29/6 sunny

Few days left and starting from now i will need to clean up my room already. Now only I notice that I have never cleaned some parts of my room and they are actually quite dirty alrdy. Watever, still got 2 or 3 days left, so it wont be a big problem for me.

28/6 sunny

Feeling quite tired after trying to earn some money online. It is really not easy at all in the beginning, and there are a lot of things to do. Need to optimize the search engine, need to get some referral and need to think of the way to promote the product if ever i want to earn the commision through selling. Haiz, too many things to do, dont even know where to start. Maybe I am just to ambitious, want to earn money with so many ways, whereas other people will just focus on the single thing that they are best at and then work for it? I really need to choose the best option and stay focus starting from now then. 

27/6 sunny

Nothing to do today, and she cant open up a new account on webasnwers too, since it is prohibited. Now only i know that those western countries actually think that asians are cunning. They think that all asians like to cheat to get more money from those invalid clicks and so on. Hmm, but i cant deny that fact, since sometimes i really have the thought to do so too. Watever, since it is banned in malaysia, nthg can be done, I can only go find other programs online and do it on my own then.

26/6 sunny

Finally holiday alrdy. My friend asked me to go out for a lunch together to celebrate for the coming holiday. Ok then since I have got nothing else to do, and I am actually quite free too. Then, we went to search for some chocolate shops and those chocolates were really so damn expensive. Haiz, i think i will just go other places and buy the cheaper one. Strange enough, ferrero rocher was not there and I always thought that it was the most expensive chocolate in the world, and actually it is not. There are actually some chocolates which are much more expensive and nicer, according to my friend. But, they are just too expensive, 1 small box for 200g and it will cost me more than 20 euros. Wtf, that is a lot of money, need to reconsider it twice. Better go other places and search for cheaper things.

25/6 sunny

One last exam and after that it will be finished for this yr alrdy. Feel like staying here for more than a yr, hardly have going out at all. Haiz, I prefer staying at home too, going out always means that you have to spend more money and tiring, staying inside can do my own things too. After this, I finally can relax for a while, well for at least a while before going back and start to do my internship. Lucky enough that i only need to do 1 month internship and not 2 or 3 months, or else i will be damned. Next yr will be a totally different story then, really dunno whether can still go back or not. 

24/6 sunny

Not much to study, I even almost finish revising the second subject. Whatever, now I am getting really pissed off by all those advertisement websites, all reject to put them on my blog. Maybe they think that i got no viewer at all? No traffic, nthg else there, so no point to put those ads cause no ppl are going to see them. Haiz, somehow, I am going to make them regret it next time. Watever, better finish my exam first then only think of those things.

23/6 sunny

Study study, but really not in the right mood to do such things. It is all because the remaining 2 exams are not really that hard and i dont think that i need to go through all those things. Watever, since right now i got the time, better use it wisely and dont let myself fail, or else later on it will be so damn ugly for me. If ever i fail, i really dunno what the hell am i going to do since the period for us to resit for the second time will be in the end of august and last time i just tried my luck and want to come back later. I really hate to come back so early and then got nthg else for me to do apart from sitting in front of my pc and online. haiz, watever, done is done.

22/6 sunny

Stupid google banned my account again and I really have no idea at all why they doing so. There can only be 1 explaination behind it, they checked all my personal details and found that there was actually another account which was banned not long ago under the same name. Wao, are they really going through all those troubles in order to get rid of those people? I really have no idea at all, and I was kind of surprised. Are google really so damn powerful in detecting all those ips addresse, every single one of them if ever something was going wrong for the advertisement revenue? Damn man, they have got nothing else to do, is it? Need to start a plan B then, using her name to create an account and then I will do all the activities.

21/6 sunny

Last time I thought that I can manage to finish all those things within a few hours of time, but in fact, there were much more things that i have expected. Haiz, really dunno whether it is going to worth for all those troubles or not because when i scanned through last year exam paper, the question were so damn easy that i can even score full marks without studying. Haiz, now if i really want to revise all of them, then i will need to stay until late at night. Whatever, just scan through as fast as possbile then.

20/6 rainy

Insomia these few days, not sure whether am i too stressed up or not. Every night just slept for around 3 or 4 hours, not because I dont want to fall asleep, my body is so damn tired and i got headache too, but it just wont fall asleep and i really have no idea at all. Haiz, whatever, if cant sleep, then better spend the time to go and rush over my studies, seem like i wont be able to finish preparing the tests for tmr.

19/6 rainy

Lucilky enough today I only got 1 japanese exam, meaning that I can just spend some extra time to revise other subjects then. And for the japanese test, it was just like the test before, easy, since that I recognize all those chinese characters, unlike other people who have to go and search for them all. That is the kind of advantage that you will have if you know lots of different languages. 

