29/11 cloudy

Nthg special today, jz like other normal days, Exam was jz like that, but in the end we didnt hv our meeting, cause our teacher didnt answer our e mail, so jz left it like that for the time being. Otherwise, dont think that today got anything special at all, but still, feel like quite busy cause got so many things waiting for me to settle down one. Haiz, dont really hv much time for resting. And, jz now, suddenly felt like wanna go n play my guitar again, cause it had been more than 1 yr that i didnt touch it at all. Dunno wat happened to me n where did my interest go, maybe i feel too boring n lonely playing alone? Haiz, trying to sneak out some time for it next time then.

28/11 cloudy

Every monday jz dont hv any mood to go to school n feel so damn tired at the same time too. Haiz, although still left 3 more weeks, i really hate going to school n listening to those useless thingy for now. N tmr got another japanese test n another meeting for the project after the class, from 6 to dunno when, which means that tonight i need to find something in order to discuss with other ppl tmr. Really hate that project so much, cause it is so damn useless. But no choice, hv to do it too.

27/11 cloudy

Time isnt really enough for me. Even though i kept studying studying n studying, i still cant keep up with wat the teachers taught us. N besides, stil need to spend time for the lab reports thingy, n then the research for the project thingy, all this thingy really makes me headache like wat. Still left 3 more weeks be4 christmas, but i cant really rest during christmas holiday too, cause i will be going to other countries. HAiz, should hv jz stayed at home n sleeping to recharge my battery.

26/11 cloudy

Study study study. But, i dont think i study quite a lot today lol. Most of the time also dunno wat i did, jz went online n find something to see to pass the time. Hmm, tmr they got another party thingy, but i dont think i am gonna fool around with them, cause i need to prepare my lab thingy n so on. N besides, it is getting colder n colder, really feel like quite lazy to go out anymore.

25/11 cloudy

Weekend again, but cant really enjoy it, cause still left so many things to do, n again, next week got japanese exam once again. Haiz, really need to spend a lot of time on the new language. Sometime really dunno whether i am making the right choice or not, chosing to take another new lanaguage, while i can always choose to hv an easier life here. Haiz, watever, wat is done is done.

24/11 cloudy

Today after my lab, we got some sort of a group discussion for the project thingy. Actually, i didnt really understand wat they were talking there n wat the hell should i do next. Haiz, nvm, next time ask them again. N the thing is that i had never do such a project be4, how do i know wat they really need to find n write on the reports there? So, after discussion n by the time when i get back, it was quite late alrdy, but i still went out to settle my things as i planned be4. N i was really getting annoyed, cause they closed today, making me wasting my time to get out there n it was so damn cold at the same time too. Luckily i still manage to settle down a few things, now jz left the most important thing stuck there, need to go another time sooner or later.

23/11 sunny

Although today afternoon dont hv any class at all, but i still need to go out to buy my things, n tmr need to go out to settle down something as well. Haiz, really hate going out in this kind of weather n wasting my time too. But wat to do, got some problems there, i cant get my money for the house rental there, sure need to claim back from them, or else every month i need to pay the full house rent 400 euros to them? so expensive lol. haiz.

22/11 sunny

Now my friends jz told me wat to do for the project thingy n now only i notice that i still got so many things to do, especially need to spend lots of time for serching those thingy on internet. Hmm, still hv to do it although i dont really like it, no choice, so better spend my time n finish those troublesome thingy earlier then.

21/11 sunny

Tmr i got exams, n today i jz had morning class, wat a nice day to do some revision for the exam, right? But, in the end, i went study other subjects, cause i had been revising it throughout the whole weekend, n i think that is more than enough alrdy, so today, jz spent some time for other subjects then. N this week i will be quite free too, but i dont think i am jz gonna n play there, since i still a project to do at the time being. Better spend my time going online n find something useful there.

20/11 sunny

Now jz noticed that i didnt revise my orga chem for such a long time alrdy, so better catch it up while i am still free now. N now i actually got that feeling that my timetable is more free than the last yr one, jz that, i got more things to settle down at my home, such as homeworks n research thingy. hmm, cincai, dont really care, jz used to it n then pass my exams then all will be done alrdy.

