29/12 sunny

Start doing the report for organic chem. Got so many things to do until i dunno where to start from. I think we dont hv enough information yet for the bibliographic part. But we cant get back to school for extra information anymore and we need to hand it up the first day after holiday too. So, only 1 choice left, jz copy those references from the internet. I dont want to spend my only 1 week left for this stupid thing. I still need to focus on other subjects.

28/12 cloudy

Went to prefecture to take my ic but there were so many people there. I arrived there at 1 something because they told me that it is only going to open starting from 1 in the noon, but there was no more ticket left for me when i finally got there. Wtf, french style, even worse than my bank in my hometown. And they jz kept on telling us, come back next week agan, no more ticket and pls come earlier next time because there are so many people. French style, start closing even when it is not the closing time yet. Lazy to work more. Wasted another day for nthg. 

27/12 rainy

Planning to go out and get my ic but i was afraid that it was going to rain in the afternoon. The sky was so dark. But, it only rained when it was around 6 in the noon. If only i knew it from the beginning, for sure i would have gone out and taken my ic. Haiz haiz, wasting another day for nthg.

26/12 sunny

Still enjoying my holiday there, hvnt started doing anything for the moment. Keep looking for extra infos online, i know that i got a lot of things to do at the moment, but i just cant get my study mood back with me for the time being. Once holiday ends, then it will be exams exams and exams left for us, until the end of january. And for most of the subjects, i didnt even look through the notes until now.

25/12 sunny

Christmas but alone at home. Watever, nthg special about it too. I used to pass my christmas like that all the times, well, at least that was what happened last yr. The yrs before, i was travelling around with my friends during christmas holiday. This yr, jz feel like so damn lazy to move around, better jz stay at my home and then spend my time doing something that is more worth for it. After 1 or 2 days, i really need to start studying alrdy. 

24/12 sunny

Plan to go out to take my ic today, but in the end i just call it off. So damn lazy and not really sure whether they are opening on the christmas eve or not. So, in order to play safe, jz go there after christmas or so, and besides, i am not really in a hurry too, everyone is on holiday at the time being, jz take it easy then.

23/12 sunny

Spending the whole day in front of my laptop, keep looking for things to do. There is not really a lot of things to do, but I just keep on finding extra information about certain thing. Not really sure whether to buy my own website or not, since it is almost like necessary for the online business. Still hesitating, if got the website, then really need to put in a lot more efforts for it to rank in google, dont think that i will have so much time once my school reopens again. 

22/12 rainy

Busy doing with all sorts of things the whole day, didnt even notice that time passes so fast. But, not really some important things at all, jz some random things here and there. Many ppl are going to travel alrdy, and i am staying behind this time. Jz getting so tired traveling around here and there every christmas, and last time i even lost my passport, wasting my money for wat. Threw away the flight ticket and then spent some money for the new passport again. Besides, lots of exams waiting fro me after holiday, so really got no intention to go fool around this time. 

21/12 sunny

Still surviving, wat the heck with that mayan prediction. Feel a little bit disappointed because still need to study and busy with the reports during this holiday. Haiz haiz, i am such a strange person right? Some ppl will do anything in order to survive whereas me is still complaining there.

20/12 rainy

Raining in the afternoon, could not go out to buy things. Haiz, and tmr will be the end of the world too, well, that is jz some stupid predictions by jz some ppl, i dont really buy it at all, but still, better prepare and ready for it then nthg. After handing in the project, then it is now officially holiday for me already, no more in the mood to study anymore. Not going anywhere during this holiday, i can finally take a good rest this time. 

19/12 rainy

Finalize the projet before handing in tmr morning. Checking for some common mistakes and so on, forward to a few friends so that they can help to look for mistakes too. After that, it will be me again to adjust all the spaces and paragraphs, although it is not really so time consuming or hard at all, it is just so damn boring to do that over and over again. Cincai, last time doing it too.

18/12 rainy

Raining the whole day. This kind of weather before our holiday, wait maybe i should say before the end of the world instead. Actually i dont really believe in those things, jz some bullshit for me, anyway, life still needs to go on and nobody actually is sacred or afraid with it. Whenever it is the time, for sure it will come sooner or later, so it doesnt really matter anyway. Anyhow, spent the whole night rushing for the report there, need to hand it in on this thursday and we still have so many things to do the at the moment. 

17/12 rainy ***

Exam over for the time being. Exam today was really easy till i am so damn sacred with the result that i will be getting. There was literally nothing complicated at all, i managed to finish the whole paper without 30 mins and then i left the class 1 hr before the time end. Watever, i thought that it was going to be quite difficult, that is y i spent so much time preparing for the exam, even 1 week right before it. Now, it turned out to be something that is really simple, even for someone who didnt study it at all could score it well. Cincai, done is done, next will need to focus on the management report before this thursday. I have finished my part, now all is left is for the other ppl to finish theirs too. Forgot that it is her birthday today. Although both of us are really busy at the moment, still, she will feel kind of lonely there because i am so far away from her. Have never celebrated birthday with her together, whether it is my birthday or hers. Hope that she will be in good health this yr and can perform well in her exams then.

16/12 rainy

Finally get to do the group report. Need to hand it in before on this thursday and we have not done a single thing yet. Jz too lazy and dunno wat to write about. The topic is quite hard for me, especially i will need to do it in french, if it is a scientific project, then it is still ok for me, but right now it is a management project, really got no idea at all about the things that i should be writing about. Maybe will jz ramdomly talking about something and then ask myself to look over it again.

15/12 sunny

Managed to finish the subject much more earlier than i expected. Good for me then, it sure did pay off because i started revising much more earlier this time. Tmr will need to busy with the report thingy alrdy, if not for sure we wont be able to finish it before next holiday.

14/12 rainy

The last organic lab. Staying inside the lab for the whole day, raining for the whole day too. Even when i go back it is still raining there. Haiz haiz, tonight  still need to go to wash my clothes one, wtf is wrong with this weather. Haiz haiz, wasting my time waiting there the whole night, actually i planned to study or at least do some other things tonight one. In the end, didnt even manage to do much things the whole night.

13/12 rainny

Keep on raining the whole day, hate this kind of weather a lot when i got class. If it is raining during weekend, then dont really care it at all. Watever, still need to go out and buy things  for the next week, no choice at all. Then need to start studying for the exam next week and maybe find some free time to start preparing the report for the next week then.

12/12 sunny

Didnt manage to study much as i expected, wasting time there n here on other things. Watever, hope that i will have enough time to finish off the whole subject before the next monday test. But the main problem that worries me the most is the management project that we need to hand in the next week. We still havent started writing yet, and that is not all, we still havent got the 2 interviews yet. Still got to do and right now we cant find any manager that is free to do the interview with us. Wat to do then?

11/12 sunny

Study study study. Well, at least that is wat i can do at the time being, nthg more. We still need to find another manager for the interview before this weekend because we need to hand in the report by the end of next week. And our timetable is so damn packed, how can we find the time to go out and do the interview then? Maybe will jz ponteng 1 or few classes if we really dont have the choice. Haiz haiz, should have done it earlier last time.

10/12 rainy

Didnt do anything at night, really not in the mood to do anything at all. I know i got a lot of things to do right now, but somehow, i jz cant force myself to get it over with. 2 reports need to be passed up before this holiday and then i still got another exam next week. Hvnt looked through it yet and i got a lot of things to memorize for this test too. Really need to start studying tmr.

9/12 sunny

Didnt do much things today, apart from finishing the lab report and then preparing for the coming orga exercises. Then, jz staying in front of my table and making those papers diamonds for her as present gift. Still a long way to go, but nvm, not as hard as writing and maintaining a blog like this one. Plan to update my other blogs as well, but end up having not enough time. Maybe will jz update them during this coming holiday then. 

8/12 sunny

Planning to go out at night time again, but in the end, i jz cancelled it off. I spent my night rushing over my lab report since i didnt do anything in the morning and afternoon. Jz kept on sleeping all the ways, wasting my previous time that time. Watever, luckily dont hv exam the next week, so it is still fine for me.

7/12 snow

Snowing again, this time, it is heavier than few days ago. Luckily i didnt hv any class this afternoon, so it would be jz fine for me to go back. Hate to go back under dark when there is snow and water on the floor, cant really see clearly where the snow is. These few days there is some festival going on in my town, they call as the festival of the light. Well, i dont really know about the origine of this festival, but who really cares about it? I also didnt go out to the town centre for ages, so maybe it would be a nice opportunity to go out and catch up with friends for a while. Well, it turned out to be quite cool after all, and i only got back home at around 1 am in the morning. Although the festival will be going on for few more days until this coming sunday, i dont think that i will be going out again, better spend my time resting in my home or doing my own stuff. 

6/12 cloudy

Today got no class at all, so i can finally have a nice sleep in the morning. But, still need to go to school for a while in order to talk with some other guys from the school that i am interested in. Besides, if ever i got the time, maybe i will start to search for my internship here too. Maybe, dont think that i am going back home to do my internship this yr, if ever i am going to move to another place again, then it would be best for me to stay behind and manage all those stuffs during the summer break too. Jz wait n see that time.

