18/8 rainy

Right now, i am still very hesitating whether i want to take out my money and put them inside my bank account here, because it offers a higher interest rate. But, the problem is with the currency exchange rate at the moment. It is so damn low that if i take out lots of money, i will lose for around 10 k like that. There are other solutions, but i am still hesitating about them, because it will be much more complicated and i need to have at least 20k money in order to open up a new account here. Well, sure do need to come to a conclusion sooner or later because time flies.

17/8 rainy

Raining in the morning. Whatever, dont really care so much because i would be staying indoor doing my own stuff. And she was out till very late at night to her grandmother there. So, jz staying at home in the end, doing some normal stuff as usual.

16/8 cloudy

On the same day last year, i went back to france holiday. I needed some time to settle my new home thingy, but in the end, i sure did arrive far too early. That time, the hostel was not open yet, and my school would only start on 10 sept like that. What a waste of time.

15/8 sunny

As boring as usual, but time sure does flies. It is alrdy mid august and after 3 more weeks, i will be going back to france once again. And this time, it is going to be away for 2 years becasue i need to do a three month intership. Actually, i got a choice between either a 3 months internship without holiday or a 1 year intership with summer break. Well,  i dont want to waste away another year like that, although i sure do can earn lots of money during that 1working year. 

14/8 sunny

What did i do today? Jz some normal stufff, nothing special at all. If not doing some random work to make some money, then it will be going out with here.

13/8 cloudy

Those french kids asked for a reunion tonight. The only thing that i dont understand are the time and venue of that reunion. They set it at 7 pm at rasa sayang. 7pm? for dinner or supper? and rasa sayang is not open at night time, everyone should know about it. They should know about it since we went to the same place last year too, and it was closed that time as well. Speechless on their planning, whatever, not always hang out with them too, only once in a while. Maybe it will also be the only reunion that we have, jz like last yr.

12/8 rainy

Raining the entire morning. Luckily it did stop in the afternoon, or else i would jz have to go back and sleep again. Have been fooling around for quite an entire week ever since i have finished my useless training there. Well, i was not actually fooling around, besides spending a few moments playing some games from time to time. The rest of my free time is all dedicated to those making money online websites, if not, at least finding some other information on the net.

11/8 sunny

Didnt go anywhere today. She was busy the whole day. I actually planned to go her house there this afternoon, but she was still outside there at that time. In the end, i jz stayed at home and did my own things. Left only 1 more month before i have to pack my things and go back for another 2 more years. Wont be able to come back next yr because i have to stay back and do my 3 months internship. Whatever, life is like that one.

10/8 rainy

Today jz stayed at home the whole day and did almost nthg. Well, what i mean by nthg is simply doing those normal works once again. Right now i am hesitating whether want to invest my money on 1 website that i have come across recently. Other people are recommanding the same website to me saying that they have made lots of money with it over the past few months. But I am still not so sure about it because it is quite hard to tell whether they can generate much money as they were promising before. Maybe I will just keep on focusing on other sites for the time being.
Movie and Game Rental

9/8 rainy

Last night went out for a movie, today better just stay at her home. Or else later on she will start to complain getting tired because of going out too often and bla bla. Last time I thought that she was a out going person, but in fact, she is a more in door person than i am. Somtimes i even have to force her to go out with me. Whatever, stay at home and accompany her to watch 1 or 2 movies also not bad.

8/8 sunny

Nthg much to do at home. If i am not going to her there, then I will be spending the entire day doing some other things to make some money online, or simply searching for other websites which promise a higher earning. I have not really enjoyed my holiday ever since, everday sure got something to busy with. Last time was because of my internship, now it is finally over,  but i will jz keep myself busy with those eanring money online thingy. Dont really have any time to sit back and enjoy a nice movie, unless i am watching it with her.

7/8 rainy

Finally raining after a long hot week. This time, it was a big rain and i am so damn pleased with it. Luckily we didnt have any program in the morning, or else we gonna need to cancel it off. This kind of strange weather has really pissed me off sometimes, i still remember that it kept on raining at the moment when i was going out to work last time and ever since i stopped working, it stopped raining. Seem like it jz dont like me and want to trouble me a lot.

6/8 sunny

Went to her house for the whole afternoon and accompanied her watch the drama the whole day. Not really a big deal since I dont really have anything else to do or to busy with at the moment. Normally all things have been done, i have passed all the exams, the report is really to be handed in as well. Maybe only left 1 problem for me at the time being, I really dunno whether i need to take out all my money and invest it in the local bank here or not. The interest rate is higher, but the conversion rate is so damn slow that if i convert all my money back to rm, i am going to lose tons of money jz because of a low rate. Hard choice.

5/8 sunny

Finally raining after a long hot week without any rain. But, the rain didnt last for a long time, so it didnt have much effect as i have expected. Whatever, at least i dont really care so much about it because i didnt go out at all today. Slept at home but in the end i had nightmares all the times, maybe I can't just sleep whenever i wish for, unlike her.

4/8 sunny

Stayed at home and did nthg in the morning, jz spent my time typing and earned some money there. Sometimes, i always wonder, is she really so damn busy? Got dinner there n here, or need to go out with family there and here everday, or even need to help her cousin to buy things there n here. Sometimes when my parents ask me out, and i need to follow her timetable, can only go out with them when she is not free and dont hv time for me, leaving me some free time. Some other times, i even reject my parents because i need to go out with her. Maybe she will think I am stupid, and says that she never asks me to sacrifice so much for this relationship. But the question is that, if both persons all do the same thing without really thinking about sacrificing some time to spend time with each other, then how can u maintain the relationship? I know that everyone will gets tired after getting in relationship for a long time and feels very tired to do or sacrifice something to maintain it. But, if you start to feel tired and become lazy when you are still in a relationship, then what about your life after marriage? Wont it be even worse until such a level that both persons got nthg to talk about with each other? I can tell u first, i dont want that kind of marriage and i will ask for a divorce straight away, cause i cant bear a life like that and i dont want my kids to grow up under such atmosphere. No family love, how can my kids be happy then? Maybe for certain people, that is normal and okay for them, but i am not okay for this kind of life. Well, at least for now, i am still trying to put in some efforts to ensure a happy relationship, buying things for her from time to time, taking her out whenever it is possible. I hope that it is same for her too.

3/8 sunny

Last day, not feeling anything, not even having a single thought to stay behind and continue working until the end of my holiday. Well, at least i am not stupid enough to stay there and work just to pass the time and earn nothing in the end. Better stay at home to do my own things and enjoy my holiday. Report handed in, card passed up, all is done, now only i am on my holiday. 

2/8 sunny

Nothing special, went working, came back and that is all. Tmr will be my last day, after that i will be a free man once again. 

1/8 sunny

Still left 3 more days before i can really finish this bullshit internship. No salary, need to wake up so early everyday and no internet connection while I am working. Only got work to do in the morning, whereas afternoon I will be having few hours to kill there. It is great, if only i have internet, then for sure i can spend the time to make some money online by doing some tasks. But this is not the case here. So, literally, only left a few more things for me to do, sleeping. If not, then I also can spend the time to write some new posts for my website. If i really dont hv the mood to do anything, then i can jz spend time to watch some nice movies. After I came back here, i hardly have any time to sit down and enjoy a nice movie. I spent most of the time searching things and earning money online. hope that my hard work will get paid next time in the future.