Sunday, September 30, 2012

30/9 rainy

Mooncake festival today, but didnt really care it much because i didnt really celebrate it. Even when i was in my hometown last time, i didnt really care much about it. Now that we age over time, we dont really play so much as we did when we were still kids last time. Watever. 

29/9 rainy


My friend came over here because he needed to wash his clothes here. So, didnt manage to study at all today. Well, at least i didnt plan to do so too. Jz watever then. Really got no mood to study right now, especially we dont hv any exam at the moment.

28/9 sunny


Stayed for the whole day inside the lab without even sitting. Even though we were quite free in the afternoon, but there was still so much things to do. Needed to finish the report and hand it in at the end of the journey. Well, at least i finished most parts of it before today, if not for sure i would need to stay back behind and finish the whole things after the lab. Still, i could only finish in time and by the time i got back, i was jz so damn tired that i went sleeping straight away. Watever, tmr is a saturday too.

Friday, September 28, 2012

27/9 sunny

Tmr will be a tiring journey again. Need to stay for the whole day inside the lab rushing there n here. Last time i got that kind of experience alrdy, and i nearly fall asleep in the afternoon. I jz could concentrate that time. Well, that time at least i still could go back home to rest for lunch and rest for a while. RIght now, it will be impossible for me to go back because my friends said that they even need to stay back and finish the lab until 7 pm. So, what time i am gonna to finish it if ever i go back home then?

Thursday, September 27, 2012

26/9 rainy

Raining heavily today. Even though i got my umbrella from malaysia, i also got wet after coming back home from school for lunch. The wind was just too strong, although it was not as strong as the one in my hometown. Still, i need to walk for around 10 mins before reaching my home, and my umbrella almost got broken because of this rain. So, in the end, i decided to skip my afternoon class, because it jz didnt stop raining n besides, i only got 1 class in the afternoon today, so dont really care much about it. Sleep or busy with my things is a better option. 

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

25/9 sunny

Really feeling so damn tired these few days n i dunno y. Maybe is because not enough sleep at night. N now only i know that we got lots of things to do for our organic lab. Each person has a lab report of 20 pages, and for most of them, we will need to go to the library n find all those necessary informations. It is jz like shit, at least last time was a lot easier. Now, for 1 single lab report, i think it is gonna take me around 5 to 6 hrs to finish it entirely. Wtf, i alrdy got a lab of 8 hrs in one day n right now we need to spend so much time for such stupid thing again. Really no mood to go work for it. 

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

24/9 sunny

Tired like hell after today class. Dunno what happen, maybe jz didnt hv my usual nap time in the afternoon back then. Time really not enough for me, got tons of things to busy with everyday. After coming back everyday, need to spend time with her while resting n clicking all those things. Then need to plan to cook, bathe n eat. N normally when i finish all those things, it will be around 8 or 9 alrdy. If i want to study or plan to do something, i can only hv few hrs left behind, so that is y i hardly have enough sleep time here. Haiz, no choice. Many of my friends study straight away when they back home from 6 to 9 and then only eat. Well, i cant really do that because i will be having serious headache after a full day class that time. N now only i know that it is not that my pc is too lousy, but i keep on doing 3 to 4 things at the same time. For a pc that has more than 5 yrs old, for sure it cant really handle them in one go. Maybe it is time to change another one. 

Monday, September 24, 2012

23/9 sunny


They still got another outdoor activity today afternoon. Well, almost all of them are doing their final yr right now, n some of them are going to head back to malaysia because they have finished their studies right now. So, for most of them, they are actually so damn free and got nthg to do to pass the time, whereas for me, i got quite a lot of things to busy with at the moment. So, i jz stayed at home the whole day n tried to study. Whatever, even though i onyl have 2 more yrs left behind, i still got plenty of time to enjoy my remaining life here.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

22/9 rainy


My friend came bother me once again and i jz cant focus on my studies when someone is around here. Another day go to waste once again, jz as usual. Haiz, well, at least i am sure that tmr i will be studying since i need to prepare for my first lab report. 

