30/10 sunny

A lovely sunday without doing anything, but at least i went to doby to clean up all my things n then jz stayed at home n online there. I think it is time for me to finally get started to study alrdy, cause i got so left behind in my studies there. Lots of
things still hvnt done yet.

29/10 sunny

Today jz stayed at home the whole day n then tried to finish up that game. I didnt do anything else. Actually i planned to go out to settle down a few things one, or at least make a few calls to settle down my hp thingy. But, still considering whether or not to continue my hp package or not, cause it is so damn expensive n i dont really need it at all, n besides, i alrdy got so many points in my acc there, n i can now change a new hp without having to pay so much too. Still considering, cause if i change it, then i need to pay for another 2 yrs again, not really worth for it lol..

28/10 sunny

Today, nthg special at all. Jz went to buy things n then later on at night went to friend's house there to stemboat with them. It was jz for all those chineses who are here. N i kinda really lazy to go out at all, cause dont really hv that mood, sometime really prefer to stay at home n sit alone to rest up. But, they asked me for few times alrdy n if i still dont wanna go like that, then it would be so embarassing too. Nvm, jz show some face especially during thise holiday then.

27/10 rainny

Finally i am on holiday once again. Now i can really rest up a bit n start to do my own personal things alrdy. But, actually i dont really hv many personal things to settle down, jz need to call my few friends to ask for something n then confirm with them only. Then, i jz spend my boring night finish watching all those dramas. Better rest up a bit for few days, then i will start to continue on my studies alrdy.

26/10 sunny

jZ another one more day then i will be on holiday alrdy. Cant wait for it alrdy, cause i am so damn tired with all the studies alrdy. Everyday hardly had enough sleep at all, n then need to stay in the in the lab there for 4 hrs for a single experiment,
n i got 3 experiments per week there, really soi damn dulan. N besides, need to prepare all those reports be4 doing those experiments too. Really got too much works to do. Better off for a week n let me rest during that holiday too.

25/10 rainny

Today it jz kept raining raining raining. Really getting sick with this kind of weather. Unlike last yr, i didnt care whether it is raining or not, cause i lived jz besides my school, no need 1 min to get to school too n can go back home whenever i
want too. Now, really getting sick with it, but wat to do? No choice at all, cause it is the nearest residence alrdy, whether u take it or u walk away. N i need to get back for my lunch too, made me walking under rain for 2 more times. Now really hoping
that holiday can fast fast come n then i can finally relax n spend some time for my own things.

24/10 sunny

Today really got no mood at all to go to school cause most of the students here are enjoying their holiday alrdy. Haiz, really pity with me myself. Although we are gonna hv our holiday later in few days n will start our class back few days later than
them, it is still not feeling very good after seeing them so damn free there n enjoying their holiday. Humans are always like that, jealous with other ppl. But as for me, i dont think i am gonna plan to do anything during this holiday, most probably
will jz stay at home n try to catch up with everything cause later on got so many exams waiting for us alrdy.

23/10 sunny

Study study study, really need to get my old self back or else it will be damn ugly next time after open school. Still got so many things lieft behind for me to settle down. Projects n so on n so many exams after that short holiday too. While other
are playing n enjoying there, i need to sit in front of my table n do my own revision, really so damn pity. But, good too, since i got nthg else to do that time too, no traveling cause i still hvnt got my ic here, maybe will need to wait for at least
1 month n so on. That is y i usually go traveling during christmas. N for other holiday, better stay at home, because first, it will waste me a lot of money, n second, make me feel like so damn tired after getting back from those journies. Cincai, good too, can stay at home n spend some time with her too. N today i think i annoyed since she always said that i will go n find other gals here. I thought she was jz kidding jz last time, like she always did be4. Haiz. After all, she is still a gal, n need me to sayang her n convince her that i will never do that to her. Hmmm, ok ok, i will only sayang u n ur that bear bear, can? Hug hug n muacks muacks.

22/10 sunny

Still the same, study till half way then jz go n play games. really sienz with my habitude now, but i also cant control over it. So, in order to avoid being addicted again, i jz deleted the games in the end. Watever, even though i know that when
i really wanna play again, i will jz go search n download again. But for the time being, jz let it be like that n delete it, so that i can spend my time to do other useful things rather than wasting my time like that.

