28/2 sunny

Troublesome troublesome, a lot of troubles. Passport is done alrdy, but need to find some time to go to paris again to take it. Can ask them to send me directly, but then, i need to post the enveloppe to them first, cause they dont want to be responsible for the lost, jz in case. Haiz, so, to be safe, no choice, but to get to paris myself next time. But, i can only do so during the next holiday, meaning that i wont be able to go travelling that time. Watever, i also feel kinda lazy to go travelling alrdy. Passport settled, but now the flight ticket, really dunno whether wanna come back 2 weeks earlier or not, jz in case i need to resit the exam, but according to all my friends, they said if u study regularly, normally no problem in passing all the exams in one go, so i really dunno want come back early or later. haiz haiz, troublesome, need to book soon enough after i settle down the internship thingy, or else the price will jz keep increasing like shit.

27/2 sunny

Went out to buy things in the morning, long time didnt go to those chinese shops to buy things alrdy. Since now i am still on holiday n got some free time, y not then? But need to go alone, since other ppl are having their class alrdy. Nvm, jz that, after i came back, i only know that my refri is so damn lousy, the upper part cant even shut down properly, how the hell can i put the things upside there? Haiz, last time be4 i moved in, i told the person in charge alrdy, but she jz didnt care at all, saying that it is always like that. Wtf, nthg can be done, jz used to it for the next few yrs then.

26/2 sunny

Feeling so sick since few days ago, maybe is because i kept eating french fries for few days n didnt even bother to hv a proper meal. Cant blame me too, since my friend came my house n gaming the whole day, he went back quite late every night, leaving my no choice but to feel so damn tired to even get myself up to cook n prepare a proper meal for myself. So, the last choice, since i got no more mee goreng, so i jz eat french fries for 2 or 3 nights alrdy. N besides, i cant keep them for a long time inside the refrigerator too, later on, they will jz get spoilt. Haiz, haiz, jz try to drink some liang cha n see, if really doesnt work, then only take panadol. Lucikly, i am still on holiday till this thursday.

25/2 rainny

Going out to buy a printer in the morning with my friend. I never thought that it would be so damn expensive here, but no choice, since i need it to scan some important documents for the internship, n besides, whenever i needed to use a printer last time, i always went to my friend's house there to trouble them a lot. N since in this town, all my friends are living so damn far away from me, so it will be wiser to get me myself my own printer rather than going out everyday jz to scan a document n so on. No choice, no choice, watever, sell it next time b4 i finish my studies here.

24/2 sunny

Friday alrdy, time sure flies n yet i still hvnt done anything until now. Really so damn enjoying my holiday, everyday gaming or anime there. The water board there jz waiting for the result, n then i need to confirm it with my school again. N if my school is ok with it, then my internship is considered settled alrdy, jz need to find my flight ticket that time. But, for the passport, i still got no news from the embassy at all, maybe i will need to call them again be4 my holiday ends.

23/2 cloudy

Called the water board there, n they said they got my e mail alrdy n so on. But, why didnt they send me through e mail last time? Really not understand it at all. I amnt so sure that they actually understand wat i wanna talk about. Haiz haiz, try to settle those things first by e mail then, n if there is any other documents that need to be settled down later on, that time i will jz see about it. No choice, so late alrdy, after that i need to plan on to reserve my flight ticket alrdy.

22/2 sunny

My friend came to my house the whole day to play games together. Haiz haiz, spent the whole day doing nhtg but jz kept on feeding other ppl. Watever, didnt train myself at all, now jz playing for fun only during holiday. When i got class, dont even hv any free time to play games, not even using my ps3. N even final fantasy 13-2 is out for 1 month alrdy, i still hvnt play it at all. No money, lazy to buy the original one, n those hackers hvnt come out with the latest system version for the downloaded game too. So, waiting n waiting n got nthg to play at the time being. Cincai, better off this way.

21/2 sunny

They are having a dinner together tonight. Since i am on holiday, jz give them some face n then go for it, or else, i feel too damn lazy to even get out from my house. Too damn cold, n nthg to do outside there too. Cincai, long time didnt meet up with them too, although i amnt really close with them. Many of them are 2 or 3 yrs older than me, n they almost wanna finish their studies here alrdy. N according to them, none of the seniors have been given job by the jpa be4, so, thinking of that, i think i can jz go to sg after my studies n work there. But that also need to see whether that noob wanna come along or not, or else, maybe will jz stay in malaysia like that. Everything isso unknown for now, especially during this time when it is so damn hard to find a job even for a freshman like us.

