hmm......

It has been a while since i wrote my last post. Listening to field of hope, again i start to grab on my laptop to start writing. Maybe today i am too free or watever, dunno wat to do to pass the time, so jz come here to bluff a little bit. Wat should i say now? No idea at all, still enjoying the song there n have nthg in my head. Ok la, jz talk about my thingy nowadays then.

My thingy....the most important one will be our relationship. Since yesterday night, we have been together for 3 months ardy. Time really flies when one is busy, n i didnt even notice it that i had been back to france for 3 months too. Maybe everyday jz keep on busy with school thingy till never notice that time passes. Watever, at least we are still together till now, although every time i will jz keep hurting her. Here, i really wanna say sry for all the wrong things that i had done n hope that she will be happy as always when she is with me, although i am so damn sure that it is a true fact. Hahaha. But, honestly, i am very happy when i am hanging around with her too. N she really starts to be more caring alrdy, n that is the thingy that i like the most in herself. Thx for all the happiness that u brought to me till now n really hoping that we will always stick together, as long as we cherish each other n try to solve everything whenever a problem occurs.

N for other thingy.....really have no idea at all, since the most important thingy that i can think of is only about our relationship. Hmmm.....for my studies, they are jz like they have been as always. N i manage to spare out some free time for us together everyday too. So, i dont really think that i got any problem with that. N besides, my first semester for my second yr almost comes to an end alrdy. Everyone keeps saying that it is the most difficult semester among all our 6 yrs uni life, but for me, it is jz like usual, jz that one will be getting busier n busier. But, i still can manage it n can even spare out free time for her, so i dont really think that i got any trouble with that. Nvm, as long as i pass it n continue to move on.

Really dont hv any idea of wat to say anymore......oh ya, last time when i went to disney land in paris, i brought 2 presents for her. One is for her birthday, n the other one, actually is for the valentine's day. Actually i planned to send her the presents, but really not sure that she will receive them in time, unless i send them to her school in kelatan there. N the funny thing is that, she doesnt know her adresse there, really noob leh. Hahaha...Nvm, maybe will jz give her face to face when we meet next time. N i am very postive that we can really meet the next yr when i am back to sibu, since all the uni in malaysia will be having their holiday that time too. Jz keep it till that time then. So, really sry, if u feel being ignored during ur birthday cause dont receive anything from me. N dont say nvm, cause i know, although ur mouth says like this, deep down inside ur heart sure will feel a little bit disappointed, no matter how, sure will feel a little bit of disappointment. Dont lie to me, cause i know gals very well about this thingy. Jz be patient till we meet next time lol.

I think that is all that i wanna to talk about for this time. Everything is jz like usual, jz that i got someone else who is always by my side.

wat happen to me....

Last week i was on holiday. So I went to disneyland with my pals. There, i brought some souvenirs for my gf, not sure whether she will like them or not. Usually a normal gal will like those kind of things, but she isnt a normal gal at all. Never mind, sincerity is more important in this case.

Actually i got nthg to talk about here too. Jz that, tonight she went to sleep very early, at 1 like that. Normally she would jz go to sleep at 2 something the earliest. I think it was because she didnt take nap in the night time since we were busy chatting that time. Then, i also dunno y am i feeling quite sad n lonely when i learn about this, although last time i always scolded her n asked her to go sleep earlier. Very funny, is it? I always asked her to go sleep early n yet, when she really does as she was told to do so, i feel quite sad in the opposite. Wat the hell is wrong with me? I really dunno. I jz wanna her to sleep as early as she could every night, jz wanna her to stay healthy as always so that she can focus on her exams n studies. But, i never thought of that i would feel quite down when she really does so n goes sleeping. Funny...the only explaination that i got is that, i think i really fall in love in her alrdy, till that i will feel very anxious n sad when i cant see her jz for a single day.