31/7 sunny

Same as usual, finished all those tests and then went sleeping in the study room. It is not really comfortable, but at least I managed to get some sleep to help me stay focus afterwards. 

30/7 sunny

Monday morning again, and it will be the last boring monday that i am going to have for my internship. After finishing all those tests, i just hided myself inside the study room and fell asleep there. Nobody cared and i got nothing else to do too. Spending time like this is really a waste of time and i really dunno how the hell the other trainee managed to stand this kind of life for few months. 

29/7 sunny

Notthing much to do today. She will be going out tonight, leaving me no other choice but to stay at home and find some other things to keep me busy with. I have come back for almost 1 month alrdy, my internship is nearly done too, this week will be my final week. Report is done alrdy as well, all I need to do is to go back and print out another copy with color and then hand it in to my school. There will be a presentation too, but we still got many time to prepare for it.

28/7 sunny

Went out the whole day, nothing much to talk about it. Just like any other days. 

27/7 sunny

Finally finished my report and handed in without any major problems. They are going to go through over it for a while before i can pass it up to the person in the human resource section. Still got 1 more week left and after that I will be a freeman. Finally i can really my last holiday. Next time I wont be able to have any more holiday, because it will be a 3 month training. Whatever, dont really care much, since I will be earning euro that time.

26/7 sunny

Last night playing with the printer and ink, making my hands become all black. I spent the whole night trying there, but in the end, it jz didnt work out. Still jamming there, if i got the choice, for sure i would jz throw it into the dustbin. Useless good for nthg, better use the extra space for other things. Luckily she got another printer at her home there, so, in the end, i jz went there and printed out the report. But, we are running out of ink again and still got half of it left behind. See what to do tomorrow then.

25/7 rainy

Almost done with my report, jz missing those troublesome interviews. When I was trying to print out the evalution form for my school, my printer kept on jamming there. I could not even remove or change the ink even if i opened up the cover. Wtf. Old things sure need to be thrown away sooner or later. So, how can i print out my report then? I got another printer in my home there, but I have never expected that I need to print another copy for the water board for documentation. Haiz, troublesome company. 

24/7 rainy

Raining the whole day. I planned to go her there to print out something for my porject, but the rain jz kept on continue for the whole day non-stop. Haiz, hate this kind of weather very much, always rain at the wrong timing. Watever, luckily i still got few more days to do it, so, still no need to rush over it yet. 

23/7 sunny

Still got less than 2 weeks before I really finish my internship here. Normally, I should hand in my report around this time too, since those people need some time to read and correct it too. Last time I planned to only do it at the end of my holiday when I fell bored, but seem like my plan just does not work out. Whatever, better do it sooner than wait until the due date. Get it done faster, meaning that I will have more free time afterwards to do the things that I want. 

22/7 rainy

Feeling so damn hot the whole day, but it just didnt want to rain. Only until late at night, then it started to rain. Hopefully that it won't rain again tmr morning, or else I will be a dead meat just like the last few weeks ago. It rained for the past 2 monday mornings at the moment when I wanted to go to work, so, in the end, I had to ask my brother to fetch me to go to work, and he really doesnt like it at all. Watever, if i got the choice, for sure i also dont want to ask for his help. 

21/7 sunny

Well, nothing much to do on a saturday. Other people are busy doing their own things, so I got no other choice but to do or find something to do. Spent the whole afternoon updating my website. Now only i know that it sure takes a lot of efforts and time to do such a thing if ever I wish to make some money online. And it is not sure that i will be getting tons of money after putting all my efforts few months later. My efforts may just go to waste afterwards, who knows? Well, at leats I have tried then

20/7 sunny

Nothing much to say about this day. Boss can do watever they want, including scolding other people without any reasons. Lesson of the day, remember those who have offended you and when you finally become a boss, you make them suffer like hell and regret for the things that they have done.

19/7 sunny

Same as usual, jz that they got a fire outbreak demo when I was doing my internship. There was nothing special at all, everyone got their chance to test and try out the fire extinguisher for once. Well, last time in my school I alrdy did once and I got no comment on it. Watever, done it and then go back home straight away.

18/7 rainy

Keep on raining these few days. I really feel so damn tired with this kind of weather especially when it only starts to rain while i was going out from my home. Still the same as usual, nothing much to do during my internship, wasting my precious time only. If only i can online there, for sure I can start to do something with my blog or website. Watever, at least I can start to type my internship report while i got the free time. 

