First day internship and then it started to rain like shit. What the hell was going on here. Sometimes I really feel like I am having such a bad luck this year, all thing damaged or lost in this short year. Internship dont have any money, not to mention that I have to spend my money to eat during lunch break too. If I really have the choice, I will just go back and do my internship in france since the other fellow also wants to play around with me, once again. Play hide and seek all the times as if she didnt hv any childhood memory at all. I really dunno whether she is so damn shy or wat, sometimes really hard to understand her mind. Got pimples and then become uglier and then dont dare to show in front of me? Who comment about your pimples last time? Every time when I ask her out and when i get rejected, I really feel so stupid and I won't go n ask again. Pointless, jz being pointless. Doing nthg at home and sometimes can even say tired and dont want go out whereas I need to work the whole day and can still ask her out. What kind of reason is that?
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