt do much about the report of that project cause my french level for sure isnt as good as them, as i also dunno how to construct sentences that will be pro enough for those projects, so sorry if i cant help much, wat i can do is jz giving them my opinions n my ideas, n then try to check the taiping errors if we ever got them. Watever, jz get it done alrdy, i am really getting so damn tired with this stupid thingy, with all those meeting all the times, dont even hv the time to nap in the afternoon because of it.

23/4 cloudy

Today dunno y i cant concentrate at all, during the lab, i did all those things in the wrong way, dunno wat happened to me, maybe because i am too damn tired alrdy? Hardly have enough sleep recently, especially nowadays i cant hv any nap in the afternoon at all, not even 30 mins, unlike last yr. Still, time isnt really enough for me, need to spend time to cook, to do things, n to accompany her too. Maybe need to reset my time table a little bit alrdy, since the exam season will be coming soon.

22/4 rainy

No internet the whole day, dunno wat the hell has jz happened again. Last time when i used freebox, i never got such problems be4, really is this new server so damn lousy or there are so useless fools who keep playing with all those cables down there on the resident again? Haiz, no idea at all, watever, i cant do anything. N i also feel so damn tired to call the company like last time i did. Nthg can be done, they will jz say, ok , we will try to fix it tmr, sorry ya...haiz...change nthg at all.

21/4 cloudy

Studying at home. Sent the project thingy that i did to them, but i didnt receive any more reply from them afterwards. Dunno whether they got it alrdy or not, or do they hv anything else that need my help or not. haiz, watever, then nthg i can do at the time being. At least, i tried to ask them for some details n then tried to create the internet site for the company. But it is so damn complicated n time consuming, maybe i will jz leave it like that, watever.

20/4 rainny

Wake up in the early morning jz to go n see the directeur of the school. He wanted to see some students because of their good results n i was chosen last time. In fact, if only i got the choice, surely i would hv rejected it, since it is jz a waste of time. As i expected, it was nthg at all, jz listening to all those bullshits, congrat for ur hardwork, bla bla bla....N normally, after that i only got 1 class in the morning, n then i will be on weekend alrdy. But then, they told me that the class was cancelled because seem like the teacher isnt feeling feel or something like that. wth, if i only knew it, then surely i would hv rejected it, n then jz sleep like a log in my home.

19/4 rainny

Keep rainning for these few days, n the weahter now is annormally cold, unlike last few yrs during spring. Haiz, really hv no idea at all with this weather, maybe jz like other ppl said, the end of the world is coming alrdy, with all the earthquakes around the world n so on. Watever, no point in wasting my time keep worrying for such things. I still got other things to busy with, at least to help with my friends for our projet. Though i cant help much, since i dont hv enough informations concerning the price, the load n so on with me. Try my best to help them, or else they will jz keep complaining there that i didnt do anything at all.

18/4 sunny

They still didnt say anything about that project thing, although i really want to get started alrdy, but if they ever continue like this, how the hell do i know wat should i do there? Haiz, n yet they said me doing nthg, sometimes i really feel so damn tired arguing with them. It is jz simply useless, better spend my time doing other thing if they can finish it all by themselves. Need to start studying now, since afterwards my timetable will jz get filled with all those exams.

17/4 sunny

Manage to do most of the exercises, jz got 1 or 2 that i dont really sure about it, watever, it is always like that with orga chem, n i dont like it at all, only make me suffer studying it. Then, today need to pass the time to finish off the project thingy, cause we need to hand in our full report tmr. Although we managed to finish most of it, but seem like i didnt do anything at all, cause the leader of the group jz asked me to do few things, then they settled all the rest alrdy. So, dont really know that it is ok or not, but watever, we got no other choice alrdy. N then the following week need to hand up another things for the other project, really getting so damn tired with it alrdy.

16/4 rainny

Study study study, dont even hv enough time to rest or to sleep, n yet i still cant manage to finish all the things. To say it correctly, i alrdy finished all the chapters in time, jz that afterwards, i start to forget some of the important reactions that i hv gone through in the beginning. It is really so dulan, cause my memory is so damn limited, really dunno how the other ppl manage to memorize the whole things. Watever, dont talk much, this time dont think that i am gonna to sleep at night alrdy, maybe jz for few hours, then need to wake up early to study again, cause my head is so damn painful at night, cant afford to continue in this situation, it is jz a waste of time only.