17/7 rainy

Raining the whole day, kind of speechless with this kind of weather. 

16/7 sunny

Nthg to say, speechless for me myself. I screwed it up myself.

15/7 rainy

Nothing to do in the morning but to update my website. There are many works to do at the moment, but I jz not sure whether my efforts will be well paid or not later on. Many people are claiming that they make thousand of dollars by working on their website online, but there are just too much competition nowadays and it is going to be really hard for some newbies to go into the online market now. It will be too late alrdy. Some ppl jz sign up for 1 day and then gone the next day, thinking that they will make tons of money jz by signing up. Hard work for sure is needed in the early stage but no ppl can promise a good revenue after that. Whatever, I still want to try my luck a little bit, even though I fail next time, at least I have tried my best.

14/7 cloudy

Going out the whole day, luckily today's sun is not so hot, or else I will get burnt like that. Last few days, it was always raining, if not then sunny till so hot. Hardly we have any cool weather jz like the one we had today, windy, without much sunlinght, cool and not so hot. I really like this kind of weather a lot, no need to wear a jacket when going out, and can enjoy the cold breeze when I am going out as well. In france, we always have this kind of weather, not so hot and not so cold. No need to bring umbrella out as well since it hardly rains and even though it does rain, it will be a very small rain. But, if you need to walk for a long distance, then it is still wiser to bring am umbrella with you.  

13/7 rainy

Raining all these few weeks continously. I am getting so tired with this kind of weather. Can't go out, can't go back, can't do anything at all. Why is it that it is raining like this ever since I am back to my hometown here? Finished the first week of my internship, meaning that I only have 8 weeks left in sibu here. Time does fly and what do i need to do to spend my time carefully then? Besides working for the time being, i hardly have any extra time left for anything. Well, if she asks me don't always stick around with her, then fine, I will just spend my time for other things, till that time, she better doesnt regret just like last time. 

12/7 sunny

Went to to her new house for the first time. It was so damn hard to find, as I expected and the map that she gave me lack of many important information. It is not stated where do I need to take the right turn and so on, and for the first time, I drove almost the bridge to other places. Haiz, wasting time and energy to find the right place. Watever, at least I know where she lives now, but I am not really sure about the way yet. Need to try few more times then only can remember the correct way, after all, I always based on my instinct when I drive on the road. 

11/7 rainy

rainy continously for these 3 days when I was going out, wtf man. I really hate this kind of weahter. It does not want to rain when I was working or when I was sleeping. But, it always starts raining when I was about to go out to work, or go back for lunch or even when I was going back home after work. These 3 days were all like that, wtf man. Just wat the fuck is wrong with this weather, is it playing with me or testing with my patience there?

10/7 rainy

Working, working non stop. Now I really prefer to stay at home and do my own things as compared to working for other people. The thing that make me fristrated the most is that I am not earning a single sen for this entire whole month. Furthermore, I will also need to settle my lunch myself, either going back home which is so far away or go to canteen to eat everyday. well, since I am not earning anything, so the choice is very clear. I don't want to waste my money for my lunch anymore. I have lost so many money throughout this entire unlucky yr alrdy, so better try to save a bit now. 

9/7 rainy

First day internship and then it started to rain like shit. What the hell was going on here. Sometimes I really feel like I am having such a bad luck this year, all thing damaged or lost in this short year. Internship dont have any money, not to mention that I have to spend my money to eat during lunch break too. If I really have the choice, I will just go back and do my internship in france since the other fellow also wants to play around with me, once again. Play hide and seek all the times as if she didnt hv any childhood memory at all. I really dunno whether she is so damn shy or wat, sometimes really hard to understand her mind. Got pimples and then become uglier and then dont dare to show in front of me? Who comment about your pimples last time? Every time when I ask her out and when i get rejected, I really feel so stupid and I won't go n ask again. Pointless, jz being pointless. Doing nthg at home and sometimes can even say tired and dont want go out whereas I need to work the whole day and can still ask her out. What kind of reason is that? 