21/10 cloudy

ANother weekend, now i also dunno y i am looking forwards to those weekend, cause maybe can sleep longer than i used to be during weekdays? Maybe. ANother week more i will be holiday alrdy, but i dont hv any plan for my first holiday, cause feel so damn lazy about going anywhere n besides it will jz waste my money too. SO jz better stay at home n playing my games or watever then. I still got tonnes of games waiting for me to play there, keep downloading all the times, but never have got the free time to actually go play them. Wat a waste.

20/10 cloudy

Today nthg special as well. After getting back from the school, i jz started doing my things, went buying things n then slept a while, cause long time didnt hv enough sleep in the afternoon alrdy, always making me feel so damn tired in the class, especially when listening to those boring lectures n dunno wat to do besides falling asleep all the ways. Then i started studying my japanese, cause next week i got 1 listening exam. But in fact, last time, i alrdy learnt it, so i will jz need to refresh back my memory n then all should be fine alrdy. Watever, better do it while i still can then.

19/10 rainny

Now it is starting to rain alrdy. I kinda hate those kind of weather here, cause i dont hv any cars here, n besides, my house is so damn far away from the school. Today i needed to walk under the rain jz in order to get back home to take my lunch n do other things. N then needed to walk back again to school, it was really like a bullshit. Really hate those weather, especially when i was rushing like shit alrdy. No choice, now it is the seasan changing time, so the weather will be kinda unstable n it will jz rain all the times n getting colder n colder then. Better get used to it.

18/10 sunny

Nthg special today too, jz that the teacher said that we will be having our japanese test in the next week. wth, we got so many things to learn, need to memorize how the writting n how to pronouce too. Actually i planned to do start focusing on japanese during my next week holiday. But then, here it comes be4 the holiday starts again. N as far as i can tell, i will be having an exam per week right after the holiday. Really is speechless, much more stressful than last 2 yrs be4. I thought that it should be easier, but wth it is the opposite then? Really make me dont hv that kind of mood to study alrdy. After all, i cant study for my whole life like that too, right? No point at all.

17/10 sunny

Tired tired. The first day of the week need stay in the lab for 4 hrs is really so damn tiring. N after that, we need to stay for 30 mins like that in order to choose our class leaders too, made me cant go back home to rest up straight after the lad session. But, at least, we got nthg much to do today, jz need to write n finish all the preparation thingy, then only next time be4 holiday, we need to do it n then we will finish our first lab session. But surely, they got another session of lab for us after that, but it will be a totally different thing for sure. Haiz, i thought that i can escape from this tiring lab thingy, but in the end, i jz need to admit my fate alrdy. thing will be getting worse n worse.

16/10 sunny

Finally, i studied for the whole day, not entirely the whole day, cause night time i felt so damn lonely n boring, so jz spent some time to go online n find something to see or watch. 2 more weeks then i will be on holiday, but after holiday, i will be having 1 exam per week till christmas. Kinda boring, so right after this holiday, i really should get my mood back n start to study alrdy, or else it will be damn ugly.

15/10 sunny

Today is saturday, another week has jz passed. N i felt so damn lazy today too, but it left nthg inside the refri there, so, even though felt lazy, i got no choice, but to go out to buy things then. N then they got some sort of activity to go for a boat ride in the river here, n it was free for students too. I didnt go, cause felt too damn lazy to go out after shopping. I thought i can finally start to study or at least scan through something that i learnt, but in the end, i did nthg. Still feeling so damn lazy, although i had my class fro almost 1 month alrdy. Cant blame me too, cause we didnt learn much new things, i had alrdy seen those things the 2 yrs be4. Now those teachers are doing so, cause got a few students are coming from other schools n they dont hv our level yet, so most of us got no choice, but to waste our time to go through those things again. Haiz, watever, time for me to rest n enjoy too.

14/10 sunny

Now, come to think of it, i jz went to find some informations about my internet line here. N actually i dont hv any free call to fixe line in malaysia at all, really is kinda troublesome n expensive for it. Cause now every month i will need to pay extra in order to call back home then. Last time i always thought that it has that kind of offer to call back home for free one, cause almost all internet package actually got this thing. Now, not the case here. Haiz, troublesome n wasting money again. N btw, tonight i actually planning wanna go to finally start to do my works one, but then those friends came n disturb me n asked me about where to go n wat to do during chrsitmas, making me cant really do anything about it. Another night is then wasted. N i still got lots of things to do after that.