5/12 sunny

Still feeling sick after these few days. Haiz haiz, running nose with coughing together. Wth is wrong with me these few days now. Cant really speak properly too. Watever, luckily i dont hv any exams at the time being, so no need to work myself out jz to study for the exams. But, need to start to do the management report and the orga report. Better finish it off before the next holiday coming soon, because after that i will be having tons of exams again. 

4/12 rainy

Finally got some free time to do my own things. Next week no exam. and we only have 3 more weeks to go before christmas holiday. And i wont be going anywhere this christmas holiday too, so i got a lot of free time to finally do watever i want., some new games? Dunno, but need to get things done first right before holiday then. 

3/11 sunny

The exam turned out to be ok, but there were some stupid questions, jz like usual. Ok, it also means that i was not really sure about all my answers too, since we didnt do any exercise for the subject during our classes. Haiz, jz watever. I am going to depend on my luck for this exam then. The presentation, i dunno. Those ppl jz seem like dont understand wat was i talking in the front there, maybe is because of my pronounciation, or maybe is because i talked too fast or watever. Dont care, cause it doenst matter anymore, it wont change a single thing anymore. 

2/12 snow

Snowing alrdy? This yr it sure does snowing earlier than the previous yrs. Hope that it wont snow again tmr because i need to go to school and with that snow on the ground, it will be so damn dirty for me to walk onto it. Still remember the good image that i had for snow when i was still little. Doing snowman and then having snow battle. That kind of things will only exist in rural areas or in the villages, you wont be having enough free space for those activities inside a big city here. 

1/12 sunny

Moving on to december. It will be the end of world soon, dont you think so? Haiz, kind of hard to believe it since nthg really dangerous has happened at the moment. Alien coming soon to conquer the earth? Ha, see if it real or not then. I dont really hv much time to care for those things at the moment. Got quite a few numbers of things that i need to handle before going for holiday. They actually got a dinner tonight, but i jz refused it. Not that i dont hv any time for it, jz feel like so damn lazy, need to go so far to have a dinner together in such cold weather. Better stay at home and do something else then. 

30/11 sunny

Finally got my internet back, but i still didnt manage to find a suitable video for the presentation. Haiz, maybe will jz find it tmr again. Still need to prepare for monday exam too. Haiz haiz, n some other lab reports. Watever. 

29/11 rainy

Raining again and again. Haiz haiz this weather sucks. N I didnt have internet for the whole day, dunno wat happen. It did happen last yr, and i did call them last time. So, this time, maybe it will jz be the same, so i jz feel so damn lazy to go over it. Maybe some other ppl will call it for me. No internet, cant do anything, and i still hvnt prepared my presentation for the next week. Hope that i will get it back tmr or during this weekend, if not then it will be very ugly for me. 

28/22 rainy

Raining for quite a few days alrdy, and i really hate this kind of weather a lot. But, luckily i dont hv any class in the morning, and I thought that finally i could have a long nap in the morning to restore my energy after all these tiring weeks. However, that is not the case since my body jz wake up on its own, although i didnt sleep much last time. Wtf, really hate my body mechanism so much. Watever, i think i need to wait until the next holiday then only i can finally take a good rest then. 

27/11 rainy

Lab in the afternoon, so jz like usual, after coming back from school, i jz took a long nap again. So, as expected, long insomia night again. Nthg can be done, but, at least i got time to relax for a while since i dont really have anything to do at the moment, beside preparing for the exam next week. But, dont think that i got lots of things to study as well, because we didnt do any exercise at all, besides 2 labs on that subject. So, really dunno wat are going to have for the exam next time, better pray it to be as simple as usual.

26/11 rainy

Raining for the whole day, n this time, i cant really jz ignore it since i got the class the whole day. The exam was fine, as usual, but thinking about tmr still got a lot of things that i need to prepare, really hate this kind of hectic life. Ever since after the holiday, jz got busier n busier, without any time to rest for a single moment. This life will continue on for another few weeks again before the next holiday.

25/11 rainy

Rainy whole day, hate this kind of weather, but dont really care it so much since i am busy studying the whole day. Jz like other times, i jz managed to finish it off at the end of the day, haiz. Sometimes really feel like i am revising too slowly, maybe next time will need to boost up my speed a little bit if i wish to rest earlier. 

24/11 sunny

Sitting in front of my notes for the whole day, having serious headache after trying to memorize all those notes. Haiz haiz, seem like running out of time seriously, Jz manage to finish the half part of it, and then there is another part left. Wat am i going to do with the other part? Maybe will jz skip most of it since it wont be very important after all. Need to focus on the last yr exam paper.

23/11 sunny

Finished earlier today, and planned to study right away. But it didnt go so well, since i was not able to wake up from napping, another waste of my afternoon again. Now, coming to think about it again, there are actually too many things to see over, but i am not really sure whether most of them are useful or not. Some of them are jz bullshits and not really important, maybe will jz quickily go over them and then focus on the main parts. 

22/11 sunny

Today presentation was kind like a shit. I thought that it would be ok, but in the end it jz turned out to be not ok at all. I needed to redo one of my interviews for my internship report. Bullshit, now hardly have anytime for that, especially during time of exam like now. So many things to do and to busy with. N the prof did not explain it clearly last time about the person that we needed to interview, so, apparently i did it with the wrong person and needed to redo it. Bullshit, bullshit report. Tired of it.

21/11 rainy

This week timetable is a bit free. But for me, it always seems like time is not enough at all, i jz got so much things to do, well, at least it really does seem like that. Sitting in front my pc the whole day, clicking there n here, hardly have any time to watch a movie too. I also cant really say wat i am doing actually, but time jz passes like that. Maybe i dunno how to use my time again? dunno, watever, dont really care much for the time being, better focus on my exam for the next week. 

20/11 sunny

No lab in the afternoon, and i thought that i would be doing my revision in the afternoon. But, it didnt go as i had planned. I jz slept for the ways for the entire afternoon. And didnt do much things in the night time either, jz spending time to look out for something here and there. Haiz, watever, seem like i didnt hv such free time for quite a moment alrdy.

19/11 sunny ****

Nthg so special with today exam, jz some normal things. But next week is gonna be a little bit difficult then. Got lab to prepare and then need to study for exam as well. Well, this kind of life is going to continue for more weeks up until my christmas holiday. No, it probably will continue on for a while even after my holiday. Luckily this yr i dont plan on to go to anywhere during holiday, if not then i will be in some deep shit afterwards.

18/11 sunny

Studied for the whole day, headache all the ways. I thought that i would need much more time for the another note, but in the end, i jz skipped more of it. Even the teacher didnt touch most of it last time, so i think it is not going to be so that important for tmr test. But then, when i looked back on last yr paper, the same teacher got asked a lot of complicated questions about the last part that he didnt even teach us. Wtf, how i am going to understand all those things then? Spent few hrs looking back those things, trying to understand most of it, but didnt help much. Watever, jz give up and sleep better.

17/11 sunny

Thought that i would be having enough time to go through all the important things, but in the end, i was wrong again. There are always something that is going to pop up or just that i need more time to understand the topic entirely. Watever, jz try my best then should be ok alrdy.

16/11 sunny

After coming back from the 8 hrs lab lesson today, i straight away went sleeping. Too tired alrdy, and my head was spinning all the ways during the afternoon class. Well, actually i planned to directly sleep till the following day one, but to think that i will be having another exam for this coming monday, it will be wiser for me to get up and try to revise the subject before i am running out of time again. Haiz, every weekend need to do revision and need to continue on this kind of life for few more weeks.

15/11 sunny

Got 1 useless presentation early in the morning. So, i chose to stay at home to continue sleeping. Actually i planned to skip all the classes for the whole day, but, thinking about the prof maybe will teach us some new and interesting things in biology then only i went. After all, we have an biology exam jz right before our christmas holiday too. Watever, 2 hrs class today, not a big deal after all. 

14/11 sunny

Preparing the lab report for this friday. Thinking about studying for next week exam as well, but there is not much time left for me to revise it today. Haiz, watever, kind of tired with such hectic life too. Wait for tmr or after tmr then only start preparing for the exam then. 

13/11 sunny

After coming back from school, i was really tired like what and just wanted to sleep till the next morning. But sadly, i could do it, still needed to eat and take a bathe, etc. And also need to prepare my lab report for this coming friday as well. Then maybe need to find some time to start revising for the exam next week again. This kind of life is going to continue on for several weeks until the next holiday. Watever, useless to complain as it changes nthg at all.

12/11 sunny

The exam for today was not really hard, except for the first question, which was a catastrophe for almost all of us. Need to choose the best catalyser for each and every reaction, but the problem is that we cant find them inside our notes. For some reactions, it jz says usage of a mixture of catalyser and we dont hv a single one, but a mixture of them. So, what am i supposed to put there? Whatever, in the end, i jz did watever i want, a guessing game then. But for other questions, they were actually quite simple, so nthg so special with it.

