30/1 cloudy

Many ppl are saying that it was snowing in their towns, but not in my case here. Hmm, i only saw snow once this yr in my new town here, i think maybe it is because it is a big town, so it wont snow as often as in other small villages then. Watever, after all, i am staying home the whole day, so it doest really concern me. Snow or not snow, the same in the end. Still enjoying my holiday, cause after this, i wont hv much holiday till my summer break then.

29/1 sunny

Gaming the whole day too, but, i also spent some time to see through all those steps to get a training here. Haiz, many things to do, need to find the suitable company first, n then if they are ok with it, need to ask my school whether my school is ok with it or not, n then, i need to send the company all those documents n ask them to sign, n pass them to the school later on. N then some other documents too, then only can go n training. N during the training, need to interview some ppl in order to write a report of around 18 pages to hand in the next yr. Wao, even the training for the first yr, i alrdy got so many things to do, wat about the yr after that, n the final yr be4 getting my master? Cant really imagine it. Watever, trying to settle one by one then .

28/1 cloudy

Today jz spent the whole day gaming there, long time didnt touch it alrdy, around 1 month plus, since i got my final last time. Haiz, play play a while, then only see wat to do, n especially the intership thingy. Haiz, i am always like that, keeping all those important things till the very last minutes, not a very good habit. But, i think most of the ppl are the same too, watever. Trying to call the number that my mum gave me the next week then n see wat they gonna say about it. Really not so sure whether sibu companies got such training program or not, if really dont hv, then need to find other companies n ask again.

27/1 cloudy

Holiday, but seem like still got many things to settle down one. Nvm, trying to do them one at a time. N really not sure about finding job in sibu, since i am so far away. Although i got the telephone number alrdy, dont really think that they will jz gonna answer like that. Watever, jz try my best n see, if cant work in my dad there, then try other companies n see. Really dulan need to stay here for interships, cause i dunno a single person here, it will be worse that time. Even my friends are encouraging me to go back n work there, cause this one month intership is really like useless good for nthg one.

26/1 sunny

Need to go out to see our resposable today, n besides, i need to get some pounds to send it to the embassy for the new passport too. Last time i planned to stay home today to rest for a while one, nvm, still got next days to rest up too. Then need to try to find an interships during this summer too, but i dont think it will be so damn easy, since i am so far away from malaysia now. Haiz, cant send letters or call them, too expensive, jz can wait fro the e mail there. haiz, no choice.

25/1 sunny

Holiday, holiday holiday. Finally, but still need to finish off the organic project thingy be4 going for holiday. Nvm, jz need to stay in the school there for an hr or 2 to finish it with my friend. Watever. N i think i will jz stay here during this holiday, got nthg else to do too.

24/1 sunny

Study study study for the last test tmr, n after that i will be on holiday alrdy. No time to think for other thingy, wait until the next day then i will be free like shit alrdy. Jz left one more day n one more exam, but it is also the subject that need to study the most, cause last time didnt prepare much for it. Need to prepare for other subjects, so jz left it there that time. Watever, but in the end, i still managed to finish it all, good enough alrdy.

23/1 sunny

Many things to do n to study. Haiz, tmr got 3 exams, n the next day got the last one. After that will be on holiday alrdy, but need to pass through all of them first. But, still, need to spend time for the project, n to find my intership during this summer too. Now, really hv no idea at all about that interships, cause my parents dont really how my interships works one. Haiz, i think better depend on myself to find it.

22/1 rainny

This yr the same, no chance to celebrate cny too, unlike other ppl, so enjoying there. Haiz, really so damn pity, long time didnt see those fire crakers alrdy. Cincai, used to it alrdy, better spend my time revising those remaining subjects then, no time to think so much there. After that i still got 1 week holiday, so is considered not bad alrdy. Be patient for a while xia lol.

21/1 rainny

Tonight they got a cny dinner in a chinese restaurant, n actually, i didnt plan to go one, cause need to spend time to study n prepare for the exam next weeks. But, in the end, i still went n fool around with them for around 3 hrs, cause i didnt think that i would be going to study much even if i was staying inside at my home here., for sure will go find some other things to do or jz spending my time on anime again. Haiz haiz. like that lol, cny should be eating n hanging around with friends bah, dont care those exams.

20/1 rainny

Haiz, everyone is busy preparing for cny, while i still need to study for the exams for the following week, such a pity. N dont even think that i got any extra time for the dinner with other ppl tmr night. Watever, alrdy didnt celebrate it for few yrs, so dont really care that time, nthg special too. Busy then busy, study then study, i do my things n other ppl go enjoy lol.

19/1 sunny

Hmm, finished 1 subject for the exam tmr, but still got one more left, that stupid politic or watever thingy. Dont think that i am gonna to study for it, cause i dont understand a single shit about politic, even for malaysia politic n even when it was in bm or english. N now, it is in french, so, no need to think twice about it, all the texts are jz like the french litterature for me, hardly understand a shit, although i know most of the words of the texts, but jz dunno y hard to get the bullshit meaning behind the text. Watever, maybe i am really born as a science student, but not a damn politician or a philosophy student. So, for the exam, dunno wat do alrdy, jz be like that n write down anything that comes into my head.

