Finally back to my hometown after staying for another one yr in france. The first thing that came out from my mouth after getting down from the plane was 'damn it, it is cb hot here, feel like wanna go back straight away'. Haha. Ya, it is the fact cause in france, even during summer, we can only get up to 26 or 27 degree, but here, wao, a normal fine day can get up to 30 degree, not talking about real hot days or days without raining. Haiz, wat should i do then? Alrdy made all the ways back to sibu for 2 days, regretting for wat now? After all, i am going to meet up with my real close friends during this holiday too, a nice one, right? We had alrdy been separated for more than 2 yrs, although we still keep in contact in msn or fb thingy. N last yr when i was back, none of them were here, cause they didnt hv holiday that time. N last yr i only had 1 month holiday, unlike this yr i got around 3 months of long summer break. Watever la, jz wanna make full use of my holiday.
17 morning i made myself back to my hometown. I arrived in sibu at 9 something n my dad, my second bro n his gf were waiting for me at the airport there that time. Then, we went to take our breakfast cause none of us had taken breakfast be4 coming to airport. N i asked for a laksa after didnt taste it for more than 1 yr. Haha. Really miss its taste, since sarawak laksa isnt the same like the one in semenanjung there. N after considering the hot weather here, i jz got a strong feeling in my heart to go for an ABC straight away. So i asked, but sadly, the place that i went doesnt hv it. Wth, my first meal in sibu after staying for 1 yr in france, u tell me u dont hv it? Haiya, makes me feel even sader. Dont care la, cause tonight i would be going out to limteh with my old pals too, that time i sure can get an ABC as i wished. After reaching home, i went to untie all my luggages n then gave the jacket n the bag to my dad. My mum was working that time, so i cant give the bag to her directly. Doesnt matter at all, as long as i safely brought back all the souvenirs for them. Last time my parents even scolded me cause those things were a little expensive for them. Haha. I dont really care about the price thingy since they dont ask me to buy things for them everyday too, only once in a while n after i came to france cause maybe, i think that at least they got something to show to their friends that their son is now studying in france although they werent highly educated ppl last time. To hv the very sense of proud feeling of me, i suppose. Jz like last time, when i was still in form 4 or 5, at the end of yr, our school got one prize giving day. N our school will invite those prize receivers' parents to come over to our school during that day to show to them how well their children had performed throughout the whole yr. My parents were invited too, but, my dad would never go for that kind of event, cause he is afraid that he would make me lose my face, since he isnt a highly educated person. He is afraid that he doesnt know how to reply anything if ever other parents ask him something concerning the professional fields' thingy. U know, normally only ppl who are working in professional fields can hv children who can perform well in school, with high intelligence level or watever. Normally it is like that, but not for my case. Haha, jz dunno y. But my mum went. She went with me for 3 yrs alrdy, ever since this kind of event was introduced since i was still in form 3. She went cause she thought that, since my dad knows nthg, then she was the one who must go then, because she thought that if ever nobody wanna go for me, then the school ppl maybe will think that my parents were so damn proud n didnt wanna give face to them. Haha, ppl really care about their faces, dont they? Watever la...So we went then. When i was in form 5, be4 that event, when we were waiting inside the hall there, my mum came to see me, asking me y i didnt tell her that i am the one who would get the most number of prices throughout this event. I said, ha? really? I had never paid any attetion to that thingy, Then she said, some teachers asked her when she first arrived in the hall there about whose is her son, n then she said out my name n pointed at me. Then, those teachers jz said, wao, he is ur son, sure u will feel very proud of him cause ur son is very famous in this school for his scientific subjects thingy. N when she scanned through the manuel of the event, she noticed that i am the one who would receive the most number of prices that day, around 10, i think. I said to her, wat la? That kind of thingy doenst really matter bah. Then she asked, y i never told her be4. I replied, how the hell am i suppose to know about it. Cause we can only know about that after scanning through the manuel, n that manuel is only out the morning be4 that event. Then i say to myself, wao, parents really care about that thing xia. But, for me, it is jz like normal thingy, dunno y. N i also noticed that, everytime when i went out with my parents, when we came across with their friends or collegues, they would jz say to them, this is my son n he is the one that i talked to u guys last time, he is a top student in his school, bla...bla...bla...bla....thingy like that, making me dunno what to say that time. N after their friends left, i would jz ask them, u 2 no need to go n show off things about me bah, since it isnt a big matter at all. They would jz keep quiet that time, n i know that they will never change this kind of habit. Haiz, dont care la, if they really wanna do so, wat can i do then, after all, i think all parents are jz like that bah, but i dont really like ppl showing off of me, or showing off in front of me, since we are jz all normal human beings, we got nthg to be proud of. N the strange thing that i notice now is that, my real real real best friends arent really that kind of real real pro ppl, for exmpl, david, vinson, kna n nyj....they are jz like normal ppl, some are quite pro, i admit, but not really pro like hell or wat. Maybe i think that i got nthg to talk about with ppl who are really pro like hell, since they only care about studies thingy in their whole life n sry, for me, my whole life isnt about studying only. We got tonnes of things to talk about besides studying, jz dunno y.