11/11 sunny

Almost didnt manage to finish studying for tmr. Yesterday i still thought that i would have a lot of time to revise the subject, well, maybe i did spend a lot of time doing other things in between while revising, cant be helped. Watever, at least in the end i still finish it. No more extra time for other things, not even to prepare for the coming labs.

10/11 rainy

Study study the whole day, no choice, got exam next monday. And it will continue like that for the following few weeks too. Haiz, really not sure whether i will still got the time to do other things or not. Not to mention that we need to hand in 2 well written reports before next holiday too. N some more presentations in between as well, together with all those exams every week, it is gonna be so damn shit for me.

9/11 sunny

Study study study, prepare for the exam. Now only i know that i actually got tons of things waiting for me to do there. Need to find some managers from some random companies for the interview, and then need to prepare the lab and the full orga lab report. Afterwards, it will be exam time again, and maybe some more presentations. Haiz, every yr does the same thing. Watever.

8/11 cloudy

Cloudy day, no class in the afternoon, but my friend came over to my house to wash his clothes here. Watever, need his help for some other things too. After all, didnt really plan to study in the afternoon, because i knew that i am going to do other things at that time. But, in the end, didnt really do much things the whole day, even at night time. Watever.

7/11 sunny

Study study study, need to study for exam next time, but i still cant get my study mood back yet. Really hate myself so much, keep on watching animes or other things on internet there. Haiz haiz, although the subject for next week is not going to be so damn hard, i still have to prepare well for it in order not to fail next time. So, better really focus on my study mood these few days.

6/11 rainy

Raining again, hate this kind of weather very much. Besides that, nthg really specail today. All seem to be very normal, having lab in the afternoon n so on. Thinking about my next yr, what exactly am i going to do then? A master in which field exactly? Petroleum will need to change to other school n study for an extra yr, although i can earn a lot of money next time, at least that is wat i heard from other ppl. Other masters will only need 1 yr and can stay at the same town. A double masters? Not really sure whether got such course or not, even if got, for sure need to extend at least 1 sem and my timetable will be more packed, which i dont like at all. Besides, not really sure whether it is really that important to get so many masters, after all cant be sure that i will get the job with my masters. Ah, ah ah, have to decide again.

5/11 sunny

First schooling day after 1 week holiday. Tired as usual, as expected, suddenly need to change back to my old lifestyle, no nap, no resting time n need to wake up early in the morning. Haiz, n need to prepare for the coming exams soon. There will be at least 4 or 5 exams, but lucky enough is 1 exam per week, so i will be having lots of time to do my revision and do other things at the same time too. If not, then maybe will need to start thinking about where i will be going during my christmas holiday then.

4/11 rainy

Raining the whole day non stop. Haiz haiz, really hope that it wont rain tmr, or else it will be like shit for me for the first day after open school. Hate this kind of weather very much, hope that it wont continue like that during schooling day. If it is during weekend, then dont really care about it because i will be staying at home most of the time. Need to start studying for my exams alrdy.

3/11 cloudy

Study study study, better start to get back my study mood again. This time i cant give myself other excuses for not studying again. But, still, i spent lots of time reading those info about the marketing thingy. Haiz, really not sure whether it will work or not, but still better give it a try before giving up, right? After all, i am not going to lose anything even if it does not work. But, sometimes i jz feel so damn tired with those things, everyone keeps talking about how much money you can earn with his methode, but it will never work in the end. 

2/11 cloudy

Holiday gonna end soon and it is time for me to start studying again. Got a few exams right after the holiday but i still hvnt started studying at all. Hope that i still got enough time to finish off all the subjects then.

1/11 rainy

Cold but still need to go out to buy things to eat for the week. Actually i didnt reliase that it was public holiday today, so maybe the shop was not open today. Haiz, if only i knew it, for sure i would go tmr or yesterday. Watever, still gonna need to try my luck, after all, i had been staying inside my room alone for almost the whole week alrdy. Better go out and move around for a while.

31/10 sunny

Ok, finish the game, now should be able to back to business and focus on my study. But, not in such a mood because of this cold weather. Really wish to jz spend the rest of my holiday inside my bed there. Useless heater, cant even do a single thing at all. How can survive during this winter then? 

30/10 sunny

Becoming emo the whole day jz because of the ending of the game, not the kind of ending that i have been expected, well, everyone was hoping for a happy ending for every game. But this one is really really so disppointing, and they are actually planning to do another game to continue the game serie. Dont really have the point because the more u extend the story, the stranger and the less interesting it will become as well. Dunno wat they thinking there, watever, i am jz pointing out my opinion.

29/10 sunny

Cold cold cold, jz feel like want laying inside my bed the whole day, without doing anything. But, i still hv to get up and eat and then try to at least finish the game. Cincai cincai, still have to endure it, complain so much also wont change a single thing about it. Eventually i will start my school again and this time i wont be able to hide inside my room the whole time like i am doing right now.

28/10 sunny

Getting colder and colder each day, wth is wrong with this kind of weather. I really cant stand it at all, and it is jz at the end of october right now. Imagine the kind of weather that i will be having during winter, it will be killing me jz like last yr. Lucky enough that i dont hv to pay for my electric bill, if not, i would spend a fortune for it because of the heater. Even if i on my heater 24 hrs per day, it is still the same, nthg difference at all, because those stupid fellows put my heater right beside the main door there, which is really a stupid idea since my table and bed are right at the opposite corner. Cincai, nthg can be done alrdy, unless i go and buy another small extra heater myself.

27/10 sunny

Finally holiday. Well,  i always start my holiday with a new game, so why not this time then? Better finish off this final fantasy series before my holiday ends so that i can focus on my studies later on. Basically, i didnt do anything else today beside playing the game alone. Well, nthg to do at the moment too, u also cant ask me to start studying right away during my holiday. Feeling even lazier to go out because it is getting colder and colder nowadays.

26/10 rainy

Got another party tonight, this time it will be a normal school party, but for sure i wont be going this time, especially after wat has happened yesterday back then. Although my friends kept on asking me to go, better dont care them, after all, it was raining the whole night, and i am not stupid enough to walk under rain all the ways to my school jz for some stupid party with them. Especially seeing how they drink like some crazy people and then help me get drunk afterwards. 

25/10 sunny

Got a party for international students tonight and i actually went for it. Last time not really interested in these sort of things, but after being persuaded by my friends, why not then? n after all, i will be having holiday soon, so it will be the perfect timing for me to relax for a while then. But after a cup of beer only i alrdy started not feeling well, and it was actually the first time that i get drunk. Really feel not so well during that 20 mins, lost all my visions and almost all my consciousness. I could hardly stand and walk properly too. That time jz sit back down there and then try to hold myself back. My eyes were wide open but all i could see were black in color, nthg more. Haiz, now i only know that i cant drink any achohol at all, not that i dont want to learn it, but because my body wont be able to stand it. Watever.

24/10 sunny

Well, at least i did do something today. I went find some infos about my coming lab, although i was not really in such kind of mood these few days. Whatever, still hv to do it and i cant jz leave my partner do all the things, although he actually wont go and find something on his own before that day. Jz do watever i can to save all the troubles afterwards.

23/10 sunny

Dont hv class in the afternoon, which means, it will be another gaming time for me then. After all, holiday is jz around the corner, and especially i alrdy had my exams yesterday, so right now, i dont really care much about studying or all those stupid things anymore. Well, except that i still need to prepare for my lab this coming friday before having my 1 week holiday then.

22/10 sunny

The tests for today were jz so so, cant really say that they are easy, but they were not difficult too. Watever, as long as i get a pass for it then all should be ok alrdy. After those tests, i will be on holiday mode alrdy, although my real holiday will only begin next week, but watever, who cares? Now dont really need to study so damn hard because will forget all those terms again when the exams are coming that time, so it is better to study that time rather than wasting time now.

21/10 sunny

Study study the whole day. At first i thought that time would be really enough this time, but in the end, i nearly didnt manage to finish off the notes. Haiz, got so many things to do suddenly, i also could not help with it. Need to study for my japanese and then need to finish off the lab report at the same time. Haiz haiz, alrdy miserable like this for the first exam, what about the next one then? 

20/10 sunny

Finish those notes earlier than i had expected. Well, i have seen most of the reactions last year and i jz need to recall back my old memories. However, i also need to spend some extra time to finish off the lab report and then need to revise japanese too. Orga and japanese tests will be on the next monday, the very same day. Watever, it doesnt really matter at all because japanese for me is quite easy

19/10 sunny

Spent the whole night trying to finish the notes, but i also needed to go down to the washing machine to wash my clothes. So, in the end, didnt really study much, and besides, i hardly have any study mood at all during a friday night, where all those students will jz go out and play. Well, i guess i dont have any choice because of the exam next week then. 

18/10 sunny

Finally start to look through all those notes for the first exam. There are around 80 pages, but most of them are jz simply some examples for us to understand. So, it wont take much time to study it all, jz need to pass some time to memorize the equation and the mecanisms of the reactions. Although it does not sound that hard at all, still it is the most time comsuming subject. Other subjects require mere understanding to score well in the exam, unlike orga chem.