19/11 rainny

Study study for the whole day, then finally at night time went n play my games there. Lazy to start a new game, cause later on i will get addicted to it till cant really focus on my studies again. So, jz stick to the old game n finish it. N now i jz notice that my timetable for the next week will be quite free, since i dont hv afternon class for 3 days. One of the lab is cancelled, n i dunno y, cause the teachers jz sent us the msg like that, n i dunno whether we need to do it in next time or not, since we got an exam in the end. See first lol.

18/11 sunny

Finally weekend, but i dont think i am gonna to hv so much free time too. Still got 1 exam the next week, n then need to prepare for the project thingy too. Haiz, stupid project, wanna us to create a company ourselves. Need to think of wat to sell, n where to get the thingy, n the price n so on so on. We alrdy so busy there, n then still got this stupid thingy? N we arent gonna make that things out for real n then sell them, we are jz gonna sell our ideas, n who do u think that will gonna be interested with those bullshit n buy ur that worthless ideas, without any real forms? Damn stupid n useless, really dunno y they wanna us to do such thingy to waste our time.

17/11 sunny

Today nthg special at all, dont hv class in the afternon as usual, but still need to go out n buy things for the next week n so on. Hmm, i dont think that i studied very much today as well, since i wasnt really in that mood, especially after 4 hrs inside the lab there, really made me feel so damn tired. watever, still need to catch things up cause next week i got 1 exam waiting for me there.

16/11 sunny

Busy busy busy busy. I thought that i can relax n study a bit in my home today, since i didnt hv any class at all this afternoon, but in the end, i need to go to the post office there to take my letter. Someone sent me a letter, but since i wasnt at home that time, so, i cant sign in n that is y need to waste my time n go out for it. But, luckily it was my allowance pindah rumah, or else i will be so damn pissed cause it wasted me so much time there. Hmm, meaning that, i get 1 month allowance jz for moving to another place, sweet, i can finally become rich again. But, still, i hvnt get my ic here, n my friends told me that there are some problems with that office there. Haiz, really dunno wat to do if i dont receive my ic be4 christmas, cause that time i need to go to other countries, n without my ic here, i dont think that i will be able to go back to france again lol. haiz, complicated.

15/11 sunny

Exams exams, but the first exams wasnt difficult at all, jz that i didnt hv enough time to finish all the exercises. Even using my high speed mode to rush through all those questions n i cant finish them all, so, kinda dunno about others then. For the japanese exams, still like that, n i think this time i can score better than the first time, watever, it was worth for it since i put so much time in memorizing all those words n the writting too. N in the end, i really didnt go for that stupid conference in which i would hv to stay till 8 pm if only i went. but i didnt, cause i dont hv so much time to waste on those stupid things n besides, according to one of my friends, he asked his seniors n they told him that it was nthg, n it was jz like a shit, totally worthless. So, in the end, we two decided not to waste our time on that thing, although acoording to some of my friends here, they said that the final exam got some questions about that stupid thing. hmm, watever. i think it is better to listen to seniors, rather than to my friends, cause they hvnt go through it at all. watever, gone is gone, now need to
spare time to prepare for another exam the next week alrdy.

14/11 sunny

Study study study n prepare for the exams again. Haiz, now i jz looked back at my timetable then only i know that i am gonna finish at 8pm next day, cause got 1 stupid conference after my class at other place, n it is very far from my home. I mean real far, like the other side of the city, so, i dont really think that i am gonna to be so damn stupid enough to fool around with those boring ppl, after classes still go to that conference, got nthg to do? Sorry, i still got lots of things to do. N now when i looked back at last yr exam papers, i only know that this yr i got that damn biology, wtf? I need to study biology again, n this time in french? Wtf, last time i didnt choose to become a doctor, all was because of that stupid subject, it isnt for any humans beings, cause i dont really hv so much time to sit down there n memorize all those stupid terms again. Really tiring n boring. zzz. Haiz, y the hell i need to study that subject again? haiz, i thought i can enjoy my life a little bit after getting here, but in actual fact, it is the opposite. zzz

13/11 sunny

Studying for the whole day, feeling so damn tired, especially after memorising all those japanese words. Haiz, didnt expect that learning japanese will be so hard even for me. Need to memorize all those spelling, n then some new words from time to time. Last time y did i wanna choose japanese then? I can always choose french, n then jz keep fooling around in my class there, cause my french level is more than enough for survive here alrdy, so y the hell make my life so damn complicated? Haiz. Cant blame it too, it was because i spent too much time gaming there few days ago, so needed to catch up everything within a single day. N i actually finished 2 nice games in 2 days time, really impresive. Sometime i also feel quite impressive with me myself, can sit in front of my ps3 there for the whole day jz to finish the game as fast as possible. Haiz, better dont get so addicted after that.