21/9 sunny

Holiday and stay at home the whole day, quite a nice weekend to begin with, right? Nthg much to busy with at the moment, but it is better for me to start studying right away because my teachers are going through all those subject in a quite fast rythme. Although i can still catch up with them, sooner or later if i dont start revising, i will be left far behind. Well, at least that is what i have been planning to do, whether i am really going to achieve or not, that one depends. 

20/9 sunny

Thursday again, but tmr i will be on holiday because our school is having our integration weekend with the new third year students. For sure i am not going jz as usual, first is because of the expensive fee that i need to pay and second is that i want to stay at home and rest for this weekend before getting serious with my school work later on. Whatever, dont really care much about it because almost all of my friends also wont go for it as well, so why bother about it then?

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

19/9 sunny

Feel so damn lazy to study right now, although i sure got a lot of things to go through at the moment. Although i can understand most of them when teachers are teaching, i still cant remember all those important parts without having gone through them properly. Maybe really need to get my study mood back and focus on my studies alrdy. 

18/9 rainy

Today got stupid 4 hr management presentation. It was really boring like hell and i fell asleep for several times in the class. We got test on our second class, that is why i chose to stay behind after the pause n tried to concentrate later on. If not, for sure i would jz go back during the pause. It was too damn boring and i really dont like the subject at all. We even have a project afterwards and this time we need to find and interview 2 managers of some big companies. Haiz, getting tired with all those projects. 

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

17/9 sunny

Monday again and need to go to school again. Really not in such a mood right now. I am still feeling like having my summer break holiday right now. Whatever, there is nthg much to worry about right now too. Our exam will only start at the end of october. By that time, my study mood should be back more or less alrdy. 

Monday, September 17, 2012

16/9 sunny


Weeked passed so fast. Hvnt rested enough yet. Well, even though I planned to rest, but in the end i was jz paying all the times. Gaming or watching animes. Well, it is the way i spend my free time here, unlike when i am in my hometown. But i will start to focus on other earning money activities soon enough. Right now I will jz enjoy my last holiday to do some other things first.

15/9 sunny

My friend moved out last night, so it will only be me starting from today. Kind of lonely again, but sometimes i perfer it to be like that for freedom. Cincai cincai, maybe last yr will be moving out n staying together with my friend. My house here, they are introducing a new law, i even have to pay extra 300 euros every yr to reserve my old room, unlike last time. In addition to my rent for august, i still hv to pay extra 300 euros. Haiz, too late to move out right now, maybe next yr then. 

14/9 sunny


Friday again and i can finally rest for a while. Alrdy got class for few days but i still dont hv the mood to study yet. Still early in the sem, i can still play for a while at the moment. Really dont hv any mood to start studying right away, especially after such a long holiday. N besides, we dont hv any exams at the moment, so i can jz leave it aside right now.

13/9 sunny

Starting school and so many things to settle at the same time. Now only i feel like time not enough. But the problem is that i cant go out and settle them because i am having classes right now, i can only wait for thursday afternoon to go and settle them. Cincai cincai, some of them not really rush at all, whereas for some, i will really to spare out some free time to settle them.

12/9 sunny

Yesterday jz arrived back home and today need to go back to school alrdy. Dont really hv time to rest for even 1 day. Dont really care much because I have been flying like this for quite a few times alrdy. Even last night I didnt suffer from jet lag too. My body can adapt very fast, but it is jz too tired only. Nvm, can still rest at home at night time.

11/9 rainy


Back home after traveling for almost 2 days. A tired jorney as expected, and my home was quite a mess when i arrived. My friend is staying there for few weeks because he still hvnt found his new house. Dont really like other ppl messing with my things. Whatever, he will be moving out soon too and i feel quite bored at the time being as well.

10/9 sunny ****


Going back this afternoon. Need to start my tired journey soon enough. Everytime going back sure will feel like i age for around few yrs. Whatever, if got chance, for sure need to go back n accompany her. Not really sure the other next few yrs i can go back again. Need to do my internship again.

9/9 sunny



Going back soon, mixed feelings these few days. But, i dont feel sad anymore, because she is alrdy back to study for more than 2 days. Getting used to it alrdy, after all, time sure flies and i need to prepare to go back too. Better spend my last few days here nicely.