17 morning i made myself back to my hometown. I arrived in sibu at 9 something n my dad, my second bro n his gf were waiting for me at the airport there that time. Then, we went to take our breakfast cause none of us had taken breakfast be4 coming to airport. N i asked for a laksa after didnt taste it for more than 1 yr. Haha. Really miss its taste, since sarawak laksa isnt the same like the one in semenanjung there. N after considering the hot weather here, i jz got a strong feeling in my heart to go for an ABC straight away. So i asked, but sadly, the place that i went doesnt hv it. Wth, my first meal in sibu after staying for 1 yr in france, u tell me u dont hv it? Haiya, makes me feel even sader. Dont care la, cause tonight i would be going out to limteh with my old pals too, that time i sure can get an ABC as i wished. After reaching home, i went to untie all my luggages n then gave the jacket n the bag to my dad. My mum was working that time, so i cant give the bag to her directly. Doesnt matter at all, as long as i safely brought back all the souvenirs for them. Last time my parents even scolded me cause those things were a little expensive for them. Haha. I dont really care about the price thingy since they dont ask me to buy things for them everyday too, only once in a while n after i came to france cause maybe, i think that at least they got something to show to their friends that their son is now studying in france although they werent highly educated ppl last time. To hv the very sense of proud feeling of me, i suppose. Jz like last time, when i was still in form 4 or 5, at the end of yr, our school got one prize giving day. N our school will invite those prize receivers' parents to come over to our school during that day to show to them how well their children had performed throughout the whole yr. My parents were invited too, but, my dad would never go for that kind of event, cause he is afraid that he would make me lose my face, since he isnt a highly educated person. He is afraid that he doesnt know how to reply anything if ever other parents ask him something concerning the professional fields' thingy. U know, normally only ppl who are working in professional fields can hv children who can perform well in school, with high intelligence level or watever. Normally it is like that, but not for my case. Haha, jz dunno y. But my mum went. She went with me for 3 yrs alrdy, ever since this kind of event was introduced since i was still in form 3. She went cause she thought that, since my dad knows nthg, then she was the one who must go then, because she thought that if ever nobody wanna go for me, then the school ppl maybe will think that my parents were so damn proud n didnt wanna give face to them. Haha, ppl really care about their faces, dont they? Watever la...So we went then. When i was in form 5, be4 that event, when we were waiting inside the hall there, my mum came to see me, asking me y i didnt tell her that i am the one who would get the most number of prices throughout this event. I said, ha? really? I had never paid any attetion to that thingy, Then she said, some teachers asked her when she first arrived in the hall there about whose is her son, n then she said out my name n pointed at me. Then, those teachers jz said, wao, he is ur son, sure u will feel very proud of him cause ur son is very famous in this school for his scientific subjects thingy. N when she scanned through the manuel of the event, she noticed that i am the one who would receive the most number of prices that day, around 10, i think. I said to her, wat la? That kind of thingy doenst really matter bah. Then she asked, y i never told her be4. I replied, how the hell am i suppose to know about it. Cause we can only know about that after scanning through the manuel, n that manuel is only out the morning be4 that event. Then i say to myself, wao, parents really care about that thing xia. But, for me, it is jz like normal thingy, dunno y. N i also noticed that, everytime when i went out with my parents, when we came across with their friends or collegues, they would jz say to them, this is my son n he is the one that i talked to u guys last time, he is a top student in his school, bla...bla...bla...bla....thingy like that, making me dunno what to say that time. N after their friends left, i would jz ask them, u 2 no need to go n show off things about me bah, since it isnt a big matter at all. They would jz keep quiet that time, n i know that they will never change this kind of habit. Haiz, dont care la, if they really wanna do so, wat can i do then, after all, i think all parents are jz like that bah, but i dont really like ppl showing off of me, or showing off in front of me, since we are jz all normal human beings, we got nthg to be proud of. N the strange thing that i notice now is that, my real real real best friends arent really that kind of real real pro ppl, for exmpl, david, vinson, kna n nyj....they are jz like normal ppl, some are quite pro, i admit, but not really pro like hell or wat. Maybe i think that i got nthg to talk about with ppl who are really pro like hell, since they only care about studies thingy in their whole life n sry, for me, my whole life isnt about studying only. We got tonnes of things to talk about besides studying, jz dunno y.
