11/9 rainny

Today is the mooncake festival, but i dont really celebrate it here. Even though i am in sibu last time, i didnt really care it pun, so it doesnt make any difference
anymore. Hmm, thinking of my school again, tmr will be the first day of my next 3 yrs here. Really dont hv that kind of mood to go to school after 2 months holiday, but this time, it should be better, since there is another malaysian there, jz that he is a malay, not a chinese, but at least still got something. Last 2 yrs, in my yr, i was the only malaysian in my old school, making me feeling so lonely at class, nthg to talk about or to discuss, n with all other ppl, we can barely jz
talk about our school thingy, since i wasnt born in france last time, didnt know much thing here. Suffer like shit, dont hv even one true friend, now at least is
better a bit. N 3 yrs to go ah? If i am going to do my phd, meaning that i still got another 6 yrs to go, such a long time. I amnt so sure whether i can really handle it
alrdy, after all, i cant study for my whole life n trying not do start working bah? N by the time when i get out, i am alrdy 27 like that, other ppl have alrdy earned their first gold alrdy, n wat do i got? Only one paper of certificate a doctor title? Useless enough? after all, many ppl told me alrdy, when we start working, not the title or the certificate that matter, it is friendship that matters. Whenever u got into a problem n if there is someone who come n give u a hand, that will really help u a lot. So, better socialize with as many ppl as possible.