Now, I would better change it back to english, or else i cant really taip it out without making any mistakes, i mean taiping mistakes. I still prefer writting using my pen than taiping it using a keyboard when i hv to write on french. But now, dont really hv that kind of need.
Ya, so the best friends that i mentionned here are still the same one, one is kna and another one is my senior, a girl who is studying in perth now. And, yes, i told them the problem that i am facing jz now and they really did a nice job as my friends since i am really noob in that kind of matter. If u ask me to study, then fine, there should be not problem for me but this matter is jz like, more than simply philosophy for me, but maybe for some of u, it is jz like a piece a cake. So, i poured all my problems n feelings to them n they advised me to calm myself down n see n watch how things change since we cant really trust internet things nowadays. So, jz need to wait until i get back to my hometown n decide wat to do next. Luckily, by the time when i am back , one of my adviser, kna is still fooling around in sibu, so it will rather easy for me to find him n seek for some advices.
Few days before, i was damn irrational although i thought that i was very ratioanl that time. I nearly said the truth out n ruined all the situation. Luckily i also got my ps3 standby in my house for me to release all my stress. I played devil may cry 4 and killed all the demons in the bloody palaces jz to calm down myself. I took me nearly three hours to finish it but, in the end, i was so satisfied with myself. And then, i went for mission 10 in son of sparda mode to fight against dante jz in order to hear his saying that time, "kid, u cooled off yet?" Ya, i answered, pretty cool now n thx to my fellow friends once again. But, when i think over it again, sometime, u really can jz call me coward, since a easy problem like this jz can be handled by saying out one simple n short sentence n yet i amnt able to do it. And, yes, i admit it, when dealing with such things, i am a truly coward, the only thing that i know is avoiding n acting like dont care in order to act cool, maybe? But it always ended up badly, at least till now.
The only thing that i cant understand now is that this penselbox, is it really my density or jz another joke from God? And yes, maybe i will need to pretend cool again to find it out n by that time, maybe, everything will be too late alrdy. Maybe i was born to be merely a loner after all....
Ya, so the best friends that i mentionned here are still the same one, one is kna and another one is my senior, a girl who is studying in perth now. And, yes, i told them the problem that i am facing jz now and they really did a nice job as my friends since i am really noob in that kind of matter. If u ask me to study, then fine, there should be not problem for me but this matter is jz like, more than simply philosophy for me, but maybe for some of u, it is jz like a piece a cake. So, i poured all my problems n feelings to them n they advised me to calm myself down n see n watch how things change since we cant really trust internet things nowadays. So, jz need to wait until i get back to my hometown n decide wat to do next. Luckily, by the time when i am back , one of my adviser, kna is still fooling around in sibu, so it will rather easy for me to find him n seek for some advices.
Few days before, i was damn irrational although i thought that i was very ratioanl that time. I nearly said the truth out n ruined all the situation. Luckily i also got my ps3 standby in my house for me to release all my stress. I played devil may cry 4 and killed all the demons in the bloody palaces jz to calm down myself. I took me nearly three hours to finish it but, in the end, i was so satisfied with myself. And then, i went for mission 10 in son of sparda mode to fight against dante jz in order to hear his saying that time, "kid, u cooled off yet?" Ya, i answered, pretty cool now n thx to my fellow friends once again. But, when i think over it again, sometime, u really can jz call me coward, since a easy problem like this jz can be handled by saying out one simple n short sentence n yet i amnt able to do it. And, yes, i admit it, when dealing with such things, i am a truly coward, the only thing that i know is avoiding n acting like dont care in order to act cool, maybe? But it always ended up badly, at least till now.
The only thing that i cant understand now is that this penselbox, is it really my density or jz another joke from God? And yes, maybe i will need to pretend cool again to find it out n by that time, maybe, everything will be too late alrdy. Maybe i was born to be merely a loner after all....
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