30/12 rainny

Wao, really hard to study during holiday. Every single hr sure will feel so damn boring or sleepy, n then when i go lay down on my bed there, i will jz fall alseep for 1 hr plus like that, wasting time like that. But i also wanna enjoy the few days left be4 holiday too, cause later on wont hv so much time for me to rest or to enjoy myself. So, study or not leh?

29/12 rainny

Finally finished that project thingy, but then, still need to spend some time to do a summary n finish the power point too. Now, better focus on other subjects n rush over those things as much as i can. Still got 5 days left, but, seeing the numbers of subjects that i got, i really dont think that i manage to finish all of them. Watever, even after open school, i still got few days which are quite free to finish them off.

28/12 cloudy

Study study study study, better start studying now, or else later on i dont hv much time left for other thingy alrdy. Dont forget that i still need to go out n do the survey thingy, n then need spare some time to go n cut my hairs too. Around 6 subjects that i need to study be4 this holiday ends, 1 project thingy, n 1 presentation. Hope that i got enough time left for all of it.

27/12 cloudy

Staying at home n trying to get my things done then. Now only i know that 1 week had alrdy passed n i still hvnt done anything yet. N i really got a few sujects that need to catch up for the final in january. Hope that i can manage to finish them all within a week time then, or else, i will be dommed. N they still asked me whether wanna go to paris for the new yr or not, since they alrdy booked the hotel for us together last time, n besides they need to pay back my money too. But, i dont think that i will be going, cause i wont hv much time left if i go to paris like that. Stay at home n study then, at least that is wat i planned.

26/12 cloudy

Nthg special, jz like the other day. Still playing n hvnt start studying yet. Watever, dont care, holiday is like that one. N for other ppl, they mostly are enjoying travelling at the time being. This yr jz stay at home n save my money lol.

25/12 sunny

Christmas n lonely at home doing nthg but playing game. Haiz, kinda used to it alrdy, cause i dont really care christmas pun. Nobody will celebrate with me too. Nvm lol, nthg important too.

24/12 sunny

Christmas eve n i was alone in my home too. Nvm, feel nthg too, even if i am alone during cny, i also wont feel anything, cause alrdy 3 yrs been like that, kinda used to it alrdy. The older u become, the less attractive those festivals become, n besides, u will also getting busier till forget all those unneccesay thingy. Cincai, jz let the time passes. N this yr the same too, will be having my final exams during cny .

23/12 sunny

Staying the whole day at home gaming there. Or else, nthg to do too, kinda lazy to study or do my things. Watever, hope my mood will come back after a few days later. N now it is getting colder n colder everyday, but still not as cold as the yr be4, lucky enough, or else i will be so damned.

22/12 rainny

Today woke up at 4 something jz in order to catch an early train to go to paris to settle those thingy. N that malaysia embassy isnt easy to find too, such a small building in a so damn small road, n i took me around an hr kept asking other ppl around jz in order to find it. But, i did finish all those thingy earlier, so i jz changed my ticket n went back home earlier too. N jz as i expected, they cant give me a temporary passport or watsoever, cause i amnt going back to malaysia, meaning that i wont be going anywhere during thise christmas holiday.

21/12 rainny

Raining the whole day. I got no choice, but hv to go out under the rain to go take my train ticket n then settle down n few little things. Actually, i can go n take my train ticket tmr morning too, but, jz to be sure, cause those machines sometimes jz wont work too, better do it today. Tmr need to go up to paris to embassy there n get a new passport. I dont think that they got any other solutions for my lost passport alrdy.

20/12 snow

Finally holiday, n this time i think i will jz stay at home n rest up. Now when i think back, seem like it is a wise choice not going to anywhere during this holiday, cause after that i got tonnes of final waiting for me there, so better spend few days playing games, then start studying alrdy. At least that is wat i plan for the time being, n it depends on my mood too.

19/12 rainny

Same as usual, busy the whole day there. Got my test result back, good enough, as i expected last time, since the question paper wasnt hard at all. N then lab the whole afternoon, while some other ppl didnt hv anything at all, depending on their time table. Watever, cause they need to do it sooner or later too, maybe after the holiday n so on. Nthg else special, n jz dont care about that passport thingy anymore, cause it wont change a single thing anymore.