17/10 sunny

After finishing the lab report, it is around 11 something alrdy. Planning to study for a bit that time so that i can finish the notes before exam, but right after i start studying, i feel so damn sleepy, my head is turning around and i have some serious headache. Feeling so damn lazy, where is my study mood? i need to find it back soon so that i wont be KO'ed right in the first exam.

16/10 sunny

Starting to feel cold these few days alrdy. Autumn is coming soon and i am falling sick because of this season change. Have to force myself to start looking through all the notes alrdy, if not i sure will die for the exam before this holiday, especially it is the subject that i hate the most.

15/10 sunny

Trying to study for the exam next week, but really not such a mood every night. After coming back home, jz sit in front of my laptop and then watching those animes. Whenever i try to open up my notes, i start to feel sleepy straight away. How can i prepare for my exam then? haiz

14/10 sunny

Finally i am willing to sit in front of my table and start doing my homework. Especially that orga chem lab report, there are jz tons of things to put inside the report, but luckily we only need to hand in 1 report per 2 persons, if not then i would need to stay up late at night to rush over it. That game is done, so now i can finally focus on my studies alrdy. Well, that is what i plan to do, after all, right after that exam, i will be having 1 week holiday alrdy.

13/10 sunny

Gaming the whole day there. Long time didnt have that kind of feeling alrdy. Well, last tiime always busy with other things and i also didnt know that i can actually play the new games without upgrading to a new system. Been nearly a yr didnt touch my ps3 alrdy. Cincai cincai cincai, but i actually got quite a lot of things to do at the moment. Have never started studying up until now. 

12/10 sunny

Finally can rest a bit during this weekend. Although i will be having an exam in 2 week time, but watever, dont care it first. Cant really concentrate at the moment, since i have jz started a whole new game. My head is jz full of all those gaming details and tactics and even if i try studying right now, it wont do any good from it. So, better try my best to finish that game as fast as possible so that i can concentrate on my studies later on.

11/10 rainy *****

Need to prepare my lab again. Very annoying and tiring. Especially need to stay in the school in the noon in order to finish the lab report with my friends. Hate their working style, but got no choice but jz have to follow them. For me, i will for sure do it at home and then pass the report around to my friends and ask them to finish their parts. That will be so much easy as compared to staying at school the whole time and wait for other ppl finish their parts before continuing with our own parts. Watever, cincai them.

10/10 sunny

Need to prepare my lab report for this coming orga lab, although that is what i keep saying to myself, i still stick my face to my ps3 there all the times. Well, i jz contacted my friend and he actually told me that i dont need to update my system version anymore, because those hackers have been hacking all those new games for the old system too. So, meaning that with my old system now, i can actually play nearly all those new games without any problem. Well, that is a good news for me, because i have been waiting to play my favourite game for such a long time alrdy. But, it also means that i wont be studying for the time being as well, which will be a bad thing to do at the moment, especially before chem orga test.

9/10 rainy

Monday again and weekend jz seems like passing so fast. In the end, i didnt manage to do anything during this weeked, besides sleeping all the times. If not sleeping then i would be watching animes there. There will be an organic chem exam in 2 week time, but watever, dont really care it so much, since i am looking forward to the 1 week holiday in 3 week time from now on. Every yr we sure will start with organic chem and i really hate it so much.

8/10 sunny

Insomia last time, didnt manage to have enough sleep again. Y do i always get insomia, even though i know that my body is damn exhausted alrdy. But it jz didnt want to go into sleep even though i keep laying on the bed there for 1 hr plus. Haiz haiz, hate hate it. Really envy those ppl that can sleep anywhere and anytime they want to. N today got a lab to do too. Watever, used to feeling sleepy in the class alrdy.

7/10 rainy

Weekend ends soon. Where is my study mood? really hate going to school n wasting time for some useless classes there. Better off resting at home or do something that is more meaningful. If i am going to do a phd here, i will need to waste 3 more yrs here, imagine the time that i have spent throughout for my studies here. It will be around 10 yrs or so, and even so, it is not sure that i will get a high earning salary job with this kind of economics at the time being. 

6/10 rainy

Wat did i do the whole day? Almost spent the whole day sleeping there. Woke up very late in the morning and then took a long nap in the afternoon again. Haiz haiz, really got no mood to study or to do anything at the moment. Haiz haiz haiz, what is wrong with me?

5/10 sunny

Weekend coming again, finally can rest for a while. Hardly have enough sleep during weekdays, but i hardly study too. Jz spend most of the time doing some other things, watching movies, animes or playing games there. Haiz, watever, no exam at the time being, so dont really care about it for the moment. But still have to study a bit to catch up all those subjects.

4/10 sunny

Although i didnt hv any class in the afternoon, i still have to go out to settle something. Got a rendez vous with someone from the prefecture to renew my ic here and it is up to them to decide the time. So i got no time to nap in the afternoon before going, and besides, i need to go to that stupid bank too. Few days ago, someone got sent me 1 letter saying that i opened up a new account and asked for a master card in that bank. But the thing is that i was still in sibu that time and i have never asked to open another acc in another bank because i have alrdy got one. So damn frustrated with this thing, n they alrdy sent me the master card, jz that it is at the post office there right now because i was not at home when the postman came that time. Wtf, troubles troubles, if jz leave like that, later they will ask me to pay for the acc opening fee n bla bla bla and it will jz suck my money again. Fuck fuck fuck. In the end, i talked with someone from that bank and they said they know nthg about it because it is not the same agency and they even checked my acc but could not find my record at all. Meaning that i have never asked for an acc at that bank, so wtf?

3/10 sunny

Like usual, didnt do much at night time, beside finishing the lab report. N my partner did so many mistakes in his calculations too, i have to correct all of them. Haiz, stuppid till what, really hate to cleaning other people' mess like that.

2/10 sunny

Didnt do much today. After coming back from lab, i jz fell alseep for an hr plus. After that, no more mood to do a single thing, no even to finish the lab report which will need to be handed in by this friday. Watever, not in that kind of mood then jz leave it alone there for the moment. Maybe will jz finish it tmr with my friends before coming back since we will be finishing earlier tmr, nice chance. 

1/10 sunny

First day of the month, but jz didnt feel well at all when i wake up in the morning. So, in the end jz ponteng the first class of the day, after all it was not a big deal too. The teacher didnt teach anything extra at all, jz talked exactly the same thing inside the notes there. So it will be better for me to jz skip it and then study it at home if i want too. 

30/9 rainy

Mooncake festival today, but didnt really care it much because i didnt really celebrate it. Even when i was in my hometown last time, i didnt really care much about it. Now that we age over time, we dont really play so much as we did when we were still kids last time. Watever. 

29/9 rainy

My friend came over here because he needed to wash his clothes here. So, didnt manage to study at all today. Well, at least i didnt plan to do so too. Jz watever then. Really got no mood to study right now, especially we dont hv any exam at the moment.

28/9 sunny

Stayed for the whole day inside the lab without even sitting. Even though we were quite free in the afternoon, but there was still so much things to do. Needed to finish the report and hand it in at the end of the journey. Well, at least i finished most parts of it before today, if not for sure i would need to stay back behind and finish the whole things after the lab. Still, i could only finish in time and by the time i got back, i was jz so damn tired that i went sleeping straight away. Watever, tmr is a saturday too.

27/9 sunny

Tmr will be a tiring journey again. Need to stay for the whole day inside the lab rushing there n here. Last time i got that kind of experience alrdy, and i nearly fall asleep in the afternoon. I jz could concentrate that time. Well, that time at least i still could go back home to rest for lunch and rest for a while. RIght now, it will be impossible for me to go back because my friends said that they even need to stay back and finish the lab until 7 pm. So, what time i am gonna to finish it if ever i go back home then?

26/9 rainy

Raining heavily today. Even though i got my umbrella from malaysia, i also got wet after coming back home from school for lunch. The wind was just too strong, although it was not as strong as the one in my hometown. Still, i need to walk for around 10 mins before reaching my home, and my umbrella almost got broken because of this rain. So, in the end, i decided to skip my afternoon class, because it jz didnt stop raining n besides, i only got 1 class in the afternoon today, so dont really care much about it. Sleep or busy with my things is a better option. 

25/9 sunny

Really feeling so damn tired these few days n i dunno y. Maybe is because not enough sleep at night. N now only i know that we got lots of things to do for our organic lab. Each person has a lab report of 20 pages, and for most of them, we will need to go to the library n find all those necessary informations. It is jz like shit, at least last time was a lot easier. Now, for 1 single lab report, i think it is gonna take me around 5 to 6 hrs to finish it entirely. Wtf, i alrdy got a lab of 8 hrs in one day n right now we need to spend so much time for such stupid thing again. Really no mood to go work for it. 