13/10 sunny

Finally, the technicien is here alrdy. Now i can really hv my own internet, with a max speed of around 30 times faster than my internet in sibu. So damn nice, meaning that i can jz download watever i want in a few seconds then. Now i can finnally start to do my own things alrdy, like i can watch anime here, n update my blog too. Unlike last time, they even block my blog, really is wtf. N it also got free telephone too, meaning that i can call my parents back to sibu whenever i want at free cost. Sorry, that one is only for fix line, if only u got one fix line in ur hostel there, then i can call u every night if u want too. Not for handphones, which is a pity. Nvm, we will figure something out for it.

12/10 sunny

Today afternoon i didnt hv any class at all, cause we are taking our turns for this lab. N according to them, this lab is actually quite easy, jz need to know to to work with those machinese, n then jot down those readings, n besides, in a group of three, we only need to pass up a single copy of our result in the next week. So, it was kind of easy, right? Since i didnt hv any lab at all, so i would better spent my precious time sleeping then, cause it had been a while since i hardly had enough sleep these few days. Every night i sleep so late, but need to wake up so early in the morning for those classes again. N those french students are really something, they dare to sleep
in the class in front of the teachers too, not in my case. As for me, i will jz stay as concentrated as i can, cause i cant afford to miss out anything important, or else it will be damn ugly alrdy. So, jz sleeping the whole day n i did nthg at all, cause tmr i only got 1 lab, n i had alrdy finished all the preparations.

11/10 sunny

Today nthg special, jz that i got japanese lesson today. Kinda bored too, n need to memorize all the spelling as well. But, i didnt touch it at all, even till now. N last time i did memorize the whole things, but after a few months, i forgot them all alrdy, since i amnt using it at all. Now, need to redo the whole things, i think i will jz start to spare some free time to study my japanese at last, cause it is the single thing that i am interested in.

10/10 cloudy

A whole new week again, really dont feel like going to school at all. I dunno wat happened to me now, still cant really focus on my studies there, unlike those 2 yrs be4. I think it was because the things that i learnt here are actually the old things that i had seen in the last few yrs, jz a little bit more details. So, it is kinda bored, cant make me feel like wanna go to study them, cause they are still the same. No wonder they said it will be easier after the first 2 yrs, cause all the things are in that 2 yrs, after that, jz need to do some experiments n lots of projets n so on. Hmm, kinda boring, but in the same time, make me free as well. Talking about today experiment, actually i got the correct thing in my preparation there alrdy, but the teacher jz very dulan, she asked me to change its form to show the relationships between the whole thingy. Wao, she suddenly asked me to do so in the last 5 mins, sure my head was kinda confused n cant think properly alrdy. So, in the end, she let us go back n finish those things in our home then. Watever

9/10 cloudy

today, i kinda dunno wat happened, cause they lab report that i had prepared during this weekend isnt correct at all. Not that it was wrong, but the teachers are sibeh dulan, they wanna another expression from the one that i had written, cause i make some calculations in between, n it can actually help me to simplify the calculation a little bit, but the teachers want the all complete expression of the concentration, really dulan. I spent about 1 hr to think where did i make a mistake n to change to another expression, n another 1 hr to correct the whole thing. Haiz, really dunno wth is that idea, y i need to follow them instructions like that? As long as i got the correct method n correct calculation, then all should be fine alrdy.

8/10 cloudy

Finally is getting colder n colder these few days. Autumn is finally here then, as i expected. Today seem like i didnt do anything, except jz finished preparing 1 lab report n then preparing my english presentation. But, i still dont hv internet here, so, it is kinda bored n i got no choice but to use my ps3 to go online to find some infos if i really them for the reports. But, the technician said that he will be coming this thursday to see my phone line here, so i think i will jz need to wait for few more days, then all should be settled alrdy, jz need to wait for my modem to arrive then.

7/10 rainny

Next week i got 3 labs reports to do, really kinda of headache. But, wat else can i do? N it is jz the beginning of the yr too. Wat will happen after few months then? Should be quite busy till no time to shit around then. My seniors told me be4 that, but i always thought that after i go into the cycle of engineer, it should be a lot easier than last 2 yrs. But, seem like it isnt true at all, still got of things to do n to busy with, especially we got few projects to do, n so many lab reports to prepare for too. Wth, cant do a single thing about it.

6/10 sunny

Today i went looking for the teacher n she said that it is ok, since that test isnt really important, but next time jz be more careful about it. No need to retake it anymore, since it is very complicated, need to ask someone else to come to open up the section jz for 1 student n so on. watever, as long as it is ok, then fine for me, wanna me to sit for it again also can do, cause i dotn really care. After all that test
is jz to see we are in which level, n dont hv anything important about it.