8/7 rainy

Well, tmr I will need to start my internship alrdy. I just came back home for few days, and I havent really enjoyed my holiday yet. Internship for 1 month and the worse thing is that I am not getting any money from it. I need to write a report in the end some more. Well, at least one thing that I am glad is that I can actually come back home and enjoy my holiday in my hometown with my family and my friends. Next yr I think I will just stay in france and do my internship there since it is better paid there and i can save my flight ticket money at the same time as well. 

7/7 sunny

Stayed inside the home for the whole day. Last night at least I went out with my family a while and finally tasted kampua after a whole year. The taste still the same, only the price has increased a bit. Actually today i wanted to go to take the law class one. But in the end i just forget about it for the time being since i wont be using car for these few yrs so it willl be quite useless for me to have my licence now.Jz wait until i have finished all my studies and then i will straight away take the test and then buy a new car. Well, at least that is what i am planning for the time being.

6/7 sunny

Nothing much to do. Just called the jabatan air to tell them that i am going to start my work next monday. After that, I just stayed online the whole day to make some money there. My blod got deleted and I need to start it over again. Well then, i need to find some time to settle all those ads and template thingy again. It wont need much time for those things, but what worry me the most will be the topic. Really not sure whether want to draw cartoon or not with my current skill now. Watever, maybe will just give it a try then.

5/7 sunny

I stayed most of the time at home today, doing nthg, besides online and finding some info. Now only I know that my other blog got deleted because of some marketing posts inside there. I really thought that I can at least promote my products on my blog since it is not allowed everywhere else, not on yahoo answer, webasnwers, hubpages, squidoo etc. Blogger was really my last solution and actually it is forbbiden to do so as well. Well, why dont they ban those blogs which have adult contents then? Those are more serious crimes, right? No idea at all. So, cant promote my products, no more money from clickbank. I can only promote them through facebook or twitter and i really dont think that my friends are going to buy them since those products are from us, not from malaysia. Better just left it behind and find other ways to earn money, maybe I will just start a new blog and this time drawing some funny mangas to attract visitors. Story line is nearly finished, all left is to see whether my drawing skill is good enough to come out with a decent manga or not.

4/7 sunny

Finally reached sibu. I reached at night and I did not manage to have dinner before having my flight due to system down of airasia. It took me an hour or more to queue during the check in process and the service was really bad till speechless. If only i got the choice, I will really prefer to take mas to go back. Well, I have alrdy spent another 300 to buy the new ticket, maybe I will jz be patient a while to save my money. Haiz, really getting so damn frustrated with the ticket that i bought last time. I thought that I was going to arrive one day earlier because it is not really clearly stated there. Watever, Really have some bad luck this entire yr, passport lost, psp damaged, and now need to throw away some air tickets again. Wat a life.

3/7 sunny

Have been staying the nearly the whole day inside the airport waiting for my transit. Well, at least the airport is not half bad since they have those eletric socket everywhere and I can just pluck in my psp and then play my games for few hours there. The only problem is that my stomach is not feeling well at all due to those strange food that I have been eating in the plane. Those food werent spoilt, jz that I cant change my eating style directly like that. My stomach is not feeling good, so does my head due to insufficient sleep. Watever, it is the price that i must pay in order to get back.

2/7 rainy

raining the whole day once more, even on the day when i am going back. Nothing much to do today, i alrdy finished off all the necessary things few days before. Only need to clean my refrigerator and then mop the floor with clean water and then all is set. Will need to find something to do during the 14 hrs transit. Haiz, if only i got the choice, for sure i wont take a transit for so long time, i got nthg to do at all.

1/7 rainy

Raining the whole day, getting fed up with this kind of weather. Actually they planned to have some sort of dinner tonight just before i going back since someone may wont be here anymore next yr. But, due to this kind of shit weather, it is wiser to stay at home and do other things. I planned to start off my carton on my blog in order to drive traffic but then only i realise that my microsoft doesnt hv valid product key, meaning that i cant use the powerpoint to edit the pciture that i draw, wtf man. Leave it for the time being, see what can i do when i am back to sibu.

30/6 sunny

Cleaning my house a little bit by a little bit, after all i dont really have anything much to throw away, jz need to spend some time to clean up the toilet, the kitchen and the book rack and all should be fine alrdy. Still thinking about what i have to bring to back to my hometown, it seems like there is really nthg to bring back at all. Watever, jz like usual, some chocolates like last time.