24/9 sunny

Tired like hell after today class. Dunno what happen, maybe jz didnt hv my usual nap time in the afternoon back then. Time really not enough for me, got tons of things to busy with everyday. After coming back everyday, need to spend time with her while resting n clicking all those things. Then need to plan to cook, bathe n eat. N normally when i finish all those things, it will be around 8 or 9 alrdy. If i want to study or plan to do something, i can only hv few hrs left behind, so that is y i hardly have enough sleep time here. Haiz, no choice. Many of my friends study straight away when they back home from 6 to 9 and then only eat. Well, i cant really do that because i will be having serious headache after a full day class that time. N now only i know that it is not that my pc is too lousy, but i keep on doing 3 to 4 things at the same time. For a pc that has more than 5 yrs old, for sure it cant really handle them in one go. Maybe it is time to change another one. 

23/9 sunny

They still got another outdoor activity today afternoon. Well, almost all of them are doing their final yr right now, n some of them are going to head back to malaysia because they have finished their studies right now. So, for most of them, they are actually so damn free and got nthg to do to pass the time, whereas for me, i got quite a lot of things to busy with at the moment. So, i jz stayed at home the whole day n tried to study. Whatever, even though i onyl have 2 more yrs left behind, i still got plenty of time to enjoy my remaining life here.

22/9 rainy

My friend came bother me once again and i jz cant focus on my studies when someone is around here. Another day go to waste once again, jz as usual. Haiz, well, at least i am sure that tmr i will be studying since i need to prepare for my first lab report. 

21/9 sunny

Holiday and stay at home the whole day, quite a nice weekend to begin with, right? Nthg much to busy with at the moment, but it is better for me to start studying right away because my teachers are going through all those subject in a quite fast rythme. Although i can still catch up with them, sooner or later if i dont start revising, i will be left far behind. Well, at least that is what i have been planning to do, whether i am really going to achieve or not, that one depends. 

20/9 sunny

Thursday again, but tmr i will be on holiday because our school is having our integration weekend with the new third year students. For sure i am not going jz as usual, first is because of the expensive fee that i need to pay and second is that i want to stay at home and rest for this weekend before getting serious with my school work later on. Whatever, dont really care much about it because almost all of my friends also wont go for it as well, so why bother about it then?

19/9 sunny

Feel so damn lazy to study right now, although i sure got a lot of things to go through at the moment. Although i can understand most of them when teachers are teaching, i still cant remember all those important parts without having gone through them properly. Maybe really need to get my study mood back and focus on my studies alrdy. 

18/9 rainy

Today got stupid 4 hr management presentation. It was really boring like hell and i fell asleep for several times in the class. We got test on our second class, that is why i chose to stay behind after the pause n tried to concentrate later on. If not, for sure i would jz go back during the pause. It was too damn boring and i really dont like the subject at all. We even have a project afterwards and this time we need to find and interview 2 managers of some big companies. Haiz, getting tired with all those projects. 

17/9 sunny

Monday again and need to go to school again. Really not in such a mood right now. I am still feeling like having my summer break holiday right now. Whatever, there is nthg much to worry about right now too. Our exam will only start at the end of october. By that time, my study mood should be back more or less alrdy. 

16/9 sunny

Weeked passed so fast. Hvnt rested enough yet. Well, even though I planned to rest, but in the end i was jz paying all the times. Gaming or watching animes. Well, it is the way i spend my free time here, unlike when i am in my hometown. But i will start to focus on other earning money activities soon enough. Right now I will jz enjoy my last holiday to do some other things first.

15/9 sunny

My friend moved out last night, so it will only be me starting from today. Kind of lonely again, but sometimes i perfer it to be like that for freedom. Cincai cincai, maybe last yr will be moving out n staying together with my friend. My house here, they are introducing a new law, i even have to pay extra 300 euros every yr to reserve my old room, unlike last time. In addition to my rent for august, i still hv to pay extra 300 euros. Haiz, too late to move out right now, maybe next yr then. 

14/9 sunny

Friday again and i can finally rest for a while. Alrdy got class for few days but i still dont hv the mood to study yet. Still early in the sem, i can still play for a while at the moment. Really dont hv any mood to start studying right away, especially after such a long holiday. N besides, we dont hv any exams at the moment, so i can jz leave it aside right now.

13/9 sunny

Starting school and so many things to settle at the same time. Now only i feel like time not enough. But the problem is that i cant go out and settle them because i am having classes right now, i can only wait for thursday afternoon to go and settle them. Cincai cincai, some of them not really rush at all, whereas for some, i will really to spare out some free time to settle them.

12/9 sunny

Yesterday jz arrived back home and today need to go back to school alrdy. Dont really hv time to rest for even 1 day. Dont really care much because I have been flying like this for quite a few times alrdy. Even last night I didnt suffer from jet lag too. My body can adapt very fast, but it is jz too tired only. Nvm, can still rest at home at night time.

11/9 rainy

Back home after traveling for almost 2 days. A tired jorney as expected, and my home was quite a mess when i arrived. My friend is staying there for few weeks because he still hvnt found his new house. Dont really like other ppl messing with my things. Whatever, he will be moving out soon too and i feel quite bored at the time being as well.

10/9 sunny ****

Going back this afternoon. Need to start my tired journey soon enough. Everytime going back sure will feel like i age for around few yrs. Whatever, if got chance, for sure need to go back n accompany her. Not really sure the other next few yrs i can go back again. Need to do my internship again.

9/9 sunny

Going back soon, mixed feelings these few days. But, i dont feel sad anymore, because she is alrdy back to study for more than 2 days. Getting used to it alrdy, after all, time sure flies and i need to prepare to go back too. Better spend my last few days here nicely.

8/9 sunny

Almost done packing up all my things. Now that she is gone, it will be my turn soon enough. Time to take a long journey back to france alrdy. This time, it is probably going to be a 2 yrs separation since i wont be having any long holiday in between. N my internship is going to be 3 months long this time and it is better to do it in france than in malaysia. Whatever, i got no other option. Feeling sad need to leave her behind again.

7/9 sunny

Her flight was in the morning and i planned to go and send her out in the airport last time. But, i cancelled my thought afterwards. I can still remember how angry she was when she asked me not to go to her working place there but i still insisted going. In the end, for sure i didnt go because i didnt want to get scolded again. Haiz haiz, seem like i always let her be the boss and do whatever she wish for, but she is still complaining there all the times.

6/9 sunny

Went to her house there for the last time before she heads back to study. Fun time always end so soon, right? Gonna be emo again, jz like last year. Whatever, can't really control my own emotion too, especially at night time, that feeling of loneliness is going to aimplify several times. Need to adapt back to my old lifestyle then.

5/9 rainy

Went out for another movie before heading back. After that awesome movie, we went to have some cakes at secret recipe. It was my frist time visit to that stall and as i can imagine, the cakes inside there are expensive as usual, although they are really better if compared to cakes sold by other stalls. Watever, once in a while, it wont do any harm for me. I will be heading back soon enough too and i will need to start packing my things alrdy. Not sure whether this time i will be emotional again or not.

4/9 sunny

Went her to accompany her at night time. Nothing much to do, cant afford to go out and have dinner all the times. She will be heading back soon enough and better stick around till the last moment. After that, it probably will be a 2 year farewell for both of us because she also needs to have her internship next yr and there wont be any work available for her here at our hometown, whereas for me, it will be better for me to stay in france and really focus on my 3 month internship next yr because i will start to specialize in my favorite field alrdy. It will be some hard times for us, but we dont hv any other choice.

3/9 sunny

Finally go for a sushi dinner as promised, but in the end, we didnt order to big plate of sushi as planned before, because it is really too expensive and at that time i didnt have that much of money left inside my pocket. Watever, doesnt make huge difference after all because i can always treat her another sushi meal when i really start working next time. Hopefully we are still together that time then.

2/9 sunny

As usual, went to her house at night time. At first i planned to go out to have a sushi dinner with her as i have promised before, but her brother is having his birthday today, so she would like to eat at home, together with her family. Well, no really a big deal for me since we can delay the sushi dinner to another day that suit us, because we are such free persons after all.

1/9 sunny

At first, we planned to go out for a sushi dinner together, but in the end we cancelled it because we decided it too late. So, i got no other choice but to go to accompany her as usual. She doesnt know how to drive even though she does have a licence. Watever, it doesnt bother me so much to go her there if she doesnt know how to drive. As long as she is free then all should be fine alryd.

31/8 sunny

National day, but we didnt go for the countdown. Nothing special about it, better stay at home n rest. Went out limteh with her and her cousin at night. I became her personal driver for that. Nvm, as long as we can still spend some precious time together. Her cousin will be going out to study soon, a few days earlier than her. That time gonna miss her again, although i keep on reminding myself to focus on my studies afterwards. Watever, fail to control my emotions as always.

20/8 rainy

She was busy the whole day, so it would be an off day for me.After today, i cant stay up for so late at her house alrdy, since it will be the ghost festival according to chinese tradition. Well, i dont really believe in such things, but since my parents insist not to do so, then i will jz follow their orders then. But, since she will be busy in the morning, so i got no other choice but to go her there in the night time. Watever, jz be more careful then will be enough alrdy. 

29/8 rainy

Almost the same as yesterday, busy with my own things in the morning and afternoon. Went to her house there at night n that is it. When i was planning to go back home, it started to rain a little bit but luckily it did stop in the end, or else i would have to go back under the rain. It had been raining these few days continuously but it is still so damn hot there. End of august alrdy, i need to prepare going back soon.