20/2 sunny

Sleeping till 10 something in the morning, n can even lai zhuan till i song enough then only wake up, this is the meaning of holiday. Nice nice, hv enough sleep first this time, cause i always got not enough sleep when i am having my class, too budy, too many things to do, till need to sacrifice my sleeping time. Now, sleeping enough enough first, later on need to study alrdy.

19/2 sunny

Holiday n then did nthg the whole day. Really so damn enjoy myself right now. Busy anime or gaming there the whole day. For sure need to enjoy myself this time, cause afterwards, i need to study for around 2 months be4 my next holiday again. N this time, i will only hv 1 miserable week, unlike this time. Actually i got lots of things to do during this holiday, jz that not really in such a mood right now. watever, play first.

18/2 sunny

Playing and anime the whole day, spending my day like that without any purpose at all. But now really no mood to study or busy with my things. Where is my mood? haiz haiz. Wait for a few days first n see lol.

17/2 sunny

I am finally on holiday. So, spend some time to play play first be4 really going to do my things. But, i didnt plan anything for the time being, maybe will jz anime n movie then, or gaming. See see first. N still waiting for my passport, cant even go find n reserve my flight ticket, since i am still not so sure about the internship thingy. Haiz haiz, problems problems so many, wat to do leh?

16/2 sunny

Haiz haiz haiz, boring boring boring, n didnt hv any mood to study. Haiz, n for the internship, still like that lol, really need to send them e mail, cause i still need to ask them to fill some other things be4 that i can work with them. So, try my best n see during this holiday then. Lucikly i got holiday jz after that, or else i really dunno how to do all the things.

15/2 sunny

Tired tired tired, cant take nap in the afternoon n got class till 6 in the evening. Haiz, so damn pity me. Cant even call my parents to setle the internship thingy with the company. So, how am i gonna do then? maybe i will jz need to send the mail to them n ask them to send me all the things necessary to my e mail? No choice alrdy, i amnt in sibu, nobody can help me n do all those necessary documents for the internship. Haiz, all by myself.

14/2 snow

Valentine's day but i cant ceelebrate it at all, she isnt here, n besides, i also got class till very late in the evening too. Haiz haiz, speechless. But, after class, i jz went out n took a photo of the snow for her, nthg else i can do at the time being. N today, my bro told me that i got the news fromt eh sibu water board alrdy, seem like they accept me to do my internship thre, jz that i wont hv any salary for the whole month when i am working. Watever, at least i got my internship n can stay in my home in sibu, good enough alrdy. So, now, need to go through all those papers n contact the person in charge for all the documents that need to be settled be4 the internship.

13/2 sunny

Afternoon no class, then i jz came back n took my nap. Long time didnt sleep for almost 2 hrs in the afternoon alrdy, n i got a strange dream that time too, dunno y. Studied a bit, then went gaming there again. haiz haiz, holiday mode long time on alrdy, n besides, according to my friends, seem like we are much more free in the second sem than the first one, which is a good thing for me.

12/2 sunny

Studied for an hr n plus then i started to feel so damn bored alrdy. Haiz haiz, my holiday mode is on alrdy, although now i still got class n so on. Haiz haiz, now dont hv exam yet, so can still enjoy a while first, but i need to figure something out for the internship thingy, or else i will jz get stuck there n cant even go buy my flight ticket for this coming summer too. Problems, problems, i think they jz dont want someone who works for a single month, n they also think that it is so damn troublesome since i am studying in france one, haiz haiz, human thinking are jz like that.

11/2 sunny

Hmm, wat was i doing the whole day? Jz playing n anime the whole day there, haiz haiz. But, watever, since we dont hv much to do during these 2 weeks, n the timetable is quite free too. so dont really care so much then. Cincai, cincai, n my result this sem was also quite good, so, better enjoy a while first now.

10/2 sunny

Still so damn cold even though it was sunny out there. Dunno how long it will continue to be like that, feel so damn dulan with this kind of weather, if only i got choice, sure i wont go out there one, jz stay inside my house the whole day. But still got class, no choice, no choice. Keep patient for one more week then, after that i will be on holiday for another 1 week plus. That time jz stay indoor n sleep the whole day.

9/2 sunny

Went to post office, planning to get my thing, but in the end, it was closed n i jz wasted my time walking all the ways in this so damn cold weather to that post office. Haiz, really dunno how french ppl work one, sometime when they dont feel like working, then they jz close their store without any notice one. dulan, watever. Later on, my friend came to my house to play games with me. Spent almost the whole day there, hardly got any ppl came to my house one. Cincai cincai, once in a while.