Wao, talking nonsense about myself all the ways. Haha, back to our topic. 17 night, i went out with vinson n marconic. We went limteh n i kept searching for ABC. Where are u, my ABC, i really need u especially during this hot weather here. Unfortunately, the kopi shop that we went doesnt hv any ABC. Sad, sad, made me disappointed again. After that, we went back to marconic's house cause they wanna watch the football match that night. Ya, i used 'they' there, instead of 'we'. Haha, football isnt my thing at all, n that night i nearly had fallen asleep while they are enjoying the football match there. N vinson even told me that, hey, kid, i thought that after going to france, a western country, i thought that u will start to like watching football. Wat a reason? Some ppl will jz never change no matter where they had been be4, i replied. So, i told them that i nearly fell asleep n wanna went back my home. Then i left. N after that football match, they called me out again. Out again? ok la, since it was still quite early that time. N this time, we tried another shop to search for ABC. Bad luck, they dont hv ABC too. Wat la? I tried 3 times in one day n i didnt even get wat i want? Wth is going wrong today? Cincai la, then i asked for a kampua cause i was a little bit hungry that time. N that time they were bursted into laughter after hearing wat i ordered, even the tauke who was asking for our order was laughing there too. Huh? Wat the hell is wrong with u guys, i asked myself. Then, the tauke said, sry, dont hv. Wat? dont hv again? Walao, wat a bad luck, watever i searched today i didnt find it. Then i changed to mee goreng basah. After the tauke left us alone in the table there, i asked 2 of them, y u guys were laughing that time? They said, u really cb stupid n noob jz like last time, cause every sibu ppl sure know that this shop doesnt hv any kampua n this shops only got goreng type of food. I replied, wat la? I had never been here be4 in my whole life n i only come back to sibu once per yr, how the hell am i suppose to know that? LOL....LMAO....no wonder even the tauke was laughing that time. First day back to sibu, cant find wat i want although tried it out in three different places, n i was screwed by my friends too. HAHA. Really bad luck xia. Dont care la, after all, they cant make fun of me everyday too, if lucky enough, only once per yr, if not, i also dunno when can we hv that kind of experience back alrdy. But, seriously, i really enjoyed the moment when i was hanging out with them, although vinson n david are always trying to screw or make fun with me. I think maybe during this moment, i can feel that, at least they still treat me like i am a normal person, not the top student or pro person that everyone knows about me the first time. That kind of feeling is so damn relaxing n cool, at least for me. But, i think that not all ppl are like me, some jz wanna be respected by others all the times, even by their friends n their friends dont even hv the right to make fun of them. I dont like that kind of feeling, feel like urself are on top on other ppl, n look down on other ppl. Useless ppl, no manners at all. So, if u wanna make fun of me, u are always welcome, i dont really mind that thingy.
After that, we promised that 18 morning will be out to hv breakfast together again, but this time david will be coming with us. Last time he wasnt free, since his bro n sis were coming back to sibu n he needed to go to airport to pick them up. But, i slept till 11 am in the morning, wat the hell is wrong with me? Last time be4 i back, i can only sleep till 7 or 8 am in france, no matter how hard i try to fall asleep after that. N when i back, y suddenly got such a dramatical change? Maybe because of the time difference? So, i need to suit back my living style here again. But, honestly, i dont like sleeping till so late in the morning, cause u are jz wasting ur precious time doing nthg good. I would rather prefer waking up early in the morning, settling down all the things, n then use ur time to do something or practise something so that u dont waste away ur time jz like that. Haiz, need to change back my habits soon or else, i will jz come out with nthg. Back to out topic again. We promised to hv breakfast together, but when i woke up, it wss 11 alrdy, n nobody called me be4. Wth, man. They said if ever someone is still sleeping in the morning, they would jz call that person to wake him up. Then, y the hell i didnt receive any call back then? Watever. That night, we met up together again. Then vinson said, hey, y nobody called him? marconic n david said, hey, we were waiting for u guys to call too, cause we didnt know when we should go together. Wat la? No wonder, all of them were waiting for other ppl to call them. Cheh, if ever u do like that, sure u will wait in vain. N for me, i was sleeping haft dead back then, but u cant blame me too, since i didnt sleep for 2 days alrdy n the time differences thingy made the situation worsen. zzzz. They all wanna do kuan, wat la....Haiz, jz like the old time. Quite miss it. All kuan king. Haha. Dont care, after all, we did finally meet up that night, n we chatted a lot of things, about studying, working, socializing thingy. N i feel that everyone of us has grown up alrdy, after separating for more than 2 yrs. I went to france, vinson went to sg, david went to perak, n marconic went to Tarc. All of us have different points of view concerning working n studying. Our thoughts werent like the one we had beck in 2 yrs then. All of us had become more mature in different ways n we got tonnes of things to catch up too. Really nice. After separating for so long time n finally meet up again, that kind of feeling is so damn nice too. Our thoughts had changed, but our style is still the same, those 2 ppl jz wanna make fun with me xia, especially vinson. Haha, dont care, for me is ok cause i used to it alrdy. If ever one day he stops do like that with me again, sure i am gonna damn miss his noob style. Very strange, right? Although ppl keep making fun with u everyday n even u are very bored with it or watever, if ever that kind of ppl leave from ur life one day, sure u are gonna miss his style so badly. Human's feeling is jz kinda weird, right?
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