28/8 sunny

The same day 2 years ago, we became galfriend and boyfriend. Now, after 2 years have passed, we are holding each other's hand together. Although we do quarrel from time to time, we do have a lot of fun moments together too. In the morning, we went out together to settle lots of things and bought those necessary things to bake biscuits. She planned to make some biscuits in my house using the oven on this day. After that, we went out to have our lunch and we only started baking the biscuits in the afternoon. In the morning, we did try to do it, but that time the oven was not functionning at all and i really didnt know what happen with it. But, in the afternoon, when we were trying it with my mum, it turned out to be ok and working normally. Then only we started to make the biscuits and it took us quite a lot of time to finish off the whole thing. Normally, we planned to go out to have a sushi dinner togehter, but in the end my parents insisted us to stay back n have the dinner together in the house. Watever, we can still go for sushi another time in the future then. 

27/8 sunny

Went up to my old kampung in kanowit with my parents. They wanted to buy some durians from our relatives. But, in the end, they didnt accept any money from us, and they jz gave us as free gift. The whole journey made me so damn tired. But, after back, my dad even asked me out with him for a while in order to settle something in the bank with him and it was raining that time too. Whatever, long time didnt get soaked under such a rain and this can only happen in sibu here, not in malaysia.

26/8 sunny

Well, the same nornal things. Did nothing in the morning, but went her there after taking my lunch. Only left 1 week plus for us to stay together. After that, we will be heading back to continue our studies again. Better appreciate every single moment then.

25/8 rainy

Nothing special on this saturday. Nothing to do in the morning and afternoon because she wanted to sleep so much. So, i could only go her house there at night time. If not, other things were just as usual and nothing special at all. 

24/8 sunny

Went out to open up a new bank account with my mum here. In fact, it does not require my mum's name, unlike from what i thought before. But, the procedure is still very much complicated and it took me the whole afternoon to set up the whole things together. But, in the end, it did link up with my acc in france and now all i have to do is to wait for the euro to raise up and then convert them altogther into rm in one go. Night time, well, she made me laksa, jz like i have told her to do last time. Not bad at all, well, all her cookings are jz as good as usual. Thank you then.

23/8 rainy

Today was chinese valentine day, but it was raining the whole way. We planned to go out for a dinner together, but in the end, we jz cancelled it off. Watever, no other chocie, but fortunately, it did stop raining after dinner time. Although could not go out for a dinner together, i could still go her there.

22/8 rainy

Didnnt do much things today, jz some random stuff as usual. Today was movie day, but we didnt go for a movie at all. There is no any new movie at the moment and it will a waste to go and spend money to watch movie like that. I think she prefer i spend the money and go for a dinner with her rather than spending on a useless movie like that. Besides, we can also download the movie after that, so it is really not worth for it. 

21/8 sunny

Didnt do much things today. Time really does fly. End of august alrdy and it is time for me to start preparing to go back to france again. Some unlucky fellow need to go back earlier because they have to resit some exams. For me, i am so damn lucky that i passed all of them in one go, or else i will be damned. After all, even if i did fail certain exams, there is nothing else that i can do at the moment, because my flight will be on the 10 sept and i cant change it. They also wont ask me to change my flight like that because they know that it is not really that cheap.

20/8 rainy

Went to bintagor and sarikei with her family the whole day. But i didnt buy anything in the end, because i am not sure whether the price there is lower or higher as compared to the one in sibu here. Besides, i dont hv any more money left inside my pocket that time. So i cant really do anything that time. But when i came back homw, my parents scolded me, saying that why i didnt buy anything there, because the things there are much more cheaper there. Well, i did not know about it that time, so, whatever. Nothing can be changed.

19/8 sunny

What do I do today? Jz some normal stuffs as usual, without anything special. Went out at night time, whereas morning and afternoon jz busy with those sites. Now i am wondering whether to spend my time on my website or not. It is hard to start with, but when it got traffic, it is the most promising source of income as compared to other sites. But, it will take a lot of time to get to that level. Normally, it will need around 6 months and you cant be sure about the outcome. Maybe your blog will jz die as it should be, or will simply become famous. Hard decision to make. 

18/8 rainy

Right now, i am still very hesitating whether i want to take out my money and put them inside my bank account here, because it offers a higher interest rate. But, the problem is with the currency exchange rate at the moment. It is so damn low that if i take out lots of money, i will lose for around 10 k like that. There are other solutions, but i am still hesitating about them, because it will be much more complicated and i need to have at least 20k money in order to open up a new account here. Well, sure do need to come to a conclusion sooner or later because time flies.

17/8 rainy

Raining in the morning. Whatever, dont really care so much because i would be staying indoor doing my own stuff. And she was out till very late at night to her grandmother there. So, jz staying at home in the end, doing some normal stuff as usual.

16/8 cloudy

On the same day last year, i went back to france holiday. I needed some time to settle my new home thingy, but in the end, i sure did arrive far too early. That time, the hostel was not open yet, and my school would only start on 10 sept like that. What a waste of time.

15/8 sunny

As boring as usual, but time sure does flies. It is alrdy mid august and after 3 more weeks, i will be going back to france once again. And this time, it is going to be away for 2 years becasue i need to do a three month intership. Actually, i got a choice between either a 3 months internship without holiday or a 1 year intership with summer break. Well,  i dont want to waste away another year like that, although i sure do can earn lots of money during that 1working year. 

14/8 sunny

What did i do today? Jz some normal stufff, nothing special at all. If not doing some random work to make some money, then it will be going out with here.

13/8 cloudy

Those french kids asked for a reunion tonight. The only thing that i dont understand are the time and venue of that reunion. They set it at 7 pm at rasa sayang. 7pm? for dinner or supper? and rasa sayang is not open at night time, everyone should know about it. They should know about it since we went to the same place last year too, and it was closed that time as well. Speechless on their planning, whatever, not always hang out with them too, only once in a while. Maybe it will also be the only reunion that we have, jz like last yr.

12/8 rainy

Raining the entire morning. Luckily it did stop in the afternoon, or else i would jz have to go back and sleep again. Have been fooling around for quite an entire week ever since i have finished my useless training there. Well, i was not actually fooling around, besides spending a few moments playing some games from time to time. The rest of my free time is all dedicated to those making money online websites, if not, at least finding some other information on the net.

11/8 sunny

Didnt go anywhere today. She was busy the whole day. I actually planned to go her house there this afternoon, but she was still outside there at that time. In the end, i jz stayed at home and did my own things. Left only 1 more month before i have to pack my things and go back for another 2 more years. Wont be able to come back next yr because i have to stay back and do my 3 months internship. Whatever, life is like that one.

10/8 rainy

Today jz stayed at home the whole day and did almost nthg. Well, what i mean by nthg is simply doing those normal works once again. Right now i am hesitating whether want to invest my money on 1 website that i have come across recently. Other people are recommanding the same website to me saying that they have made lots of money with it over the past few months. But I am still not so sure about it because it is quite hard to tell whether they can generate much money as they were promising before. Maybe I will just keep on focusing on other sites for the time being.
Movie and Game Rental

9/8 rainy

Last night went out for a movie, today better just stay at her home. Or else later on she will start to complain getting tired because of going out too often and bla bla. Last time I thought that she was a out going person, but in fact, she is a more in door person than i am. Somtimes i even have to force her to go out with me. Whatever, stay at home and accompany her to watch 1 or 2 movies also not bad.

8/8 sunny

Nthg much to do at home. If i am not going to her there, then I will be spending the entire day doing some other things to make some money online, or simply searching for other websites which promise a higher earning. I have not really enjoyed my holiday ever since, everday sure got something to busy with. Last time was because of my internship, now it is finally over,  but i will jz keep myself busy with those eanring money online thingy. Dont really have any time to sit back and enjoy a nice movie, unless i am watching it with her.

7/8 rainy

Finally raining after a long hot week. This time, it was a big rain and i am so damn pleased with it. Luckily we didnt have any program in the morning, or else we gonna need to cancel it off. This kind of strange weather has really pissed me off sometimes, i still remember that it kept on raining at the moment when i was going out to work last time and ever since i stopped working, it stopped raining. Seem like it jz dont like me and want to trouble me a lot.

6/8 sunny

Went to her house for the whole afternoon and accompanied her watch the drama the whole day. Not really a big deal since I dont really have anything else to do or to busy with at the moment. Normally all things have been done, i have passed all the exams, the report is really to be handed in as well. Maybe only left 1 problem for me at the time being, I really dunno whether i need to take out all my money and invest it in the local bank here or not. The interest rate is higher, but the conversion rate is so damn slow that if i convert all my money back to rm, i am going to lose tons of money jz because of a low rate. Hard choice.

5/8 sunny

Finally raining after a long hot week without any rain. But, the rain didnt last for a long time, so it didnt have much effect as i have expected. Whatever, at least i dont really care so much about it because i didnt go out at all today. Slept at home but in the end i had nightmares all the times, maybe I can't just sleep whenever i wish for, unlike her.

