26/10 rainy

Got another party tonight, this time it will be a normal school party, but for sure i wont be going this time, especially after wat has happened yesterday back then. Although my friends kept on asking me to go, better dont care them, after all, it was raining the whole night, and i am not stupid enough to walk under rain all the ways to my school jz for some stupid party with them. Especially seeing how they drink like some crazy people and then help me get drunk afterwards. 

25/10 sunny

Got a party for international students tonight and i actually went for it. Last time not really interested in these sort of things, but after being persuaded by my friends, why not then? n after all, i will be having holiday soon, so it will be the perfect timing for me to relax for a while then. But after a cup of beer only i alrdy started not feeling well, and it was actually the first time that i get drunk. Really feel not so well during that 20 mins, lost all my visions and almost all my consciousness. I could hardly stand and walk properly too. That time jz sit back down there and then try to hold myself back. My eyes were wide open but all i could see were black in color, nthg more. Haiz, now i only know that i cant drink any achohol at all, not that i dont want to learn it, but because my body wont be able to stand it. Watever.

24/10 sunny

Well, at least i did do something today. I went find some infos about my coming lab, although i was not really in such kind of mood these few days. Whatever, still hv to do it and i cant jz leave my partner do all the things, although he actually wont go and find something on his own before that day. Jz do watever i can to save all the troubles afterwards.

23/10 sunny

Dont hv class in the afternoon, which means, it will be another gaming time for me then. After all, holiday is jz around the corner, and especially i alrdy had my exams yesterday, so right now, i dont really care much about studying or all those stupid things anymore. Well, except that i still need to prepare for my lab this coming friday before having my 1 week holiday then.

22/10 sunny

The tests for today were jz so so, cant really say that they are easy, but they were not difficult too. Watever, as long as i get a pass for it then all should be ok alrdy. After those tests, i will be on holiday mode alrdy, although my real holiday will only begin next week, but watever, who cares? Now dont really need to study so damn hard because will forget all those terms again when the exams are coming that time, so it is better to study that time rather than wasting time now.

21/10 sunny

Study study the whole day. At first i thought that time would be really enough this time, but in the end, i nearly didnt manage to finish off the notes. Haiz, got so many things to do suddenly, i also could not help with it. Need to study for my japanese and then need to finish off the lab report at the same time. Haiz haiz, alrdy miserable like this for the first exam, what about the next one then? 

20/10 sunny

Finish those notes earlier than i had expected. Well, i have seen most of the reactions last year and i jz need to recall back my old memories. However, i also need to spend some extra time to finish off the lab report and then need to revise japanese too. Orga and japanese tests will be on the next monday, the very same day. Watever, it doesnt really matter at all because japanese for me is quite easy

19/10 sunny

Spent the whole night trying to finish the notes, but i also needed to go down to the washing machine to wash my clothes. So, in the end, didnt really study much, and besides, i hardly have any study mood at all during a friday night, where all those students will jz go out and play. Well, i guess i dont have any choice because of the exam next week then. 

18/10 sunny

Finally start to look through all those notes for the first exam. There are around 80 pages, but most of them are jz simply some examples for us to understand. So, it wont take much time to study it all, jz need to pass some time to memorize the equation and the mecanisms of the reactions. Although it does not sound that hard at all, still it is the most time comsuming subject. Other subjects require mere understanding to score well in the exam, unlike orga chem.

17/10 sunny

After finishing the lab report, it is around 11 something alrdy. Planning to study for a bit that time so that i can finish the notes before exam, but right after i start studying, i feel so damn sleepy, my head is turning around and i have some serious headache. Feeling so damn lazy, where is my study mood? i need to find it back soon so that i wont be KO'ed right in the first exam.

16/10 sunny

Starting to feel cold these few days alrdy. Autumn is coming soon and i am falling sick because of this season change. Have to force myself to start looking through all the notes alrdy, if not i sure will die for the exam before this holiday, especially it is the subject that i hate the most.

15/10 sunny

Trying to study for the exam next week, but really not such a mood every night. After coming back home, jz sit in front of my laptop and then watching those animes. Whenever i try to open up my notes, i start to feel sleepy straight away. How can i prepare for my exam then? haiz

14/10 sunny

Finally i am willing to sit in front of my table and start doing my homework. Especially that orga chem lab report, there are jz tons of things to put inside the report, but luckily we only need to hand in 1 report per 2 persons, if not then i would need to stay up late at night to rush over it. That game is done, so now i can finally focus on my studies alrdy. Well, that is what i plan to do, after all, right after that exam, i will be having 1 week holiday alrdy.

13/10 sunny

Gaming the whole day there. Long time didnt have that kind of feeling alrdy. Well, last tiime always busy with other things and i also didnt know that i can actually play the new games without upgrading to a new system. Been nearly a yr didnt touch my ps3 alrdy. Cincai cincai cincai, but i actually got quite a lot of things to do at the moment. Have never started studying up until now. 