18/6 sunny

Seem like not enough time to finish all the things already. Whatever, just do what i can do and the rest will just leave it to the God. Hate this kind of timetable so much, all exams are packed together in the same week, where got enough time to prepare for them all? Stupid teachers with stupid planning and we don't even have any study week as other people do. haiz haiz, complain also useless, better stick my eyes to the book there.

17/6 sunny

Study study study, no other time to do other things. I feel so damn headache after going through that stupid corrosion subject. The note is not clear at all and I also didn't manage to concentrate in the class last time since there were too much noise and all the ppl around were just fooling around and didn't care about it at all. When I looked through the pass year quesiton about that subject, then only I realised that it was not as simple as I thought it would be. Some questions were really so damn hard, asking us to use all those formulas to calculate something. It means that I will need to memorize all those long formulas in such a short time, while preparing other subjects as well. wtf

16/6 rainy

Struggling through biochem and biology. It really has been ages since I left those subjects behind. Now I have to pick them up in order for the coming exam, it is just so damn ridiculous. No choice, can't complain so much there, it won't change anything after all. So, as expected, my head is spinning around after studying for few hours and trying to memorize all those weird terms with their different functions. Whatever, one thing I am sure is that, right after that exam, for sure I will just forget all the details about them. Quite useless, right, but those teachers have left me no choice!!

15/6 sunny

Stupid exam, stupid question. I really dunno what the hell did the prof want with that kind of quesitons, they were not clear at all, and so misleading. So, in the end, i just put something that i think is right, but maybe for him, it will be something that is wrong. whatever, i did my best alrdy, and it was the same thing for all other ppl too. So, i dont think that they prof is just going to faill every single one of us, or else that will be so damn stupid though. N next week i will have 6 exams, really dunno where to start to do my revision alrdy. headache.

14/6 sunny

Didnt have class today since I changed my group and went for the class yesterday afternoon. Finally I can have a real nice sleep in the morning once in a while. Although tmr i got an exam, I can still play and fool around on the internet there. Don't think that there will be a lot of things for me to study since a lot of things of this subject are totally some craps. Whatever, still have to go over it since I dont want to fail it.

13/6 sunny

Have to start studying for the coming exam this friday, since last few days I was still busy doing my things on the interent and didnt spend much time on my studies. But, as far as i know, this exam should not be quite hard, since we didnt have enough class for this subject. The thing that worries me the most for the time being will be the coming exams in the next week. I will be having 4 exams that time and I don't think that I got enough time to go through every single details of thse 4 subjects. Although some of them are not hard, but it sure does require some time to revise and go through all those important details again. Try and see, hope that i wont get distracted by all those internet thingy.

12/6 rainy

Still having a few classes. Now only i know that we have 4 exams on the next week and i havent done anything yet for the time being. There are just some subjects that I have no idea about what I should do to prepare for the exams. Subjects like stats will be really a pain in the ass since the prof didnt explain properly at all during the class, not to mention that i have been skipping the classes at the end of it. Watever, i also cant help myself with it since it was so damn boring and i hardly understand wtf was he talking about since he didnt give us any example at all. Well then, i guess we will just have to wait and see what is going to happen next week then.

11/6 rainy

Today morning, the exam was quite easy for me, since all we have to do is to understand all the basic principle of how the moleculaire orbitals work and then all will be done alrdy. But, there was just 1 or 2 questions that i didnt manage to answer, since there were some questions in which I spent more time than i have expected. watever, done is done, wat i know is that i will pass it and that is the point since i really dont want to stay here till the late august for the second section. But, according to other ppl, they were claiming that it was so damn hard and i have really no idea at all about what the hell were they doing during the class. If they listened to the prof carefully during the class, i really dont think that there will be any problem in getting a high score there. Btw, I still got a lab section in the afternoon, and this time we had to clean up our orga chem lab for the students next yr, n it was really a pain in the ass, since there was so many things to be cleaned off. I was the last one who left and i slept straight away after getting back from my school. 

10/6 rainy

In the end, i finished the whole thing and i got nthg else to do in the night time. Just like wat i had expected, nothing much to remember, just need to understand the main principle, well, at least that was wat the teacher said, and, better dont trust him 100 percent, cause all teachers do lie about the exams. Always tell me how easy they will be, but it is always the opposite. Watever, i do my best alrdy, remember and understand the whole thing, but, for sure i cant memorize them all, cause got a hell lot of things to remember if i do so, just wish me good luck then.

9/6 sunny

Sitting in front of my pc and study the whole day. Tonight they are planning for a dinner together in one of the indian restuarants here. Actually if i really had the intention to go, i could just squeeze out some extra time for it, but, in the end, i chose not to bother that kind of things. Better stay at home and focus on studies, and who knows that sometimes accident does happen and I got some emergency things to do and cant finish it off within the time limit? Another reason will be, indian food is not really my taste, unless they got roti canai there, which i am so sure that they dont. So, the choice is very clear to me.