15/4 rainny

Finish all the chapters finally, but i still dont feel relaxed at all, cause i think i alrdy forgot some of the reactions that i memorized a few days ago. haiz, haiz, human memory is so limited. Maybe only me, since i hate to memorize orga reactions so much, for other ppl, i dunno. Watever watever, think i will jz skip 1 or 2 class tmr morning to try n work on orga again be4 regretting for it next time. Seem like i didnt hv any holiday at all this time, n after this, i wil be getting busier n busier until the end of the yr.

14/4 rainny

Rushing through the things, really busy rushing through everything now. I think i will jz manage to finish all the chapters in time, but then, not really sure that i can remember all the reactions during exam that time. Watever, got no choice alrdy, since all chapters are included, really dunno y teacher wanna make us suffer like that. Haiz, finish those chapters, then need to find some time to look through those exercises that we had done in the class n also the pass yr question paper if possible. N then still got those project things that worry me, hope that they wont ask me to do anything else afterwards, cause i dont really hv anymore time.

13/4 sunny

Study study study for the whole day, but still feel that the time isnt really enough yet. So many things to memorize, to look over, if only i had known it, surely i would straight away study since the beginning of the holiday, but then, it also means that i wouldnt be having any holiday at all, such a pity of me myself. Really fucking hate orga, the most tiring subject. Really dont get it y dont they allow us to bring in some notes to the examination hall for orga, whereas for thermo or other subjects, we can normally bring in 1 or 2 papers with all the necessary formulas written. Isnt it the opposite that we should do normally?

12/4 sunny

Still not getting any reponse from my psp, i think that the chance for it to recover is very slim alrdy, maybe i will jz go buy a screw driver set n then open it up n see wat happen inside be4 deciding to throw it away. Getting tired with those bullshits n then still got another exam waiting for me at the opening of the school, damn chem orga, all the syllabus from the early yr included, nice man. Need to memorize all those important reactions again. N besides, need to hand up all those project things alrdy, since the presentation is around the corner too. Watever, really getting quite bored n tired with all those bullshits.

11/4 sunny

Today need to go to paris for a while jz in order to take my passport. Be4 i even go out, the water alrdy went out from the bottle inside my bag there. Wtf, wat a nice starting of a day, n it nearly made me late for my train. Really so damn bad luck this morning. Even though that time i managed to change to another bag n got all those documents with me, they all are fucking wet alrdy. All my important documents all are wet, even my check book, really is so damn fucking day. N that time i still hvnt notice the worst thing even n i still trying to calm down myself with my psp. On the way back from paris, then only i notice that my psp wasnt working as it should be. Then only i realised that maybe some water had gotten through it alrdy, but that was nearly impossible since its had got double layer of protection be4 i put it inside my beg there. One is the normal plastic beg specially to hold the psp, another one will be the plastic protecteur that is quite similar to those speically for hp, how come water can go through those 2 layers then? wtf man, really is wtf. going to take my new passport n then i need to throw away my precious psp? N besides, my psp is much more expensive that the money that i spent for the passport man. wtf, really feel so damn unlucky this yr, seem like everything wasnt going according to my wish at all, first was passport, now is my psp, n few days be4 someone was fucking kidding with me, closing my taip water till i didnt hv water supply for the whole night. wtf man, getting tired with all those bullshits alrdy.

10/4 rainny

No mood to study the second day alrdy, wth is wrong with me. N yet, still got a dozens of things that i need to spend the time to memorize n so on. Haiyo. Holiday alrdy half way n i am still like that, n besides, need to spare some other time for other things like passport n new bank thingy. Really need to motivate n force myself to sit in front of the table n study hard alrdy.