18/1 sunny

Today still got 1 last class of orga chem, n actually i jz wanna ponteng it n then stayed in the home to revise other subjects n moreoever, it was so damn cold today too. But, in the end, i still went to school, haiz, jz wanna give that teacher some face for the last class, n as i expected, almost half of the class didnt come today. Watever, like that lol. N i dunno y today my stomach kept feeling not well, making me cant even concentrate to study. Haiz..

17/1 sunny

Ok, finished those 2 exams alrdy. So, now is time to focus on the other 2 exams in this week then. N for the politic exam, is jz like that alrdy, since the teacher also said that we dont really need to study much for it, jz need to think n answer based on our thinking. So, in the end, jz cincai for it, since i cant really do much for it. Better focus on the other subject, n for the next week too, since i still got much to study n memorize for those subjects. Hmm, n now still worried over with the intership thingy, really hope that i can get it soon enough for me to book the flight ticket, or else, i will jz need to stay here n do it alrdy. haiz

16/1 sunny

Finally managed to finish all those things be4 the exams for tmr, but, still got so many things didnt look through properly, i jz skipped them through like that. Cincai, cant afford to waste my time to look over the whole book with 200 pages, jz scan over the exercises that we had done in the class then will be enough alrdy. N for the japanese, normally i dont hv any big problems at all, cause even in the class, i manage to finish all the thingy by my own, cause i know chinese mah, sure will be a lot easier if compared to other ppl. Haiz, tmr need to focus on the other 2 subjects in this week then. 1 of the subjects is geopolitic, the thing that i hate the most, n i dont even understand wat the prof was talking during the class, so for the exam, it will be like shit alrdy. Wait n see how the teacher says tmr for the exam then.

15/1 sunny

Haiz, time isnt enough again, always like that. Alrdy had been sitting in front of my study table for around the whole day, n yet didnt manage to see through all those exercises that we had done be4. Haiz, lucky enough that tmr i jz only hv one class in the morning, meaning that i can still try to catch it up in the afternoon or so. But then, still need to spare some time for the japanese again. Hmm, jz try n see lol. If cant, then jz like that, no choice alrdy. Ppl are preparing for the cny, while i am still so over with this shit.

14/1 sunny

Study study study, need to finish my japanese today, n then move on to another subjects tmr. Last time i thought that i dont really hv much to study for japanese, since for some words, it is jz like our chinese writing, but then, i almost didnt manage to finish it, cause got too many things to memorize alrdy, new verbs, new vocabularies n so on. Haiz, headache with it, if only i chose french last time, then i will jz be hanging my legs over there n do nthg alrdy. Cincai, learn n new language good for me too. But, now i still got another problem, still hvnt find my interships for this summer, dunno wat to do. If i really cant find it in sibu, then have to stay behind in france for this summer n the following yrs. Haiz, pity pity her, no ppl to accompany lol.

13/1 cloudy

Hmm, now only i know actually next week n the following week, our timetable is quite free too. So, i can hv enough time to finish all the things then, hopefully. But, still got some other things to finish be4 this holiday too, but it isnt that hard too, jz need to spend some time to try to do it then. Cincai, cincai, watever, not hard too. Then i can finally study for other subjects alrdy. N after that holiday, we only need to study fro 2 more weeks, n then we got another week of holiday again, nice nice.

12/1 sunny

Last night planned to study the whole day tmr, but in the end, i spent my whole day watching anime there, n didnt even go out to buy the things for this week. Haiz, n didnt even touch my subject for a single page. Haiz, cincai la, cause next week will be quite easier, so it is ok then. Try to finish tmr night or during this weekend then.

11/1 sunny

Finally the whole thing for this week, n finally i have some time to do my own things, or at least to rest a while. But, next week still got a few exams for me to busy with. Nvm la, jz rest first for tonight, after all, tmr i dont hv any class too, can jz stay in the home the whole day n study. 4 exams in the week, cincai, jz get used to it.

10/1 sunny

Haiz, jz like wat as i expected, the presentation was jz like a bullshit, n i jz dunno wat the hell was i doing that time. Haiz, cincai, always like that one. N for the exam thingy, it was more difficult than the last time one for sure, n i really not so sure that whether i can pass for it or not. Haiz, watever, tmr still got another exam n i dont really hv time to think about it too, study study study the whole night then.

9/1 sunny

Today still got lab in the afternoon, n yet tmr i hv 1 orga chem n another one presentation to do. Haiz, really hardly hv any extra time to finish all the thingy. watever, jz cincai look thorugh, since normally i had alrdy prepared long enough. N besides, i know myself one, for the presentation thingy, no matter how long i prepare for it or how i do it, it will jz still like that, n i will jz get nervous n say no matter wat during the presentation. Haiz, watever, focus on the exam first, the other thing dont care.