8/6 rainy

Stupid timetable, those profs just randomly divided us to make up for 2 groups. And today, normally i would have 1 morning class and then 4 hrs later another afternoon class, wat kind of planning is that? I have no intention at all to go home and then back to school afterwards, walking around like that is an act of wasting my time and furthermore, i am not so free to do such a thing, we still have around 10 exams to go and this time i really have to put aside all those things and focus on my studies. So, in the end, i just did like other ppl would do, switch my group as i wish and i went to the 2 morning classes.

7/6 rainy

Woke up at 8 something in the morning, didnt manage to go to the first stat class. Actually we have 2 groups for that class, and normally i was in the first class, starting from 8 to 10, but, many ppl just dont care that class arrangement at all n they tend to go whenever they want, so, y i dont do the same thing then? Btw, i can also sleep to my content be4 getting up from my bed and if possible, i can also go to supermarket to buy the things first. By doing so, i can save my time in the afternoon to study or to do things that i want. Nice idea, right?

6/6 sunny

Feeling so damn lazy after getting back from school, I had been having quite a few tiring days lately, especially after that stupid, hard and good for nothing organic chem test. Really have no idea at all at wat was i doing back then. In the last few mins just suddenly panicked myself n then lost my focus. Today, the presentation was kind of ok, at least that is wat i think. But, not sure that they gonna hv the same opinion as me, since they always say that they cant undertsand my accent, jz like i cant understand theirs. Watevver, done is done, really need to prepare for the coming tests next week and move forward to other things. 

5/6 sunny

Haiz, quite disappointed with the orga chem test today. Not because i didnt study or prepare well enough, just that, there were some questions that i have never seen them be4. How do they expect us to answer that kind of thing? And this time, the intermediare molecule wasnt given too, unlike last time, meaning that if you get stucked at the beginning of 1 question, then u would better pray for it since you wouldnt do the rest of it. Complicated, is it? N they only got 7 question in all, so if u got stuck at the beginning of the 3 questions, there will be a high chance that u will fail alrdy, n wat i notice is that, the beginning of those questions was really damn hard, but at least i managed to finish more than half of it, so watever then. For japanese test, it was just as usual, nthg else, some mistake in the traduction to french, just like i expected. Gone alrdy, dont care, need to focus on presnetation tmr.

4/6 rainy

Got so stupid tests in the afternoon, but it wasnt compulsory for everyone. So, taking this chance, i went back home n started to memorize my notes again. N yet, still wasnt able to finish it. Can u imagine the amount of reactions and mecanisms that we need to memorize, with all those fucking strange names, strange reactifs and so on. That is y i never like that subject, never, even not a little bit at all, and i jz cant understand y those ppl can really love it, whereas they also need to memorize all those fucking names. maybe they jz too bored n love to memorize things to pass their free time?

3/6 rainy

Study study study, sitting in front of the table for the whole day, still didnt manage to finish off orga. After few hrs, my head really started to spin all the ways, n i could nnt focus anymore, all that i memorize went out from my brain right afterwards. All i can say is...fuck fuck fuck, fuck that orga chem, even the prof needs to refer to his notes when teaching n writing down the mecanism for us, now u are taking us as someone who are more pro than our prof? wtf

2/6 rainy

Has been raining all these few days, watever, dont really care so much since it is a weekend. But, still, mood getting not good at all after seeing such rain during weekend, n furthermore, i need to study during this weekend for the coming exams next week. Next week got 1 orga chem and 1 japanese exams. All on the same day, n the following day, i got an english presentation to do. Wat kind of timetable is that? Take us as robots n can finish all those things within a short weekend? For orga chem, normally i will need at least 3 or 4 days to really go through all those important things, n now i only got 2 fucking days, with all those things packed up together in my hand to settle? Unbelievable, jz hv no idea at al how the school planned out such a timetable for our students.

1/6 sunny

Other ppl are having their study week right now, i mean for those ppl who are in malaysia, whereas i still got classes, even until the very last week be4 the final exams. Wtf, really is wtf. If only i got, not to mention a whole study week, jz a few days, i mean 2 or 3 days holiday, then for sure i wont need to rush over things like i do now. N besides, i really dunno y the hell that some other schools in france who are actually doing the same course as me, those students are on holiday alrdy. Our course is supposed to be the same, right? So, how is it possible then? Really hv no idea at all.

31/5 sunny

Study study study, time to focus on the organic chemistry, the subject that i hate the most in this world. N now only i notice that actually i got tonnes of things to memorize n to look over again, meaning that i wont be able to finish them all within the predicted 2 days time. Haiz, wat to do then? Really need to put myself into it alrdy, or else another choice will be to study all the ways throughout the night without sleeping then, which is impossible for me. If i dont get enough sleep, my mind will jz fly into space when i am studying. Try my best then. But, next week i still got japanese exam and another english presentation to be get ready for, so, time is really not enough at the moment.