4/8 sunny

Stayed at home and did nthg in the morning, jz spent my time typing and earned some money there. Sometimes, i always wonder, is she really so damn busy? Got dinner there n here, or need to go out with family there and here everday, or even need to help her cousin to buy things there n here. Sometimes when my parents ask me out, and i need to follow her timetable, can only go out with them when she is not free and dont hv time for me, leaving me some free time. Some other times, i even reject my parents because i need to go out with her. Maybe she will think I am stupid, and says that she never asks me to sacrifice so much for this relationship. But the question is that, if both persons all do the same thing without really thinking about sacrificing some time to spend time with each other, then how can u maintain the relationship? I know that everyone will gets tired after getting in relationship for a long time and feels very tired to do or sacrifice something to maintain it. But, if you start to feel tired and become lazy when you are still in a relationship, then what about your life after marriage? Wont it be even worse until such a level that both persons got nthg to talk about with each other? I can tell u first, i dont want that kind of marriage and i will ask for a divorce straight away, cause i cant bear a life like that and i dont want my kids to grow up under such atmosphere. No family love, how can my kids be happy then? Maybe for certain people, that is normal and okay for them, but i am not okay for this kind of life. Well, at least for now, i am still trying to put in some efforts to ensure a happy relationship, buying things for her from time to time, taking her out whenever it is possible. I hope that it is same for her too.

3/8 sunny

Last day, not feeling anything, not even having a single thought to stay behind and continue working until the end of my holiday. Well, at least i am not stupid enough to stay there and work just to pass the time and earn nothing in the end. Better stay at home to do my own things and enjoy my holiday. Report handed in, card passed up, all is done, now only i am on my holiday. 

2/8 sunny

Nothing special, went working, came back and that is all. Tmr will be my last day, after that i will be a free man once again. 

1/8 sunny

Still left 3 more days before i can really finish this bullshit internship. No salary, need to wake up so early everyday and no internet connection while I am working. Only got work to do in the morning, whereas afternoon I will be having few hours to kill there. It is great, if only i have internet, then for sure i can spend the time to make some money online by doing some tasks. But this is not the case here. So, literally, only left a few more things for me to do, sleeping. If not, then I also can spend the time to write some new posts for my website. If i really dont hv the mood to do anything, then i can jz spend time to watch some nice movies. After I came back here, i hardly have any time to sit down and enjoy a nice movie. I spent most of the time searching things and earning money online. hope that my hard work will get paid next time in the future.

31/7 sunny

Same as usual, finished all those tests and then went sleeping in the study room. It is not really comfortable, but at least I managed to get some sleep to help me stay focus afterwards. 

30/7 sunny

Monday morning again, and it will be the last boring monday that i am going to have for my internship. After finishing all those tests, i just hided myself inside the study room and fell asleep there. Nobody cared and i got nothing else to do too. Spending time like this is really a waste of time and i really dunno how the hell the other trainee managed to stand this kind of life for few months. 

29/7 sunny

Notthing much to do today. She will be going out tonight, leaving me no other choice but to stay at home and find some other things to keep me busy with. I have come back for almost 1 month alrdy, my internship is nearly done too, this week will be my final week. Report is done alrdy as well, all I need to do is to go back and print out another copy with color and then hand it in to my school. There will be a presentation too, but we still got many time to prepare for it.

28/7 sunny

Went out the whole day, nothing much to talk about it. Just like any other days. 

27/7 sunny

Finally finished my report and handed in without any major problems. They are going to go through over it for a while before i can pass it up to the person in the human resource section. Still got 1 more week left and after that I will be a freeman. Finally i can really my last holiday. Next time I wont be able to have any more holiday, because it will be a 3 month training. Whatever, dont really care much, since I will be earning euro that time.

26/7 sunny

Last night playing with the printer and ink, making my hands become all black. I spent the whole night trying there, but in the end, it jz didnt work out. Still jamming there, if i got the choice, for sure i would jz throw it into the dustbin. Useless good for nthg, better use the extra space for other things. Luckily she got another printer at her home there, so, in the end, i jz went there and printed out the report. But, we are running out of ink again and still got half of it left behind. See what to do tomorrow then.

25/7 rainy

Almost done with my report, jz missing those troublesome interviews. When I was trying to print out the evalution form for my school, my printer kept on jamming there. I could not even remove or change the ink even if i opened up the cover. Wtf. Old things sure need to be thrown away sooner or later. So, how can i print out my report then? I got another printer in my home there, but I have never expected that I need to print another copy for the water board for documentation. Haiz, troublesome company. 

24/7 rainy

Raining the whole day. I planned to go her there to print out something for my porject, but the rain jz kept on continue for the whole day non-stop. Haiz, hate this kind of weather very much, always rain at the wrong timing. Watever, luckily i still got few more days to do it, so, still no need to rush over it yet. 

23/7 sunny

Still got less than 2 weeks before I really finish my internship here. Normally, I should hand in my report around this time too, since those people need some time to read and correct it too. Last time I planned to only do it at the end of my holiday when I fell bored, but seem like my plan just does not work out. Whatever, better do it sooner than wait until the due date. Get it done faster, meaning that I will have more free time afterwards to do the things that I want. 

22/7 rainy

Feeling so damn hot the whole day, but it just didnt want to rain. Only until late at night, then it started to rain. Hopefully that it won't rain again tmr morning, or else I will be a dead meat just like the last few weeks ago. It rained for the past 2 monday mornings at the moment when I wanted to go to work, so, in the end, I had to ask my brother to fetch me to go to work, and he really doesnt like it at all. Watever, if i got the choice, for sure i also dont want to ask for his help. 

21/7 sunny

Well, nothing much to do on a saturday. Other people are busy doing their own things, so I got no other choice but to do or find something to do. Spent the whole afternoon updating my website. Now only i know that it sure takes a lot of efforts and time to do such a thing if ever I wish to make some money online. And it is not sure that i will be getting tons of money after putting all my efforts few months later. My efforts may just go to waste afterwards, who knows? Well, at leats I have tried then

20/7 sunny

Nothing much to say about this day. Boss can do watever they want, including scolding other people without any reasons. Lesson of the day, remember those who have offended you and when you finally become a boss, you make them suffer like hell and regret for the things that they have done.

19/7 sunny

Same as usual, jz that they got a fire outbreak demo when I was doing my internship. There was nothing special at all, everyone got their chance to test and try out the fire extinguisher for once. Well, last time in my school I alrdy did once and I got no comment on it. Watever, done it and then go back home straight away.

18/7 rainy

Keep on raining these few days. I really feel so damn tired with this kind of weather especially when it only starts to rain while i was going out from my home. Still the same as usual, nothing much to do during my internship, wasting my precious time only. If only i can online there, for sure I can start to do something with my blog or website. Watever, at least I can start to type my internship report while i got the free time. 

17/7 rainy

Raining the whole day, kind of speechless with this kind of weather. 

16/7 sunny

Nthg to say, speechless for me myself. I screwed it up myself.

15/7 rainy

Nothing to do in the morning but to update my website. There are many works to do at the moment, but I jz not sure whether my efforts will be well paid or not later on. Many people are claiming that they make thousand of dollars by working on their website online, but there are just too much competition nowadays and it is going to be really hard for some newbies to go into the online market now. It will be too late alrdy. Some ppl jz sign up for 1 day and then gone the next day, thinking that they will make tons of money jz by signing up. Hard work for sure is needed in the early stage but no ppl can promise a good revenue after that. Whatever, I still want to try my luck a little bit, even though I fail next time, at least I have tried my best.

14/7 cloudy

Going out the whole day, luckily today's sun is not so hot, or else I will get burnt like that. Last few days, it was always raining, if not then sunny till so hot. Hardly we have any cool weather jz like the one we had today, windy, without much sunlinght, cool and not so hot. I really like this kind of weather a lot, no need to wear a jacket when going out, and can enjoy the cold breeze when I am going out as well. In france, we always have this kind of weather, not so hot and not so cold. No need to bring umbrella out as well since it hardly rains and even though it does rain, it will be a very small rain. But, if you need to walk for a long distance, then it is still wiser to bring am umbrella with you.  

13/7 rainy

Raining all these few weeks continously. I am getting so tired with this kind of weather. Can't go out, can't go back, can't do anything at all. Why is it that it is raining like this ever since I am back to my hometown here? Finished the first week of my internship, meaning that I only have 8 weeks left in sibu here. Time does fly and what do i need to do to spend my time carefully then? Besides working for the time being, i hardly have any extra time left for anything. Well, if she asks me don't always stick around with her, then fine, I will just spend my time for other things, till that time, she better doesnt regret just like last time. 

12/7 sunny

Went to to her new house for the first time. It was so damn hard to find, as I expected and the map that she gave me lack of many important information. It is not stated where do I need to take the right turn and so on, and for the first time, I drove almost the bridge to other places. Haiz, wasting time and energy to find the right place. Watever, at least I know where she lives now, but I am not really sure about the way yet. Need to try few more times then only can remember the correct way, after all, I always based on my instinct when I drive on the road. 