18/12 cloudy

Most ppl are on holiday alrdy, n yet tmr i still got class. Haiz, really so damn pity, n their hooliday is longer than mine this time too. I really dunno y my school has got a timetable like that one. N, we will need to finish later than them in the end of yr later on, wtf? Wat is going on with those stupid timetable, seem like i am much more busier than any other ppl, not to mention those who are in malaysia, seem like always on holiday one. Although still got class, i am actually on holiday mood alrdy, really feel so damn tired with every damn weekends last time, full of lab reports n then projects thingy together with exam, n some more with that stupid passport missing thingy. Dont think that i will be able to go travelling this time, so, jz need to waste 300 euros for nthg n stay at home then.

17/12 rainny

Went to police station once again, n this time finally get it done. But, jz for sure, i called those airline companies again, n this time they said i cant go n take my flight, cause i amnt french n i dont hv their identity card at all, wat we hv here is jz the temporary resident card, not the permanent one, so did counted at all. So that is the difference between a real resident n a pendatang asing, now only i taste it. Hmm, no comments at all, cause this is the same in every single country too, even in malaysia. Now i am really getting so damn tired with this shit, n i alrdy expecting the worst alrdy, wasting all my tickets for around 300 euros for nthg n then need to waste another few hundreds euros to redo the new passport. It is like that one, when outside the country, if u dont hv money, then u are as good as dead alrdy, this is the world we are living in.

16/12 rainny

Haiz, still got 2 more days left next week be4 i am really on holiday. Some other ppl are alrdy on holiday, n their holiday is longer than mine, really not fair enough. Haiz, wat to do? Dont talk about holiday, cause now i amnt really in that mood alrdy, with my passport missing like that. I dont remember that i dropped it somewhere when i went outside last time, n i wont be that stupid enough to throw it either, so where the hell did it go? Really no idea at all, not in my house for sure, cause i had alrdy searched for it for many times alrdy, no a single sign at all. haiz, trouble trouble

15/12 rainny

After today, i will be quite free alrdy. Today i went to police station there again, but they asked me to come again another time cause there was too many ppl waiting there, n if i had waited there, i would need at least 2 hrs in order to finish the things. Haiz, Nvm, go again on saturday morning or watever, try to see first. Still got few things left to do be4 holiday, at least need to finish prepare the presentation thingy, or else after i coming back, i will be quite late alrdy.

14/12 sunny

Thought that tonight i can actually go out to the police station n make a police report one, but in the end, i hardly even have enough time to finish up all my homework for tmr. Haiz, y is it that time is always not enough for me? N timetable is so damn packed too. Really need to spare out some time to go to police station tmr afternoon after class, or else, dont expect to go travelling during holiday later.

13/12 sunny

Today got another exam again, the last one be4 christmas holiday. N this one is jz an easy one, so jz study study a bit then can do alrdy. N then after class, i called the airline company, n for the one from paris to daemark, they allow me to go, but i jz need to get the report document from the polices there, watever, since i need it too in order to do a new passport. N for the second one, i dunno yet, cause they only accept calls from 8 to 6, by the time i was back home, it was more than 6 alrdy. haiz, tmr or after that then.

12/12 rainny

I called to all those mairies n none of them had seen my passport, so only one choice left, get to do the new one, n then i called the person who is in charge for the jpa students n then he said, i only got 1 choice, to do a new one in malaysia embassy in paris, but i wont be able to get it within 4 or 5 months. So, it doesnt change a single thing, cause need to wait for so long time. But, as for the trip, he said that, most probably we dont need our passport to enter those countries because they are inside one specific zone n we can jz use our ic to pass through it. I long know about it too, but sometimes those bastards in the airport jz wanna to dulan u n keep checking our passport there. So, in order to confirm that, i need to call those airlines companies again. Haiz, troublesome

11/12 sunny

Haiz, wat the hell am i still expecting there? Still keep looking for it in my house, although i long time alrdy know that it wont be there anymore. N i found something on the internet too, if wanna remake a new one, it will take months like that, that means i need to throw away all those tickets alrdy, wasting me so much money for nthg, n then need to spend another few hundreds to make a new one too. Really dulan n dulan.

10/12 sunny

Today need to spare my precious time to go to police station jz to report this case, n as i expected, they will say they dunno, or send u to other places to see whether got ppl found it n put it there or not. So, the last choice is contacting the malaysia embassy in france n do a new one then, but the problem is dunno how long will it take n as for price, even if is damn expensive, i also dont hv any choice alrdy. After all, i alrdy expected the worse since the moment i cant find it in the usual place in my home there. Haiz, every yr when i plan to save on some money sure will come out with those bullshit things to waste away tonnes of my money, last time is the train ticket n some internet bullshit thingy. This time is this passport. zzz..getting so damn tired with those bullshit.