12/11 sunny

Actually today i planned to sit there n study there for the whole time, cause last night alrdy spent most of the time finishing up a new game. Now, really should put myself into those books there n start preparing for the coming exams this week. But then, study till halfway, i felt so damn bored, n then went gaming again, this time another new game. N i actually finished it in a single day, jz that i needed to stay awake till so late in the morning then. Haiz, wth was i doing there. I still got 2 exams next week, n then another exam the following week. N i also need to prepare my 2 or 3 lab reports for the next week, n yet still gaming there, like nthg is wrong at all? haiz. N other ppl were inviting me to go out for a dinner together in a restaurant one, but i jz rejected them, wasting my money n my time too. But, in the end, i still wasted my time gaming there. Haiz

11/11 sunny

Study study study. I didnt go anywhere, the whole day jz stay at home n busy studying there. N today was also the day that she went back to her school there. Her holiday wanna finish too. She is so damn lucky, having 2 weeks holiday like that in one go. Unlike me, not even one week, n not even long enough for me to plan for anything. N the worst was that, after holiday straight away got exams waiting for me there. N here, we dont hv all those study weeks break for students one. U got classes even though u are having exams, or even during the final at the end of each sem. So, if u dont really use ur time wisely, then it will be so damn ugly after that. Haiz, so damn pity myself, need to suffer for few yrs again.

10/11 cloudy

Nthg special today, jz that maybe because tmr is a holiday, then i rather feel like quite free too. But, actually it is jz that i dont hv any mood to study, after all, i amnt free at all. Got so many things left for me to do there, n next week got 2 exams too, n i still hvnt start preparing for them yet. I planned to study them today one, but really not in such kind of mood, n especially after i got such insomia last night. Haiz. So, in the end, i went playing games there, n almost finish the whole new game in a single day. Tmr really need to force myself to study alrdy.

9/11 sunny

Wao wao, after getting back from school, i was so damn tired alrdy, staying in the lab there for 4 hrs like that. N then, tonight need to prepare the lab reports for tmr lab again. Haiz, this kind of life is so damn boring n tiring. Cant plan anything at all, dont even hv any extra time to hang out with friends. Nvm, used to it alrdy, cause dont really hv any close friends here too.

8/11 rainny

The test today, well, i cant say it was kinda hard or so on, but i know that i got 1 question wrong alrdy since i didnt ask the teachers for some extra informations. The thing is that, nobody asked for it too, n that made me really dunno wat the hell has happened to all of them, cause they either like dont care that question at all, or they know the extra info really well, or the worst case is that, they didnt even know that we need that extra infos in order to answer the question properly? Either way, that test is alrdy passed, so dont really care at all anymore, i need to focus on the next tests afterwards too.

7/11 cloudy

Today jz spent my whole day studying there, cause tmr i got a test of organic chemistry, the subject that i hate the most, but is also the most important subject in chemistry, really pity myself. Y the hell i made my life so hard last time? Y did i choose chemlast time? I kinda forgot alrdy, cause now only i know that, chemical engineering needs to study a lot more than other ppl, n do a lot more lab thingy than other fields, like electronic engineering, n besies, electronic is easier for me, cause i love maths morethan chem, jz a little bit, n the best thing is that, i can kick away that organic chem. Sometimes, when i think over it again, really kinda regret of choosing this field, cause need to put a lot more efforts than other ppl. Although they say that chem engineering can earn a lot more money than other fields, but that one is still not sure yet, cause it depends on many factors at the same time too.