8/9 sunny



Almost done packing up all my things. Now that she is gone, it will be my turn soon enough. Time to take a long journey back to france alrdy. This time, it is probably going to be a 2 yrs separation since i wont be having any long holiday in between. N my internship is going to be 3 months long this time and it is better to do it in france than in malaysia. Whatever, i got no other option. Feeling sad need to leave her behind again.

7/9 sunny


Her flight was in the morning and i planned to go and send her out in the airport last time. But, i cancelled my thought afterwards. I can still remember how angry she was when she asked me not to go to her working place there but i still insisted going. In the end, for sure i didnt go because i didnt want to get scolded again. Haiz haiz, seem like i always let her be the boss and do whatever she wish for, but she is still complaining there all the times.

6/9 sunny


Went to her house there for the last time before she heads back to study. Fun time always end so soon, right? Gonna be emo again, jz like last year. Whatever, can't really control my own emotion too, especially at night time, that feeling of loneliness is going to aimplify several times. Need to adapt back to my old lifestyle then.

5/9 rainy


Went out for another movie before heading back. After that awesome movie, we went to have some cakes at secret recipe. It was my frist time visit to that stall and as i can imagine, the cakes inside there are expensive as usual, although they are really better if compared to cakes sold by other stalls. Watever, once in a while, it wont do any harm for me. I will be heading back soon enough too and i will need to start packing my things alrdy. Not sure whether this time i will be emotional again or not.

4/9 sunny

Went her to accompany her at night time. Nothing much to do, cant afford to go out and have dinner all the times. She will be heading back soon enough and better stick around till the last moment. After that, it probably will be a 2 year farewell for both of us because she also needs to have her internship next yr and there wont be any work available for her here at our hometown, whereas for me, it will be better for me to stay in france and really focus on my 3 month internship next yr because i will start to specialize in my favorite field alrdy. It will be some hard times for us, but we dont hv any other choice.

3/9 sunny



Finally go for a sushi dinner as promised, but in the end, we didnt order to big plate of sushi as planned before, because it is really too expensive and at that time i didnt have that much of money left inside my pocket. Watever, doesnt make huge difference after all because i can always treat her another sushi meal when i really start working next time. Hopefully we are still together that time then.

2/9 sunny



As usual, went to her house at night time. At first i planned to go out to have a sushi dinner with her as i have promised before, but her brother is having his birthday today, so she would like to eat at home, together with her family. Well, no really a big deal for me since we can delay the sushi dinner to another day that suit us, because we are such free persons after all.

1/9 sunny



At first, we planned to go out for a sushi dinner together, but in the end we cancelled it because we decided it too late. So, i got no other choice but to go to accompany her as usual. She doesnt know how to drive even though she does have a licence. Watever, it doesnt bother me so much to go her there if she doesnt know how to drive. As long as she is free then all should be fine alryd.

31/8 sunny

National day, but we didnt go for the countdown. Nothing special about it, better stay at home n rest. Went out limteh with her and her cousin at night. I became her personal driver for that. Nvm, as long as we can still spend some precious time together. Her cousin will be going out to study soon, a few days earlier than her. That time gonna miss her again, although i keep on reminding myself to focus on my studies afterwards. Watever, fail to control my emotions as always.

20/8 rainy

She was busy the whole day, so it would be an off day for me.After today, i cant stay up for so late at her house alrdy, since it will be the ghost festival according to chinese tradition. Well, i dont really believe in such things, but since my parents insist not to do so, then i will jz follow their orders then. But, since she will be busy in the morning, so i got no other choice but to go her there in the night time. Watever, jz be more careful then will be enough alrdy. 

29/8 rainy


Almost the same as yesterday, busy with my own things in the morning and afternoon. Went to her house there at night n that is it. When i was planning to go back home, it started to rain a little bit but luckily it did stop in the end, or else i would have to go back under the rain. It had been raining these few days continuously but it is still so damn hot there. End of august alrdy, i need to prepare going back soon.