9/12 sunny

looking through my whole house n still cant find it. As i expected, if it isnt there, then sure it is gone alrdy, cause i wont cincai put those important things or throw them here n there one. Haiz, now i really dunno where n when did i lose it. Outside the streets when walking? Or slipping from my jacket when i took it off? So many possibilities n my friend said even if i go to police station, they will jz ask u to go look for it again, useless for nthg one. So, the other option is to call embassy n ask them to do a new one for me again. N hell i know it will need how much time to finish it again, last time in malaysia needs 1 month time, now in france, better prepare for the worst case. dulan

8/12 sunny

I thought that i would be going to school jz for sightseeing a while n take a few contacts for my interships next time. But acording to my friends here, they said that they wont even bother u at all, cause they are really looking for someone who wanna do a serious job, but not jz for some useless interships for few months only. So, in the end, it was so damn useless, so i would rather spend my day to go get my ic then. N only today that i realized that i lost my passport. I am so damn sure that i had it in my home last time, but tonight when i went n try to find it, it wasnt there anymore, i kept looking the whole places, n yet still cant find it. zzzzz dulan till gao gao, if i really lost it, i really dunno whether i can still go travelling or not during christmas...zzz

7/12 sunny

Tired tired, luckily tmr is some useless day, then i can stay at home n rest up for a day. But, i think that i maybe will go n try to get my ic, cause i have been waiting for almost 2 months alrdy, n yet i dont hv any news about it at all. Haiz, really dulan cause every yr need to renew it, n it will be taking so damn long in order to get it. zzz, wat for then?

6/12 sunny

Today exam was jz like usual, every time sure got some questions that i dunno how to answer. Haiz, dont really care about it after exam cause it wont change anything alrdy. N today i got my organic test paper back too. I got a quite nice mark too, so watever, dont really care, as long as i passed it. N tmr got another meeting after school again, really will be so damn tired n wasting my time. But, no choice, have to do it sooner or later.

5/12 sunny

Time during weekends passes real fast, i hardly have any time to stop down to think about other things else. Watever, good too, keep me busy then i wont even realise how fast time flies n then can go back n sayang her again. Hmm. Tmr got another exam again, n i need to spend the whole night to finally finish the whole subject. N after tmr, i got another thing to do for the project, haiz, really is so damn busy.

4/12 sunny

Sitting almost the whole day in front of my study table, n yet i still hvnt finish all the things. Haiz, really how much work do i need to do then? Preparing the lab, the exam n then the presentation n the project. Haiz, stupid timetable, so packed for wat?

3/12 rainny

Study study study, y i hardly have any free time to do anything that i like, or jz to go out to walk a while? Every weekend need to prepare for the exam the next week, n then the lab reports too, n if worse, got some stupid presentations n project thingy too. Haiz, my life is so damn busy. But, even i study there for the whole day, i still hvnt finish the whole subject at all. Haiz, time isnt really enough.

2/12 rainny

Haiz, really get so damn bored with this kind of weather, raining the whole day there, making it very troublesome for me to go back to eat n go to school afterwards. But this weather will continue for a few days since now we are switching from autumn to winter, so it is kinda normal. Now really miss my home in the town be4, my school was jz beside my home, even if it was raining heavily, i dont really care about it too, cause jz need a few steps then i would be at my home alrdy, but now it is a total different story.

1/12 sunny

Today after coming back from lab, i also dunno y i can fall alseep for moe than 2 hrs, making me feel quite headache after waking up from my nap. Maybe i dont hv enough sleep everyday, making my body wanna to compensate it n then sleep for so long then? Dunno, no idea. But, in the night, i still feel quite tired while i was busying with my work there. Haiz. Wat happened to me oh? hmmm, seem like i need to rest for a while alrdy.

30/11 cloudy

Tired tired tired, after coming abck the lab, i felt so damn tired, but i didnt really hv any time to go take nap or watsoever. N tmr i still got another lab, n this time is orga chem lab, the one that i hate the most. But still need to go n do all the thingy. Now i really need a few days holidays jz to take a rest myself. So damn tired,