12/10 sunny

Finally can rest a bit during this weekend. Although i will be having an exam in 2 week time, but watever, dont care it first. Cant really concentrate at the moment, since i have jz started a whole new game. My head is jz full of all those gaming details and tactics and even if i try studying right now, it wont do any good from it. So, better try my best to finish that game as fast as possible so that i can concentrate on my studies later on.

11/10 rainy *****

Need to prepare my lab again. Very annoying and tiring. Especially need to stay in the school in the noon in order to finish the lab report with my friends. Hate their working style, but got no choice but jz have to follow them. For me, i will for sure do it at home and then pass the report around to my friends and ask them to finish their parts. That will be so much easy as compared to staying at school the whole time and wait for other ppl finish their parts before continuing with our own parts. Watever, cincai them.

10/10 sunny

Need to prepare my lab report for this coming orga lab, although that is what i keep saying to myself, i still stick my face to my ps3 there all the times. Well, i jz contacted my friend and he actually told me that i dont need to update my system version anymore, because those hackers have been hacking all those new games for the old system too. So, meaning that with my old system now, i can actually play nearly all those new games without any problem. Well, that is a good news for me, because i have been waiting to play my favourite game for such a long time alrdy. But, it also means that i wont be studying for the time being as well, which will be a bad thing to do at the moment, especially before chem orga test.

9/10 rainy

Monday again and weekend jz seems like passing so fast. In the end, i didnt manage to do anything during this weeked, besides sleeping all the times. If not sleeping then i would be watching animes there. There will be an organic chem exam in 2 week time, but watever, dont really care it so much, since i am looking forward to the 1 week holiday in 3 week time from now on. Every yr we sure will start with organic chem and i really hate it so much.

8/10 sunny

Insomia last time, didnt manage to have enough sleep again. Y do i always get insomia, even though i know that my body is damn exhausted alrdy. But it jz didnt want to go into sleep even though i keep laying on the bed there for 1 hr plus. Haiz haiz, hate hate it. Really envy those ppl that can sleep anywhere and anytime they want to. N today got a lab to do too. Watever, used to feeling sleepy in the class alrdy.

7/10 rainy

Weekend ends soon. Where is my study mood? really hate going to school n wasting time for some useless classes there. Better off resting at home or do something that is more meaningful. If i am going to do a phd here, i will need to waste 3 more yrs here, imagine the time that i have spent throughout for my studies here. It will be around 10 yrs or so, and even so, it is not sure that i will get a high earning salary job with this kind of economics at the time being. 

6/10 rainy

Wat did i do the whole day? Almost spent the whole day sleeping there. Woke up very late in the morning and then took a long nap in the afternoon again. Haiz haiz, really got no mood to study or to do anything at the moment. Haiz haiz haiz, what is wrong with me?

5/10 sunny

Weekend coming again, finally can rest for a while. Hardly have enough sleep during weekdays, but i hardly study too. Jz spend most of the time doing some other things, watching movies, animes or playing games there. Haiz, watever, no exam at the time being, so dont really care about it for the moment. But still have to study a bit to catch up all those subjects.

4/10 sunny

Although i didnt hv any class in the afternoon, i still have to go out to settle something. Got a rendez vous with someone from the prefecture to renew my ic here and it is up to them to decide the time. So i got no time to nap in the afternoon before going, and besides, i need to go to that stupid bank too. Few days ago, someone got sent me 1 letter saying that i opened up a new account and asked for a master card in that bank. But the thing is that i was still in sibu that time and i have never asked to open another acc in another bank because i have alrdy got one. So damn frustrated with this thing, n they alrdy sent me the master card, jz that it is at the post office there right now because i was not at home when the postman came that time. Wtf, troubles troubles, if jz leave like that, later they will ask me to pay for the acc opening fee n bla bla bla and it will jz suck my money again. Fuck fuck fuck. In the end, i talked with someone from that bank and they said they know nthg about it because it is not the same agency and they even checked my acc but could not find my record at all. Meaning that i have never asked for an acc at that bank, so wtf?

3/10 sunny

Like usual, didnt do much at night time, beside finishing the lab report. N my partner did so many mistakes in his calculations too, i have to correct all of them. Haiz, stuppid till what, really hate to cleaning other people' mess like that.

2/10 sunny

Didnt do much today. After coming back from lab, i jz fell alseep for an hr plus. After that, no more mood to do a single thing, no even to finish the lab report which will need to be handed in by this friday. Watever, not in that kind of mood then jz leave it alone there for the moment. Maybe will jz finish it tmr with my friends before coming back since we will be finishing earlier tmr, nice chance. 

1/10 sunny

First day of the month, but jz didnt feel well at all when i wake up in the morning. So, in the end jz ponteng the first class of the day, after all it was not a big deal too. The teacher didnt teach anything extra at all, jz talked exactly the same thing inside the notes there. So it will be better for me to jz skip it and then study it at home if i want too.