8/1 rainny

Wao, in the end, time wasnt enough again, although i kept on working the whole day there. Orga chem is done, or i can say, is nearly done, all is left is need to review all the things n the pass yr exam paper, but not so sure whether i got this kind of time or not, since tmr, i need to pass some other time to prepare my presentation too. Even though it is nicely prepared, but, haiz need to see n think how to talk about it, cause i amnt a french like them, sure got some problems with it. Is like that one, no choice, but dunno whether tmr i can manage to finish the whole thing or not, since i still got a lab tmr, n i really mean it, a fucking lab during our exam week, n we still hv some fucking classes some more, dont even talk about study week in front of me, cause we here, dont ever hv such things be4. That is y so damn dulan with the system here, alrdy, everyday class from 8 to 6, n then still got that fucking lab, i will jz fall asleep after coming back from school. Haiz

7/1 rainny

Study study study the whole day till headache, n yet still cant finish the whole thing. Haiz, really dunno whether i got time to finish up the whole thing or not, n especially finish the presentation thingy, i need to spend more time than other ppl since my french level isnt as good as them. Hmm, is like that as a stranger, no other choice alrdy, unlike them. Haiz, cincai, is like that one.

6/1 sunny

Haiz. Headache headache with organic chemistry, so many things to learn n so many reactions to memorize. Dunno whether got time to learn all of them or not, n then next week got another presentation again, together with another test of economic. Now really dunno y last time we chose to hv our presentation at time like this, it would hv been better if we did it be4 the holiday right? Haiz. dunno, no choice alrdy. Watever, jz cincai do it n then focus on the exam then. The following will be more difficult, i got 4 exams that time, japanese, mecanic, lab n then thrmodynamic. Haiz, hvnt start all of them yet, dunno how am i gonna do that time

5/1 rainny

Today didnt hv any class, so i can jz stayed in home the whole day n revised my homework. In the end, I still cant finish many things for orga, n i got headache too. Haiz, really hate that orga, n besides, next week i got another presentation too. So, need to spend some extra time for that stupid thingy too. Haiz, busy like that alrdy, n now still got other things to do. Wtaever, no need to complain so much, wat is done is done. Jz need to plan my timetable well enough for this weekend then.

4/1 sunny

The first day in school felt so damn sleepy. But luckily i didnt hv any class this afternoon, so i can jz came back n took a rest. Haiz, but after that i didnt hv much time to study anymore, haiz. Nvm, try to catch up with my studies tmr or during this weekend. N then i need to spend some time for the presentation thingy too. Busy weekend this time.

3/1 sunny

Haiz, tmr need to go back to school once again, n this time, i will be damn busy like shit with all those finals. In the night time, i finally went out to try to finish up all the survey thingy. Our project needs us to do some survery, jz to see how the ppl react towards our new product, and as i expected, most of them think that our new product is too damn expensive, jz i have told them last time, but they jz didnt care about it. Watever. N now i only noticed how the french ppl are so damn selfish, when i went knocked on their doors, some of them jz didnt care at all, or jz said that didnt hv any time for it. Most of them who answered were strangers, like chinese or vietnamese. Haiz, watever. That is also the reason y i dont want to stay here after finish my studies, nthg so special to remember. Haiz, emo night again, feeling so lonely. But also feel lucky for her, cause she is the one in malaysia but not me, or else, sure she cant stand the life here. Alone most of the time inside the room during night time, n dont really hv any real close friends here, even between malaysians, some also dulan with those who come from sibu, ppl who live on the trees. Funny like shit, they slept in the class during geography? Haiz, i explained so many times till getting so damn tired alrdy. Watever, dont care, still my hometown is the best, although cant find anything or high tech thingy there. Alone then alone lol, get used to it n find something to do lol. Cincai

2/1 rainny

Raining the whole day, cant go out n do anything. Nvm, better stay at my home n then finish up the project thingy. Haiz, now only i notice that i need more time than i thought for that presentation n project, making me cant even finish all my subjects in the last week of my holiday. I spent the first week resting n enjoying, n then the second week to catch up with all the thingy, n it wasnt really enough too. Haiz, time is hardly enough for me everytime. Haiz

1/1 rainny

Last night didnt hv internet, n then i called the service center, they said it was because of the server problem. Haiz, need to wait till today then only can get it back. But then, i waited the whole morning but still didnt hv it. Haiz, kinda disappointed n felt so damn boring. Lucikly in the afternoon, i finally got it back then. watever, n then i asked them about the countdown in paris last night. They said it was so damn disappointed too. Haha, lucikly enough i didnt go to paris yesterday, or else i would hv jz wasted my time n money like that. Haha.

31/1 rainny

Last day of the yr n i still need to study on this day. In the end, i decided not going to paris to do the countdown with them, cause no worth for it, n besides the train ticket wasnt so cheap too. N one day trip to paris got no point at all too, nthg special at paris, only some useless buildings n n so damn stupid tower. Haiz, better spend my day in the home n trying to do some revisions.