Now I am going to talk about myself, so if you feel bored or watsortever, jz leave at once. Well, let's get back in time to 12 March 2007 afternoon. This day, was the result release day. After all, there was nothing so special about it, right? Jz like another normal day for someone. I got a quite good result, meaning that I could apply for the jpa scholarships. Great, a nice shot by the way. So, the next day, I went to Vinson's house, as usual, in order to improve my english and learn how to play guitar at the same time. Haha. I skipped my classes? Well, wat a good question, and my answer is yes! I had been skipping classes for half of the year. Oups, I will rather use we here, instead of I, because vin was doing exactly the same thing as I did. Haha. Back to our point. I went there for another purpose, by the way. I needed his help to apply for the jpa scholarships. Actually, we 2 had always been planning to go to japan to continue our studies. Hence, it was really a nice chance for us to apply for engineering in japan together. But, suddenly I saw this bullshit thing that changed my entire life. A diploma? Wat the hell were you talking about? If i went to japan, I could only get a diploma? Was I mistaken or deaf or watsortever. Wat a damn shit! You must be kiddding! This couldnt be happen.
Sitting down on the sofa, I tried my best to calm down myself and think of the consequences if ever I got a diploma only. Then, Vin jz came beside me and asked me not to look down on diploma and told me that it was our only chance to make ourselves to japan. I was speechless that time. Well, I had been hoping to go to japan someday in the future since I was form 3, even till now! But, if I could only get a diploma, it was really embarrasing for me! For me, at least it should be a degree or higher. But this one? Wat the hell governement was doing? After seeing some changes on my face, he told me that he would still apply for that course, because the main point was that he could get to japan. And then, he asked for my decision. Then I said I would rather choose other courses that at least provide me with a degree. And, randomly, I chose French programme. After that, we really had a quarrel over my decision. But there was nothing I could do, right?
In the end, I got wat I chose, but he didnt get it. But, he got another scholarships to go to singapore to study for 3 yrs, while for me need to go to france to study for around 6 or 7 yrs. Haha. kind of funny, right? Planning to go japan together but in the end, nobody made it. And then, I heard that if you had good result in japan, you could ask the governement to prolong your scholarships. Bullshit governement. Now only mentionned it, why they didnt want to mention it earlier? Wat a damn shit thing, NCAA!! By the way, I also applied another scholarships. This time, it was a japanese scholarships, offering to those foreign students to study in japan for free and work there. A nice one, right? But the thing is, I only received the letter from the embarassy around the time when I was preparing to come to france. It was too late already. I was asked to go for a test in Kl on 1 june, the day that I would be on the flight going to france. Kidding again? That time, I really had a feeling to reject that stupid scholarships from the governement and go to kl for a try. But, I didnt dare to speak it out to my parents, because I think they would most probably have killed me if I had spoken my thought out. Giving up the thing that is sure belong to you in order to chase after another that is beyond your ability? Wat a nice joke from the God anyway. Knowing that I couldnt change anything, I jz gave it up and admet my destiny.
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