5/10 sunny

Today, i thought that my exam is from 3 45 to 5 45 in the afternoon, but it was actually from 13 30 to 15 30, with all other ppl. How do i know? Since they divide us into two groups n i didnt see it carefully, i saw the first group is that time, n i thought that the second group will be the next period then. Really speechless, n i think it was all because i dont hv internet in my house here. Last time i can always
open my timetable whenver i am at home, n can check tmr class n so on. Now, really is a pain in the ass, cant do anything about it. Hoping that my internet will come as soon as possible, or else i cant do a single thing at home, not even preparing my reports.

4/10 sunny

Today i kinda frustated, cause i really dunno how the hell the planning on the board there works. During the break time, i was looking for the room for my japanese class lesson, n it was in batiment H. Then i went seraching that batiment inside the whole school compound, n i asked so many ppl, including professuers there, but none of them knew where is it, they jz randommly gave me some directions n asked me to
go search for it. Fine, then finally i got no choice, but to ask the woman in the reception counter there, then she said the batiment isnt inside the school, it is outside on the other side there, n then i went out to start looking over again, but i dunno where the hell it is. Then, finally i got no choice, but to call my friend, n he said that the block that we had our first exercise there is the batiment H, but last time they called it with another name, wth. Ok, finally found it, then i start to think, wat kind of excuse should i give to my teacher, cause i was late for around 30 mins alrdy. But then, when i knocked on the door, nobody was inside there, n the room was locked too, i was kinda blur n didnt know wat happened, then i went back to school again, jz to be sure that i got the correct room number. The number was correct, no problem at all, but y nobody there? Then i went over again, n checked outside the building there, other classes got students, but my room got nobody there. Wtf, i got no other choice, but to go back home right away, skipping my class for the first time here. N i alrdy wasted almost 1 hr for that, looking for nthg. Really speechless with their planning here, making us so damn confused, even those french ppl sometimes also complaining there.

3/10 sunny

Today nthg special at all, jz that i now know that among all of my classes here, most of them are useless for nthg one, jz like the economy, n then english n then japanese. Those classes made up almost 2 days of the week, n then the labs thingy, make up another 2 days. So, only 1 day n plus is normally for the class the exercise one. No wonder i am kinda lazy to study alrdy, cause got nthg much to study, jz need to prepare the lab report n then pass it up after we finish the lab. But, my seniors said, we will be damn busy afterwards, got lots of projects n other things to busy with, maybe jz after theholiday. N i am jz waiting for my holiday in 3 weeks time, although till now i still dont hv a single plan for it, maybe i will jz rest at my home there, or try to catch up the things that i had forgetten in my studies then. Even maybe go travelling, i will jz go visit those nearby towns n so on, sure wont be going out from france during this holiday. N besides, still remember last time how she got insomia jz because i went travelling for around 10 days to other countries n cant contact her. Hahah, she is kinda cute that time. Still considering, see i got any other planning or not.

2/10 sunny

Y the hell it is still so damn hot? Supposed to be autumn alrdy, n yet it is around 20+ everyday, even during the night time. When i am in my home alone, i jz keep my bottom part naked, but i can still feel the heat. Last yr, it was the opposite, so damn cold till march, even though it was spring alrdy. Now, it is the opposite, watever, at least hot is better than cold. Today is kinda bored, no internet, nthg to do, besides studying. N dont really hv much to study at the early yr too, n most teachers are teaching those useless principes of the machines that we use in the labs there. As if we are the one who are gonna fix those machines when we hv any problems. Shit, really useless at all, almost made me feel like wanna fall asleep inside the class. N especially because my timetable here is more packed than last yr, jz that everyday thursday afternoon dont hv any class at all. watever, get used to it, need to stay here till the end of my course too, cant complain so much .

1/10 sunny

Today is the first weekend that i am actually trying to get up to my table there to finish up my work. But, i dont hv internet connection at all, so, how the hell am i supposed to prepare my lab reports? I need to find those informations on the web, even though i can find them in the last yr books or execise there, but it will waste a lot of time if i do so. If i got internet, everything jz go to google search a while, then all things will come out alrdy, so nice n efficient. Now, no choice alrdy, need to go find back all those informations that i need, or else, i will jz have to go my friend there to borrow his wifi n finish the whole things. Nvm, get used to it then, still got few more weeks like that. N later in the night time, they got some kind of welcoming party for the new house, but i really hate to go to those things, really prefer staying at home there to do my things, either playing games or jz studying or watever. Going to such party will jz makes me tired, n gained nthg. Nvm, give them face for the first time then, but when i start to busy next time, sure wont really care about it at all.