9/4 sunny

Finally start looking through orga chem as i had been planning be4. Need to motivate myself to get on the table to study be4 the holiday ends, since i got 1 exam jz right after the holiday. N besides, i think i got some other presentations at that time too. Some more, need to spend 1 day to go to paris to take my passprt, n then another day to go out n open the bank acc, n maybe another day go out n dinner with them. So minus all those events, no much will be left for studying if i dont do it right now.

8/4 sunny

Planning to start studying today, but in the end, i came across one nice game that i didnt manage to finish it properly last time. So, jz spent the entire day looking for walkthrough n then all the tips about how to do this n that n then finally got almost all the items that i want. Feel so damn long time that i didnt touch my ps3 or psp at all. When studying, i only got some spare time to play on the pc or jz spend the time to chat with her on fb. Now she is traveling, so i start to feel quite bored alrdy.

7/4 sunny

First thing to do in the morning was going down to the reception there n asked them wat the hell was going wrong with the water supply. N then i got no choice but to go to supermarket to buy some mineral water, jz in case of emergency. But, when i came back home, a guy came over to my house n told me that actually there was some stupid fellow who shutted down all those water supply, that was y we didnt hv any water at all. wth, all those brainless french ppl, making fun of those useless jokes all the times, dont even care about other ppl feeling at all.

6/4 sunny

Finally holiday, at last i can relax a little bit. But, jz the first night, there was some problems alrdy. My water supply jz stopped in the night time, dunno wat happened. But, not all of the ppl from the residence arent having water, jz a few only, n we kinda not sure whether there are someone who are repairing the paip or not. N it was so damn late alrdy, so nthg can be done, but need to wait till next day then. First time ever experiencing no water in france.

5/4 sunny

Almost finish settling those few troublesome thingy, now jz left that logo alone. For the organic chem project, i think it is more or less done alrdy, so i can finally spend my time on other thing alrdy. Spending the whole afternoon today jz to finish organic project for my part. But dunno whether they will ask me to go n do other things again or not. Watever, if ever they ask, then jz help whenever is possible. Holiday mode alrrdy on, but after this holiday, straight away got orga test, so dont think that i can actually fool around like that.

4/4 rainny

Keep on raining these few days, really getting kinda bored with this kind of weather alrdy. Still left many things to finish off be4 going for the holiday, n the problem is that, i cant actually do a lot of things about it, since it is a project thingy. N if i start to do it my own, maybe they will also do the same, n in the end, we need to pass 2 times the time spending on it, which is totally a waste of time. Waiting for them to organise n give me something to do, but hardly hv anything to do till now. watever, if like that, then better dont care much about it.

3/4 rainny

Exam was fine, jz like usual, but things left to do are still there. But, after that exam, it will be a lot easier then, since i can jz focus on other things, rather than spending my time to study there. N i dunno y i kept having some nightmares these few days, cant really hv a really nice sleep for every night. Each night need to wake up for few times half way, not because of some noices, but it happened like that. Wth is wrong with my body mecanism, i alrdy hardly got enough sleep, n now my body is working like that, how the hell am i gonna to focus in the class then?

2/4 sunny

Study the whole night, i thought i would be able to finish it earlier n then got some time for something else, but in the end, i need to sacrifice my sleeping time in order to finish studying the whole thing. N some more, tmr got some stupid meetings again, right after class, meaning that it will totally be a tiring journey after i get back from the school. Finally they decide wanna to do something about those projects.

1/4 rainny

A sunday, but didnt hv much time to fool around too. Need to study for the exam n also prepare for the lab on the next day. In all, got lots of things to do n really dont hv time to fool around. N besides, those project thingy, i really dunno how are they gonna do with it, since i hardly got any news from them ever since, maybe it was because of exam, so they didnt talk much about it, or else, i have really no idea at all whether they want to do it or not.

31/3 sunny

Next week got exam n some other thingy that need to pass up, meaning that this weekend i wont hv much time to fool around. Other ppl are having their 2 weeks holiday alrdy, whereas i still need to study for 1 more week then only will be free to go for holiday. Nvm, last time i alrdy enjoyed a week holiday more than other ppl, so kinda dont care about it. But, dont think that i got many free time for myself during this holiday, since after that, all those exams will be starting alrdy.