11/7 rainy

rainy continously for these 3 days when I was going out, wtf man. I really hate this kind of weahter. It does not want to rain when I was working or when I was sleeping. But, it always starts raining when I was about to go out to work, or go back for lunch or even when I was going back home after work. These 3 days were all like that, wtf man. Just wat the fuck is wrong with this weather, is it playing with me or testing with my patience there?

10/7 rainy

Working, working non stop. Now I really prefer to stay at home and do my own things as compared to working for other people. The thing that make me fristrated the most is that I am not earning a single sen for this entire whole month. Furthermore, I will also need to settle my lunch myself, either going back home which is so far away or go to canteen to eat everyday. well, since I am not earning anything, so the choice is very clear. I don't want to waste my money for my lunch anymore. I have lost so many money throughout this entire unlucky yr alrdy, so better try to save a bit now. 

9/7 rainy

First day internship and then it started to rain like shit. What the hell was going on here. Sometimes I really feel like I am having such a bad luck this year, all thing damaged or lost in this short year. Internship dont have any money, not to mention that I have to spend my money to eat during lunch break too. If I really have the choice, I will just go back and do my internship in france since the other fellow also wants to play around with me, once again. Play hide and seek all the times as if she didnt hv any childhood memory at all. I really dunno whether she is so damn shy or wat, sometimes really hard to understand her mind. Got pimples and then become uglier and then dont dare to show in front of me? Who comment about your pimples last time? Every time when I ask her out and when i get rejected, I really feel so stupid and I won't go n ask again. Pointless, jz being pointless. Doing nthg at home and sometimes can even say tired and dont want go out whereas I need to work the whole day and can still ask her out. What kind of reason is that? 

8/7 rainy

Well, tmr I will need to start my internship alrdy. I just came back home for few days, and I havent really enjoyed my holiday yet. Internship for 1 month and the worse thing is that I am not getting any money from it. I need to write a report in the end some more. Well, at least one thing that I am glad is that I can actually come back home and enjoy my holiday in my hometown with my family and my friends. Next yr I think I will just stay in france and do my internship there since it is better paid there and i can save my flight ticket money at the same time as well. 

7/7 sunny

Stayed inside the home for the whole day. Last night at least I went out with my family a while and finally tasted kampua after a whole year. The taste still the same, only the price has increased a bit. Actually today i wanted to go to take the law class one. But in the end i just forget about it for the time being since i wont be using car for these few yrs so it willl be quite useless for me to have my licence now.Jz wait until i have finished all my studies and then i will straight away take the test and then buy a new car. Well, at least that is what i am planning for the time being.

6/7 sunny

Nothing much to do. Just called the jabatan air to tell them that i am going to start my work next monday. After that, I just stayed online the whole day to make some money there. My blod got deleted and I need to start it over again. Well then, i need to find some time to settle all those ads and template thingy again. It wont need much time for those things, but what worry me the most will be the topic. Really not sure whether want to draw cartoon or not with my current skill now. Watever, maybe will just give it a try then.

5/7 sunny

I stayed most of the time at home today, doing nthg, besides online and finding some info. Now only I know that my other blog got deleted because of some marketing posts inside there. I really thought that I can at least promote my products on my blog since it is not allowed everywhere else, not on yahoo answer, webasnwers, hubpages, squidoo etc. Blogger was really my last solution and actually it is forbbiden to do so as well. Well, why dont they ban those blogs which have adult contents then? Those are more serious crimes, right? No idea at all. So, cant promote my products, no more money from clickbank. I can only promote them through facebook or twitter and i really dont think that my friends are going to buy them since those products are from us, not from malaysia. Better just left it behind and find other ways to earn money, maybe I will just start a new blog and this time drawing some funny mangas to attract visitors. Story line is nearly finished, all left is to see whether my drawing skill is good enough to come out with a decent manga or not.

4/7 sunny

Finally reached sibu. I reached at night and I did not manage to have dinner before having my flight due to system down of airasia. It took me an hour or more to queue during the check in process and the service was really bad till speechless. If only i got the choice, I will really prefer to take mas to go back. Well, I have alrdy spent another 300 to buy the new ticket, maybe I will jz be patient a while to save my money. Haiz, really getting so damn frustrated with the ticket that i bought last time. I thought that I was going to arrive one day earlier because it is not really clearly stated there. Watever, Really have some bad luck this entire yr, passport lost, psp damaged, and now need to throw away some air tickets again. Wat a life.

3/7 sunny

Have been staying the nearly the whole day inside the airport waiting for my transit. Well, at least the airport is not half bad since they have those eletric socket everywhere and I can just pluck in my psp and then play my games for few hours there. The only problem is that my stomach is not feeling well at all due to those strange food that I have been eating in the plane. Those food werent spoilt, jz that I cant change my eating style directly like that. My stomach is not feeling good, so does my head due to insufficient sleep. Watever, it is the price that i must pay in order to get back.

2/7 rainy

raining the whole day once more, even on the day when i am going back. Nothing much to do today, i alrdy finished off all the necessary things few days before. Only need to clean my refrigerator and then mop the floor with clean water and then all is set. Will need to find something to do during the 14 hrs transit. Haiz, if only i got the choice, for sure i wont take a transit for so long time, i got nthg to do at all.

1/7 rainy

Raining the whole day, getting fed up with this kind of weather. Actually they planned to have some sort of dinner tonight just before i going back since someone may wont be here anymore next yr. But, due to this kind of shit weather, it is wiser to stay at home and do other things. I planned to start off my carton on my blog in order to drive traffic but then only i realise that my microsoft doesnt hv valid product key, meaning that i cant use the powerpoint to edit the pciture that i draw, wtf man. Leave it for the time being, see what can i do when i am back to sibu.

30/6 sunny

Cleaning my house a little bit by a little bit, after all i dont really have anything much to throw away, jz need to spend some time to clean up the toilet, the kitchen and the book rack and all should be fine alrdy. Still thinking about what i have to bring to back to my hometown, it seems like there is really nthg to bring back at all. Watever, jz like usual, some chocolates like last time.

29/6 sunny

Few days left and starting from now i will need to clean up my room already. Now only I notice that I have never cleaned some parts of my room and they are actually quite dirty alrdy. Watever, still got 2 or 3 days left, so it wont be a big problem for me.

28/6 sunny

Feeling quite tired after trying to earn some money online. It is really not easy at all in the beginning, and there are a lot of things to do. Need to optimize the search engine, need to get some referral and need to think of the way to promote the product if ever i want to earn the commision through selling. Haiz, too many things to do, dont even know where to start. Maybe I am just to ambitious, want to earn money with so many ways, whereas other people will just focus on the single thing that they are best at and then work for it? I really need to choose the best option and stay focus starting from now then. 

27/6 sunny

Nothing to do today, and she cant open up a new account on webasnwers too, since it is prohibited. Now only i know that those western countries actually think that asians are cunning. They think that all asians like to cheat to get more money from those invalid clicks and so on. Hmm, but i cant deny that fact, since sometimes i really have the thought to do so too. Watever, since it is banned in malaysia, nthg can be done, I can only go find other programs online and do it on my own then.

26/6 sunny

Finally holiday alrdy. My friend asked me to go out for a lunch together to celebrate for the coming holiday. Ok then since I have got nothing else to do, and I am actually quite free too. Then, we went to search for some chocolate shops and those chocolates were really so damn expensive. Haiz, i think i will just go other places and buy the cheaper one. Strange enough, ferrero rocher was not there and I always thought that it was the most expensive chocolate in the world, and actually it is not. There are actually some chocolates which are much more expensive and nicer, according to my friend. But, they are just too expensive, 1 small box for 200g and it will cost me more than 20 euros. Wtf, that is a lot of money, need to reconsider it twice. Better go other places and search for cheaper things.

25/6 sunny

One last exam and after that it will be finished for this yr alrdy. Feel like staying here for more than a yr, hardly have going out at all. Haiz, I prefer staying at home too, going out always means that you have to spend more money and tiring, staying inside can do my own things too. After this, I finally can relax for a while, well for at least a while before going back and start to do my internship. Lucky enough that i only need to do 1 month internship and not 2 or 3 months, or else i will be damned. Next yr will be a totally different story then, really dunno whether can still go back or not. 

24/6 sunny

Not much to study, I even almost finish revising the second subject. Whatever, now I am getting really pissed off by all those advertisement websites, all reject to put them on my blog. Maybe they think that i got no viewer at all? No traffic, nthg else there, so no point to put those ads cause no ppl are going to see them. Haiz, somehow, I am going to make them regret it next time. Watever, better finish my exam first then only think of those things.

23/6 sunny

Study study, but really not in the right mood to do such things. It is all because the remaining 2 exams are not really that hard and i dont think that i need to go through all those things. Watever, since right now i got the time, better use it wisely and dont let myself fail, or else later on it will be so damn ugly for me. If ever i fail, i really dunno what the hell am i going to do since the period for us to resit for the second time will be in the end of august and last time i just tried my luck and want to come back later. I really hate to come back so early and then got nthg else for me to do apart from sitting in front of my pc and online. haiz, watever, done is done.