6/11 cloudy

Study study study study n study, cincai, i know that i need to focus on my studies from now on, or else later on dunno wat will happen. But, these few days i was kinda annoyed by my useless pc. I didnt open any programs there, n then it kept lagging like shit, then suddenly hanged there n became all black screen, wtf? I jz downloading something there, n then it became hanged like shit? zzz, line too good, till my pc cant progress the incoming datas? wtf, now really feel like my pc is lousy like shit, useless for nthg one. Open a few programs n then harddisc keeps on turing there alrdy, really speechless. Cant even do a multitask, or else something will happen. Haiz, if i am getting annoyed like that, maybe i will jz go n buy a new one here. zzz

5/11 cloudy

Haiz, so damn tired but still need to study for the exams. N i really not in that kind of study mood yet, last night i still spent few hrs jz to try to see my ps3 situations n as well as my games. Haiz, wth is wrong with me? Kinda complicated. N that fellow
is still on holiday now, sometimes i really dont understand malaysia system one, seem like so few classes, but they need to involve in those useless kok, wasting their time only. N assignments too, useless like shit, cause all ppl jz copying from other ppl,
so wat is the point then? While me here, every week hv exam till christmas holiday, really kinda stressful. Haiz, get used to it then.

4/11 rainny

Today is firday, n weekend is coming again, but i dont think that this weekend i am gonna be free around to do my own things, cause next week i got organic test, the subject that i hate the most. Although last time i finished studying that subject alrdy, i dont really feel like master it yet, cause sometimes, u wont be able to answer those questions jz by knowing or learning the mecanisms all along. U need to think n then predict the most appropriate reaction that is gonna happen, n that is y i hate it the most, cause u wont be sure with ur answer, not even a single one. So, if u got lucky, then u get all correct, n if u are so damn unlucky, then pity u, nthg else to say. Last yr the test was a lot more easier, so i jz did quite fine then. But, this time, i dont really think that it is gonna be the same again. So, jz be prepared for the worst then.

3/11 cloudy

First schooling day after short holiday, i really dont hv any mood to go to class today n feel so damn tired staying in the lab there. But, luckily today experiment is kinda easy n short, so it is still quite ok for me then. Or else, i really dunno wat am i gonna do about it. Too tired of going school, n dont really hv any free time to do my own personal things too. Haiz, jz get to used to it once more lol.

2/11 cloudy

Jz spent the 2 remaining days of my holiday studying there. N yet, i was still not quite on the study mood. Everytime jz go online n find something to spend the time there. But, i still managed to cover up all those principal sujects that i planned to catch on during this holiday, not bad at all. N i think, after tomorrow or by this weekend, i will be able to catch up all those thingy that i have been learning till now. Now i only notice that i didnt learned many new things too, almost all are simply jz some revisions for the pass 2 yrs studies, n i jz flipped through the notes like that. Those sujects really wasted me a lot of time during the class then.

1/11 rainny

Haiz, i jz know that i got class on this thursday, cause last time i always thought that my holiday is one week time, meaning from last thursday till this coming thursday, n i should be having my class on ly on this friday. Wtf, really hate my school a lot, cause my holiday is the shortest if u compare with all my friends here. They are all having 1 full week, n some even more than 1 week, while for me, not even a full week. I got only 6 days n so, n those teachers really clever, cause they take the thursday afternoon as a half day of holiday too, really like shit. That one is supposed normal working offday, like other schools too. Haiz, n i also dunno y, since our holiday is so less, y the hell we need to study till end of june then? We can always finish our classes earlier, around mid june or so. I really dunno wat the hell do they hv in their program there, always giving us some useless rubbish lessons or talks, wasting my time there.

31/10 sunny

Today jz finally getting out from my house to my friend there in order to scan those thingy n then send them to jpa. I need to settle them now, cause they wont accept it after 15 november. Nvm, it is like that one, cause i need to ask them to give me the pindah rumah allowance, no choice. But, i also wanna scan get some sijil from the insurance company there n then scan it to send it to my responsable here. The thingy is that, i dunno where is the office n it was close there even during working hr. Haiz, jz dont care about it alrdy, cause if i amnt going to see the doctor or watever thingy, then it should be ok even if i dont give her the sijil, dont care anymore. Sometime really feeling so damn tired chasing after those thingy.