8/2 sunny

Cold cold cold. But still got class, so no choice but hv to wake up n get to school then. Right now, i really dont hv any mood to study at all, cause soon we will be on holiday too, n besides, this weather jz makes me wanna stay inside my bed the all the way without waking up. Watever, luckily dont hv any exam or any work at the time being, so it is still ok for me to fool around for this 2 weeks. Teachers start teaching new subjects, i had alrdy seen most of the things last yr, so dont really care so much then.

7/2 sunny

Sunny, but still so damn cold, heater on for few days alrdy, but my room didnt seem to be much warmer too. Luckily the electricity is included in the housing rent, or else i will hv to pay a lot of money for the heater jz for this winter. Y is it so damn cold, since normally it will be spring alrdy, is it really the end of the world? Haiz, dont think so, seem so impossible. Cincai, cincai, nthg i can do too. N today my teacher said that, actually i can jz go to those supermarkets or other factories to do my internship, so it is like we can jz do watever we want to. That means, it will be so damn easy for me too, cause i can jz cincai n go to work n then write a report n hand in to the school, no need to be so troublesome.

6/2 sunny

First day going back to school, feeling so damn tired n not used to it. It was so damn cold outside, n if only i got the choice, i would really jz choose to stay in my home, or even in my bed there. Really dunno when it is gonna be the end for this winter, if it is still like that for the following weeks, i am gonna to suffer like hell. Haiz, n still got school that time too, dulan.

5/2 sunny

Last day from my holiday, tmr need to go to school once again. Really got no mood to study at all, since after 2 more weeks we will be on holiday for another 1 week again, n 1 week plus for those who dont need to repass their exam. Those who failed for the first time, they gonna need to resit their tests again during that few days, n then if they fail again, meaning that they need to redo the whole yr. I wont waste so much time for those things one, so better dont fail, or else need to waste another yr good for nthg, although i can always get the allwance from jpa, it is still not worth for it. So, studying for 2 weeks? haiz, n those 2 weeks are the beginning of my second sem, so basically all new subjects, wont learn much at the beginning, so maybe i will jz keep fool around until the end of that holiday. But, still, need to find sometime to settle the internship thingy.

4/2 sunny

Cold cold cold, strange enough, winter is almost at the end alrdy, but it is so damn cold now. I switched on the heater for the whole day n yet it is still so damn cold inside my house, maybe is because my room is quite big n then the heater can only heat up a certain part. N i also dunno y the fix the heater jz beside the front door there, so far away from my study table or from my bed, it is so damn useless, cant even feel the heat from there. Watever, hope that it will end soon or else i am gonna die freezing.

3/2 sunny

Waiting for few days n then finally called those companies to see whether i can do my internship there or not. N, jz as i expected, no job for someone who is doing chemical engineering, they need ppl in mechanical or civil engineering more. Haiz, so in the end, only got sibu water board left, but i still waiting for the reply. If this time no again, then i really dunno wat to do anymore, maybe will jz go to bintulu or kuching for the internship? or jz doing in france here? dunno, no idea at all.

2/2 cloudy

Almost the end of the winter, n yet it is so damn cold today. Planning of going out to buy something, but in the end, i stayed inside my home for the whole day. Cold till i lazy to get out, jz wanna stay on my bed there, but it will be too boring, at least need to cook n eat. Few more days left be4 my school starts again. N study for 2 more weeks, then another 1 week plus of winter break. Nice, but i got nthg to do that time, besides gaming or sleeping the whole day.

1/2 cloudy

N now still dunno whether can find my internship in sibu or not, so, i cant really go n book my flight ticket like that. If anything goes wrong, then i will be in a big shit. But, now no more airasia, n the flight ticket is becoming more and more expensive if i still dont want to book it. Haiz, all stuck there with the internship, if only i find one, n my school is ok with it, then all will be settled.

31/1 sunny

I went to those companies' websites, and they actually got their e mail there, so i jz wanna send them some e mails, explaining the whole thingy be4 calling them without any purpose like that. But, dont really expect that they will ever reply anyone in term of e mail, cause they may actually think that those are spams or watever. So, in the end, still gonna hv to call them in order to explain it in more details n so on. Jz one more question, are there really some companies that will accept some students for internship in sibu? I amnt really that sure. watever, try n see first, or else no choice alrdy.