28/8 sunny

The same day 2 years ago, we became galfriend and boyfriend. Now, after 2 years have passed, we are holding each other's hand together. Although we do quarrel from time to time, we do have a lot of fun moments together too. In the morning, we went out together to settle lots of things and bought those necessary things to bake biscuits. She planned to make some biscuits in my house using the oven on this day. After that, we went out to have our lunch and we only started baking the biscuits in the afternoon. In the morning, we did try to do it, but that time the oven was not functionning at all and i really didnt know what happen with it. But, in the afternoon, when we were trying it with my mum, it turned out to be ok and working normally. Then only we started to make the biscuits and it took us quite a lot of time to finish off the whole thing. Normally, we planned to go out to have a sushi dinner togehter, but in the end my parents insisted us to stay back n have the dinner together in the house. Watever, we can still go for sushi another time in the future then. 

27/8 sunny


Went up to my old kampung in kanowit with my parents. They wanted to buy some durians from our relatives. But, in the end, they didnt accept any money from us, and they jz gave us as free gift. The whole journey made me so damn tired. But, after back, my dad even asked me out with him for a while in order to settle something in the bank with him and it was raining that time too. Whatever, long time didnt get soaked under such a rain and this can only happen in sibu here, not in malaysia.

26/8 sunny



Well, the same nornal things. Did nothing in the morning, but went her there after taking my lunch. Only left 1 week plus for us to stay together. After that, we will be heading back to continue our studies again. Better appreciate every single moment then.

25/8 rainy

Nothing special on this saturday. Nothing to do in the morning and afternoon because she wanted to sleep so much. So, i could only go her house there at night time. If not, other things were just as usual and nothing special at all. 

24/8 sunny


Went out to open up a new bank account with my mum here. In fact, it does not require my mum's name, unlike from what i thought before. But, the procedure is still very much complicated and it took me the whole afternoon to set up the whole things together. But, in the end, it did link up with my acc in france and now all i have to do is to wait for the euro to raise up and then convert them altogther into rm in one go. Night time, well, she made me laksa, jz like i have told her to do last time. Not bad at all, well, all her cookings are jz as good as usual. Thank you then.

23/8 rainy


Today was chinese valentine day, but it was raining the whole way. We planned to go out for a dinner together, but in the end, we jz cancelled it off. Watever, no other chocie, but fortunately, it did stop raining after dinner time. Although could not go out for a dinner together, i could still go her there.

22/8 rainy

Didnnt do much things today, jz some random stuff as usual. Today was movie day, but we didnt go for a movie at all. There is no any new movie at the moment and it will a waste to go and spend money to watch movie like that. I think she prefer i spend the money and go for a dinner with her rather than spending on a useless movie like that. Besides, we can also download the movie after that, so it is really not worth for it. 

21/8 sunny



Didnt do much things today. Time really does fly. End of august alrdy and it is time for me to start preparing to go back to france again. Some unlucky fellow need to go back earlier because they have to resit some exams. For me, i am so damn lucky that i passed all of them in one go, or else i will be damned. After all, even if i did fail certain exams, there is nothing else that i can do at the moment, because my flight will be on the 10 sept and i cant change it. They also wont ask me to change my flight like that because they know that it is not really that cheap.

20/8 rainy


Went to bintagor and sarikei with her family the whole day. But i didnt buy anything in the end, because i am not sure whether the price there is lower or higher as compared to the one in sibu here. Besides, i dont hv any more money left inside my pocket that time. So i cant really do anything that time. But when i came back homw, my parents scolded me, saying that why i didnt buy anything there, because the things there are much more cheaper there. Well, i did not know about it that time, so, whatever. Nothing can be changed.

19/8 sunny

What do I do today? Jz some normal stuffs as usual, without anything special. Went out at night time, whereas morning and afternoon jz busy with those sites. Now i am wondering whether to spend my time on my website or not. It is hard to start with, but when it got traffic, it is the most promising source of income as compared to other sites. But, it will take a lot of time to get to that level. Normally, it will need around 6 months and you cant be sure about the outcome. Maybe your blog will jz die as it should be, or will simply become famous. Hard decision to make.