30/9 sunny

Starting from tonight, i wont be having any internet till the next few weeks, for the technicien to come n fix the line for me. haiz, my line is so damn miserable, without internet, dunno wat to do during my free time, n dont even know how to prepare my lab reports too, cause i need to find those infos on the websites there. Lazy to go to library n work there, cant focus n dont really feel like wanna go there too. Staying at home n do everything is the best, but now dont seem like having other choices alrdy. Nvm, maybe will jz go to my friend's house there to borrow his wifi n then finish my report during the weekend for these 2 weeks first. Then only see wat to do.

29/9 sunny

Now should be alrdy autumn, but it is still very hot during the night time, really dont get it. Last yr, it was so damn cold n while this yr, it is still so hot even at time like this. This weather makes me sweat a lot when sleeping even though i dont wear any shirt alrdy. But, at least, here is still better than malaysia there, it should be a lot hotter there. N thinking of the exams that i am gonna to hv next week. Teachers wanna give us some tests jz to see our chem level, in order to hv an idea of how to teach us. So, basically, it is jz some tests on last yr topic, n i dont think i am gonna revise all of them. Watever, jz cincai do them, no need to care so much, since it isnt counted in the final result.

28/9 sunny

today nthg special as well, jz that afternoon didnt really hv any class at all, so can come back earlier to do my own things. N, i only got 2 days left with my internet, after that it will be a whole damn long period without any internet then. That time, how can i survive then? A big question, nthg to do, nobody to chat to, n cant even accompany her, hope she can cope with it them.

27/9 sunny

Today still the same, but i am still quite sick n need to go to school some more. Really pity myself, but the worst is that the prof of ogranic chem really dunno how to teach one. Even those french ppl hardly understand wat he was teaching there. His handwritting is so hard to read alrdy, n together with his that speed, really hard to catch up anything. Jz copy n copy, next time will only go n try to understand. This week should be quite free, since monday i didnt hv any class, n tuesday n wednesday is almost full of those presentations. As for thursday, i only got morning class, so it will jz leave friday a busy day then. Still can enjoy my easy life here for the moment, at least till the first holiday at the end of october.

26/9 sunny

Nthg special today, except that today i dont hv any class at all, because they were having their orientation weekend in some other places, n the school is kind enough to give us one day off, jz to give those ppl who are going to rest well in the home. As for me, better stay in the house n do my things is far more better than wasting my money like that to fool around with those ppl. N today i kinda dulan, because the server here actually has blocked many websites, such as my blog n so on. I cant even go to see my blog anymore, n cant even go to see n compare the internet price for some websites too. Damn lousy wifi. But, it is so damn strange, for fb, it is slow like shit, but for pps, i dont even need time to log at all, n its speed for pps is faster than sg line too. Wtf, really is dulan, meaning that it encourages us to watch pps, rather than studying there? Wat kind of line is that? N for my new internet, it seem like i need to wait for around 2 or 3 weeks for the person to come n settle down the things. Haiz, need to overgo the internet-less life after these few days alrdy. So damn pity.

25/9 sunny

I think i was jz gaming for almost the whole day there, cause i wanna finish it earlier n then later on can focus on my studies. But the game seem to be longer than wat i thought n it took me quite some time to finish it off. Watever, the point is, i quickly make it through, n then can finally go to do my other things alrdy. Hmm, now looking at the calender, n in 2 or 3 weeks from now, i am gonna to hv my holiday alrdy. Nice one, maybe i will jz stay here n rest in my home then.

24/9 sunny

This weekend is the orientation weekend, but i didnt go to those activities. First, i am so damn lazy to go out on the weekend to fool around with those ppl, n the price is so damn expensive too. Around 200 euros for the 2 days trips, u must be kidding me there. This is the bad thing about going into a private school, all thingy need to pay for urself, n even the printing paper we use in the school too, really speechless. So, i better spend my day in my home there, either watching movie or playing games, all is far more useful than fooling around with them. N besides, those malays also invite us to go out for dinner tonight too, in a so damn expensive restaurant. They say that the buffet there costs around 20+ somethings, which is the amount of money i spend normally for buying my things in a whole week, damn ridiculous. So, better spend my whole day in the house there then.